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*Noah's Pov*
We're an hour a half through the three hour ride to Dallas' parents cottage. The car is filled with music and overly excited teens. They all chit chatted with each other as I stayed quiet in the front seat with Dallas eyeing me every couple of minutes. His hand was gently placed on my thigh with his thumb rubbing it soothingly in a loving manner.
"Can we stop at the next gas station? I have to change my tampon. Unless you want your car redecorated." I turned my head to face Jupiter who had her legs closed with a tampon in her hand.
Veilles scrunched up his face and rolled his eyes. "Thanks for the information. I guess that explains why-"
"Finish that sentence and I will end you." I bit my lip hard, trying not to burst out of laughter at what she said. Her voice was hard and cold, which looked like it almost, almost made him flinch.
Lynn, well Lily, sighed and shook her head. "Haven't you heard? Never tell a girl that she's PMSing." She clicked her tongue in a playful manner. "Shame on you."
"Alright, alright." Veilles put his hands up in surrender. "Sorry, Jupi." She stared at him for a couple of seconds before sighing.
"Fine, I forgive you." He nodded and went to speak but stopped when her smile got bigger. "But only if you buy me whatever I want."
The auburn teen groaned. "You're evil."
Jupiter only shrugged and kissed his cheek. "I run the universe, darling. What do you expect?"
*
Fifteen minutes later we arrived at the gas station. Jupiter, Storm, Lily, Lanie, Veilles and Rin all got out to go buy some snacks for the road.
The tank was still full so there wasn't a need for Dallas to get out. "Are you sure you don't want any snacks?"
I looked over at him and shook my head with a soft smile. "I'm fine. I brought a bag of chips." After that there wasn't a thing said for a couple of minutes, silence surrounding the car.
"I'm sorry if they're annoying. They can be..Over the top." I laughed softly and leaned over to kiss his cheek.
"It's fine. They're entertaining." He only nodded and sighed, leaning back against his seat.
He reached over and grabbed my head, gripping my hair between his fingers to bring my lips to his. Unconsciously, my arms wrapped themselves around his neck while I kissed him back.
"They're going to be awhile." He mumbled against my lips before deepening the kiss. Dallas pulled me over until I was straddling him with both my knees on each side of him.
He pulled his seat back a little so I wouldn't bump into the steering wheel.
Our tongues danced with each other, as sounds left our mouths. Teasingly, he began to move his hips against mine and pulled away, tugging my head to the side as he pulled my hair.
His lips met with my neck and I shivered at the feel, a pleasurable sigh leaving my mouth. Our hips rocked together, grinding harshly against each other, his teeth nipping at my flesh before sucking on it roughly.
I couldn't help but let out a moan, his name the only thing I can say. He growled out softly, his hand sliding up my shirt to play with my sensitive nipples.
I squirmed against his touch, arching my back. "D-Dallas.." It was a loud moan, almost breathless but that seemed to turn him on even more as he slammed his lips against mine.
There was a knock on the window that pulled us apart quickly, I squeaked and bumped up against the wheel which made me honk the horn and let it out a small scream.
"Just fucking wait until we get to the cottage." Dallas whispered into my ear as he nibbled only my earlobe, which made me turn an even darker shade of red. I quickly went back into my seat as the others pilled in.
"That was hot." Jupiter said, as she put on her seatbelt.
"Oh shut up." Dallas sighed.
Veilles laughed, putting his hand on my shoulder. "Maybe you and Dallas can join Rin and I." He winked, my almost boyfriend (hopefully) glares at him harshly. Rin blushed harshly.
Lily bursted out into laughed as she must've seen the look on my face. "Y-Your face, oh my gosh."
I turned away and buried my face in my hands before leaning my head on the window and looking outside.
The drivers hand took mine in his and gave it a gentle squeeze. I returned it and closed my eyes, feeling a little tired.
*
"You're so fucking pathetic." It was Dallas but why was he saying that to me?
"I don't understand.." My heart hurt, my stomach churned.
He let out a sarcastic laugh. "Seriously? You're going blind and you really think that I'm going to stay with something like you? You're going to be such an annoyance."
Something..
"Please don't say that.." I felt the tears running down my face.
"I agree with Dallas, Noah. You're going to be just like our mother. You're going to be such a handful and a disgrace. You're going to be in everyone's way." Nev..
"I can't afford treatments. I'm paying for your brothers college and that's already a lot. Besides, he's the oldest which means that he's more important." Dad..
"Yea, I can't hangout with you anymore. With you going blind, I have no time for you." Nate..
All of a sudden it got dark and cold, my body shivering against the change of temperature with my lips chattering. My eyes were open but I couldn't see a thing.
I'm scared. What do I do?
I took a step. A step that lead me to falling. I screamed as I fell, I kept on falling and it felt endless. My lungs gave out and I silently cried, my heart squeezing painfully.
I'm alone.
*
"-ah. Noah. Noah!" I gasped as I jumped up, my eyes opening. I looked around everywhere but I couldn't see a thing.
What's happening? Where am I? I'm scared. I was shaking, that I know. My heart feels like it's racing uncontrollably. Breathing? What's breathing?
Why is it so cold? But why am I sweating? Why am I thinking so much? I felt something digging into my arms but I don't what's causing the pain.
I hear voices around me but I can't make out any words.
I feel so heavy yet light at the same time. I don't know what's going on anymore. What's happening to me?
"-ah..-t's okay.."
I know for a fact that I was crying but why? Why is all of this happening to me? I'm alone but I don't feel so alone. I feel crowded and I don't like that. Air, I need air. I need space.
Slowly, Dallas' face appeared in front of me. My eyes locked onto his, my chest was rising at a fast pace. I could vaguely see the others around us.
I opened my mouth to try and speak, to try and say his name but nothing left my mouth. He cupped my cheeks in his hands and stroked them with his thumbs, resting his forehead against mine.
"It's okay, baby." He kissed my nose. "You're okay. I'm right here." I closed my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder.
I don't know how long it took before I finally caught my breath and calmed down. Slowly, I pulled away from Dallas and looked down in embarrassment.
"Are you okay?" I could hear the concern in his voice. I nodded. "I didn't know that you get panic attacks."
He's going to leave me..
"But I'll be there for every single one of them. At least I'll try."
I felt the tears gather in my eyes. "I've never had one before." I whispered. "I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize." His finger made it's way under my chin so I can look at him properly, his mesmerizing blue eyes gazing into my own. "I'm here for you okay? No matter what I always will be. I like you and you know that. I don't plan on you leaving you."
I could only nod.
He moved away so I can get myself out of the car. My knees buckled and he quickly caught me, his arms snaking around my waist. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." We slowly made our way inside and instantly the small conversation that was started inside slowly came to a stop once we entered.
I was quickly pulled into a hug, almost losing my balance. "Oh my goodness, you're okay. I was so worried!" Jupiter buried her face in my neck, her arms tightening around me. "I get panic attacks as well, so if you ever need me I'll be there. If you need to talk to someone, I'm also there. Even when you're bored as fuck, I'll be there as well."
I couldn't help but smile a little.
"Jupiter, love, leave him be for a bit? Let him go rest." She slowly pulled away as she listened to her boyfriend.
I could see my vision blurring a bit which made my eyes water slightly. There were a few black spots and my heart started beating rapidly against my chest.
I rushed away from the group and rushed up the stairs, only to miss a step. I gasped as I felt myself start to fall but didn't as someone scooped me into their arms. "I'm about to never let you go near stairs again."
"S-Sorry.." I'm such an idiot. I'm such an..annoyance.
Dallas walked into a large room and put me on the bed. He stripped off my clothes, leaving my briefs on. "Rest, okay?"
I nodded.
"I'll come get you once dinner is made."
I nodded.
"Are you okay?" His hand running down my face.
I closed my eyes and nodded. I took his hand and gently kissed it before laying down.
I'm such an annoyance.
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A/N: My poor baby. </3
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