Chapter 47
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Azumi is an interesting character.
I see a lot of myself in her but she is on a god-like level of fujoshi-ness.
Here I am thinking that I am the Fujoshi Queen of the Universe but Azumi steals the cake.
She can have that title.
I'll just go for a Fujoshi Princess of the Universe.
Anyway...
I do feel that I have met her before...is it just Deja vu?
Nah, I don't think so...but I do look forward hanging out with her more since we click.
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The next day...
Early morning...
I seriously don't want to wake up right now. I spent all night playing this dating-sim game.
I got way too into it.
Ugh!
I brought it upon myself yet again...
I rolled and dragged my sorry ass self to get ready for school.
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I walked like a zombie to school.
Kenji is near the gates and appears to be waiting.
Kenji: Hey, Misaki. Good morning.
Misaki: He.......ey. Good...morning...
We walk to together towards the school building.
I wasn't really paying attention on where we're heading.
Kenji: I'm assuming you stayed up all night, huh?
Misaki: You got that right.
Kenji: Tell me, is it really fun?
Misaki: Well...there's no plot...just a lot of smut.
Kenji: You know...Misaki...
Kenji swiftly goes in front of me, and I bump into him.
Misaki: Aw...sorry, I wasn't looking.
Kenji raises my chin and comes closer to my face.
Kenji: Misaki...you know I'm here, right? Instead of playing those games, how about you play with me? I'm the real deal.
He caught me off guard.
I didn't expect him to make a bold move like that.
I guess.
It is expected if we are dating...
Sooner or later, we have to do that...eventually...
To be honest, I am scared.
It is my first time.
It's a scary thought.
Even though I've read a lot of BL, you can't easily put that into in real life practice.
Misaki: Kenji...
Kenji: You owe me, remember?
Misaki: Yea...about that...
Out of instinct, I gave him a quick peck on the lips and fell back.
Misaki: There! I paid!
Kenji looked surprised and advanced forward.
He pulls me again and grabs the back of my head.
Our lips touch...but this time...he goes in...
Deeper...
And deeper...
I start feeling light headed and my knees feel weak.
When I thought that I was about to fall on the floor, Kenji grasped my waist.
The distance between us is so close.
I flustered and pushed him away.
Kenji: You don't have to be shy if I take your breath away.
Misaki: Stop saying those things!!! It's embarrassing!!!
Kenji softly laughs and smirks.
Kenji: You're so cute when I tease you.
Misaki: STOP!!! I'm leaving!
I left Kenji and marched to my classroom.
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Morning classes have ended and it's already lunch time.
I saw Kenji waiting outside my classroom.
Misaki: Hey...
Kenji: Wanna go to lunch together?
Misaki: Sure, let's go! I'm hungry.
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We went to the cafeteria to grab some food and then headed to our secret spot.
While walking, I notice Kazuo and Kyoko walking together into my side vision.
Without realizing it, I was staring at Kazuo.
Our eyes meet and fix to each other.
Kenji: What are you looking at?
I didn't respond promptly.
Kenji looks at them.
Kenji seems annoyed.
He grabs me by the shoulder and has a serious look on his face.
Kenji: Don't ever look at any guy again...or I'll punish you.
I'm a bit shocked on how overprotective he is.
I am not sure if I appreciate that.
Misaki: What are you saying? It's not like that...at all.
Kenji paused for a bit, changed his mood and let out a sigh.
Kenji: I'm sorry if I scared you or if I overreacted. I just...I just...don't want anyone to steal you away from me.
Guys can be territorial sometimes...
I guess I can understand where he is coming from.
I see this a lot in BL...where the main guy gets overly jealous.
At least, he knows that he went overboard.
He should put more trust in me.
I gently pat him on the shoulder.
Misaki: It's okay. I understand.
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We settled to our spot and started eating.
Kenji: Misaki...I've been lonely these past few days...you know what you need to do, right?
Misaki: Why? What is it?
Kenji: Remember, you owe? You ditch me to get that game?
Misaki: I already paid!
Kenji: That isn't enough to satisfy me.
We haven't done it.
I'm nervous...
I can't do it...
I need to find an excuse.
Any excuse...
Kenji: So? Are you going to sleep over at my place this weekend? We'll be all alone.
Misaki: Ah...uh...um...
The school bell rings...
I was saved by the bell.
Thank God...
Kenji: Hmmm...I'll be waiting for your answer at the end of the day. Let's go back to class.
This is nerve-wracking!!!
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Towards the end of the day, I receive at text from Azumi.
Azumi (via text): Hi Misaki! I hope you're doing well. I was just wondering if you're free this weekend. We can have that Yaoi Extra Bonanza Sleepover. Let me know if you're down! <3
Is this the excuse I am looking for?
I don't want to let Kenji down...but I can't force myself if I'm not ready for it.
I know he has needs but...I just can't do it...yet.
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I got my things ready and headed out.
Kenji was waiting for me outside.
Kenji: Hey there!
Misaki: Hi...
Kenji: So...your answer?
Misaki: About that...I'll be busy this weekend.
Kenji: Hmm...what are you gonna do? I'll help you out.
Misaki: No...it's just that my friend invited me over to her place.
Kenji: Misaki...you know...I'm starting to think that you are avoiding me. Do you hate being with me or something?
Misaki: It's not like that at all. It's just...It's just that...
Kenji: What is it? You can tell me anything. I'll understand.
Misaki: Well...um...uh...
Kenji: Spit it out already.
Misaki: BECAUSE WE'LL BE DOING THAT...IF I SLEEP OVER AT YOUR PLACE! There I said it...
Kenji: I see...I thought...never mind.
Misaki: I'm really sorry.
Kenji: It's okay. I don't want to force you. If you're not ready, so be it. I just want to let you know that I only want to be with you.
Misaki: Just wait for me, will you?
Kenji: Sure.
Kenji looks a bit disappointed but I'm glad he understands me.
Kenji: Misaki...you're racking up debt.
Misaki: What does that suppose to mean?
Kenji smirks and we continue to walk home.
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I got home and texted Azumi.
Misaki (via text): Sounds fun! Let's do it. Text me your address.
We talked a bit and discussed what we're going to do.
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Weekend comes and I find myself outside Azumi's house.
Somehow...I feel like I've been here before.
Funny thing is...It's close by my house.
I don't know.
I may be imagining things.
I ring the doorbell, and Azumi opens the door and lets me in.
Azumi: Misaki!!!! Thank goodness you came over!! I'm so happy!! Come on in!!!
Misaki: Thank you!
Azumi: Welcome to our humble home, please make yourself at home!
I go inside and sees a shirtless Kazuo standing near their kitchen.
Misaki: Kazuo?
Azumi turns to Kazuo and then to me.
Azumi: You guys know each other?
Misaki: Um...not really. We're classmates but I never talk to him.
Azumi: This must be fate! You guys make a cute couple!!!
Kazuo: What the hell are you talking about? I'm outta here.
Kazuo leaves and goes inside his room.
Misaki: What's up with him?
Azumi: Ignore him. He's just a grumpy person and a party pooper. Let's go up to my room! Did you bring the goods?!
Misaki: Yes, I did.
I lift my bag of BL goodies and she immediately takes it.
Azumi: OH MY GOD!!! We will have so much fun!!!
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I went up to Azumi's room and got settled.
Azumi served some snacks.
We started playing a BL dating sim game and then reading a bunch of BL manga.
It was getting a bit late, and we talked for a long time.
Azumi: Are you getting bored, Misaki?
Misaki: No, not at all.
Azumi: Hmm...let's spice things up a bit.
Misaki: What are you thinking?
Azumi: Wait here! Let me grab something!
Misaki: Alright...
Azumi leaves the room while I patiently wait.
It has been more than ten minutes and I'm getting a bit restless.
What is she planning to do?
All of a sudden, Azumi barges in...and she tugs Kazuo in with her.
Kazuo: What the hell, Azumi?!
Azumi: Come on!!! It will be fun!!!
Kazuo looks at me and immediately looks away.
What's up with that?
Kazuo, looking irritated, sits down on the floor.
Azumi: Okay then...
Misaki: Hmm...?
Azumi: Let's play a game.
Kazuo: What?! You dragged me all the way here to just play a stupid game. I'm busy you know!!
Azumi: Come on, Kazuo! Stop studying for once and play with us. It will be fun. Don't be such a loser.
Misaki: What are we playing?
Azumi: The King's Game!!!
Kazuo: With three people? You gotta be kidding me!
Kazuo stands up but Azumi stops her.
Azumi: Oh Kazuo, it will be fun! You can have your revenge on me if you want. The odds are in your favor.
Kazuo: Hmm...interesting...
Kazuo sits down again.
Azumi: Wait, let me get a cup and sticks.
Azumi grabs the necessary materials and settles down on the floor.
Azumi: Okay, we're all set. Ready?
Each of us grabs a stick from the cup.
Azumi: Oh! Wow!! I'm King! Alright!!! Let see...Number one...take off Number two's shirt.
Kazuo: WHAT THE HELL!?
Misaki: Whaa—t!?
Azumi: Come on...The King's words are absolute. Do it!!! Who's number one?
Shit!
I'm number two.
Kazuo flips his stick and shows the number one marking.
I look at Kazuo...and he looks angry.
Azumi: Kazuo, come on do it! We don't have all night.
Kazuo: Geez, fine.
Kazuo moves in front of me and pulls out my shirt, exposing my bare upper body.
Kazuo: There!
Azumi: Oh wow, Misaki! You have a great body!!!
Misaki: Uh...
Azumi: Okay, let's continue playing.
We put the sticks back into the cup.
Azumi shuffles the sticks and places it on the floor.
Azumi: Alright, round two! Let's go!!!
Kazuo: Ugh!
Each of us pulls a stick.
Azumi: Hohohoho! Look at this, I'm King again!
Kazuo: Fuck!
Azumi: Okay...okay...let see...
I don't know what she's capable of doing...
I'm getting a little scared.
Azumi: Number one...kiss number two on the lips and...um...And you must use tongue!!!
Kazuo: WHAT?! Fuck this!
Kazuo throws his stick, exposing the number two marking on the floor.
Azumi grabs his arm.
Azumi: Don't be such a sore loser. Have some sportsmanship! You agreed to play this game. The King's words are absolute!!!
Kazuo: You're really testing me, Azumi.
Azumi's face changes into a fierce scary female monster.
Kazuo was shocked and sat down...
What the hell just happened here?
Azumi: Alrighty then, where were we? Oh right! Number one...kiss number two on the lips with some tongue action! I WILL CHECK SO DON'T CHEAT!!!
I picked number one and showed it to Azumi.
Azumi: Okay, Misaki, you can attack Kazuo's mouth now.
I reluctantly move closer to Kazuo.
I can see in his face that he doesn't want to do it.
But Azumi...
I don't know.
Azumi: Come on!!! Just do it! It's just a kiss...with some tongue action!!!
I lean closer and Kazuo's angry face...somehow...changes...and turns red.
What's going on?!
I close my eyes...
My heart is beating faster...
I feel...
I feel hot...
Our lips haven't touched yet...
But...
But...why?
Azumi: Ugh, this is taking forever.
Azumi pushes my head to Kazuo...and our lips press against each other.
We were both shocked and fell back.
Kazuo: What the hell?! This is fucking rigged. I should've known. You were planning this from the very beginning!!!
Azumi: Ooops...! NO I DID NOT! I play fair and square.
Kazuo: Shut up!
Kazuo left the room and slammed the door.
Azumi: So, Misaki...how was it?
Misaki: How was what?!
Azumi: My brother's lips.
Misaki: I don't know...it happened too fast!
Azumi: Why are you turning red? Do you like him?
Misaki: Um....uh...I TOLD YOU I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!
Azumi: Oh...shit. I forgot about that. I'm so sorry, Misaki.
Misaki: It's fine. It's just a game.
Just a game, huh?
Yes, It's just a game.
It's nothing.
I have Kenji...
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We continued with our BL activities and finally decided to go to bed.
Azumi: You'll be staying in our guest room. Just tell me if you need anything, 'kay?
Misaki: Alright, thanks.
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I got ready for bed and went inside the room.
For some weird reason, I can't stop thinking about that kiss with Kazuo.
I don't understand what it is.
I feel like I have experienced that sensation before...
I don't know why I am so hung up about this...
The only guy I love is Kenji...
Why...?
What is this feeling?
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I felt restless throughout the night.
I turned around and saw it was about three in the morning.
I suddenly felt thirsty and decided to go downstairs to get some water.
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I went downstairs and saw that the TV was on.
The volume is on low.
I walk near the sofa and saw Kazuo sitting down.
Kazuo: Misaki?
Misaki: Hey.
Kazuo: Do you need something?
Misaki: I just want to get a glass of water...
Kazuo: Ah...okay.
As I was about to turn my back on him, he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him.
Misaki: Whaa—t?!
Kazuo runs his hand on my cheek and to the back of my hair.
He grasps my hair and pushes my head close to his.
I stiffened my neck right before our lips meet again.
Our eyes are fixated to each other.
I saw dismay in his eyes.
He lifts his head and forces himself into my mouth.