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Rejecting the Boy Friend
Melarie
I was busy packing my things when Ron stormed inside my room.
He's damn furious for I-don't-freakin'-know reason.
I forced to form a smile in my face just to calm the over-beating of my heart because of shock.
Dahan dahan akong tumayo mula sa pagkakasalampak ko sa aking queen sized bed atsaka siya hinarap.
"Hey...what's...up?" Thank God hindi ako nag stammer. Tiningnan ko siya sa mata at nakita kong hindi pa rin humuhupa ang galit niya.
"W-what's the matter Ron?" malumanay kong tanong.
Simula nang mailigtas namin si Gemma mula sa kamay ni Devon ay nabawasan na rin ang pagsusungit ko kay Ron. Napag isip isip ko kasi na...wala namang ginawang masama si Ron sa akin para kainisan ko siya.
In fact, he's been my most loyal partner in everything. A friend na kahit sinusungitan ko na ay palagi pa ring nandiyan sa tabi ko.
"Why?" He asked.
Napakunot naman ako ng noo.
I don't get him. What's that question supposed to mean?
"Why.Did.You.Use.Yourself...as the bait.?" Lahat ng kanyang ibinigkas ay may diin. He really is angry. And now I know what he's talking about.
It's about the Auction last night, of me being sold to the most dangerous man in the top 10 list.
Trevor Salvatore.
Nagulat ako dahil sa pabiglang paghawak ni Ron sa magkabila kong braso. I let out a groan because of his tight grip na feeling ko ay babaliin na ang braso ko.
"R-Ron!"
"Why didn't you tell me? Bakit sinolo mo ang delikadong misyong iyon?!"
Iniling iling ko ang aking ulo. Hindi naman naging delikado ang misyon ko kahapon.
Kinabahan lang ako dahil ako ang ibinibenta. Pero wala naman siyang dapat alalahanin dahil kung delikado nga ang naging misyon ko kahapon...
I wouldn't be here after that night.
Trevor Salvatore may be the most dangerous man they have ever known, but he is still a man with gentleness and a man of his words. At napatunayan ko yun kahapon.
He even scorted me all the way to my house. Though, nakakatakot talaga ang Aura niya. Especially the way he bore his gaze at me.
"It's too easy." payak na sagot ko kay Ron.
I think nagsisimula na namang uminit ang ulo ko kay Ron. Masyado siyang pakialamero.
I promised to myself na hindi ko na pag iinitan si Ron. Not unless, kung lumabag siya sa usapan naming dalawa na never niyang panghihimasukan ang buhay ko.
It's my life. And i won't give him the previlege to be part of any decisions I make. He doesn't have to know all of my Whereabouts. Lalong lalo na kung hindi naman siya parte ng misyon ko. He has his own and so do I.
"Do you really think na madali lang tong mission?! Come on Mel! We both know that Trevor Salvatore is evil. Hindi mo kakayanin ang kalabanin ang isang to. He's a fucking Mafia Lord!---"
"And so what!" Pumalag ako mula sa mahigpit na pagkakahawak ni Ron sa akin. I darted him my infamous stare.
I had enough!
He's getting into my nerves!
"I don't care kung sa tingin mo ay delikado itong misyon ko! I don't mind! I just want to handle this case..." yumuko ako bigla at inisip ko sandali kung ano ba talaga ang intensyon ko kung bakit ko tinanggap ang misyon.
Ah yeah...for my plan in stepping down from my position. Definitely from my job.
Sawa na ako sa pagiging Agent. I'm 27, an ideal age for me to find my own peaceful path. Gusto kong makahanap ng lugar kung saan ako makakaramdam ng kapayapaan.
I've been through messery since I was just a kid. And i want to end it. Being an Agent is definitely not the ideal type of occupation para sa taong gustong gusto ang kapayapaan. Kaya nga nakiusap talaga ako sa Head ng SGD atsaka kay General na payagan akong magresign sa trabaho kong ito. At first, they were hesitant, maybe because mababawasan na naman ng magaling na field Agent ang kanilang Organisasyon. Pero dahil sa determinasyon kong makaalis sa trabaho, in the end, pinayagan rin nila ako. Pero hindi pa lubusan dahil binigyan pa nila ako ng panghuling task which is si Trevor Salvatore nga.
I need to find some evidences na magpapatunay na sangkot nga siya sa patuloy na pagdami ng ini import na kakaibang gamot dito sa bansa.
I just have to brainstorm my every moves.
I was snapped out of my chains of thoughts when Ron forcedly grab me by my waist then pinned me against the wall. He rested his forehead against mine while looking intently in my eyes.
Biglang tumibok ng mabilis ang aking puso dahil sa ginawang iyon ni Ron.
"R-Ron..."
"I can't just let you be with that devil. Hindi ko kaya." he said in a low toned voice.
My eyes grew wide when his eyes started to sparkle because of the liquid starting to form in his eyes.
Is he...crying?
B-but why?
Hinaplos niya ang pisngi ko gamit ang malaya niyang kamay.
"I don't want him to have you because you're mine. Akin ka lang Mel. At natatakot ako...kapag...nakuha niya ang loob mo. Mawawala ka sa akin. And it'll be the cause of my death...here."
He guided my hand to his left chest then gave me a light kiss on my forehead.
Bumuga siya sa hangin atsaka ako niyakap ng mahigpit.
Ipinalibot niya sa kanyang bewang ang dalawa kong braso para mas lalo niya akong maramdaman sa kanyang katawan.
Me, on the other hand kept silent. Unable to perceive what he had declared a while ago. Hinayaan ko lang siya sa pagyakap sa akin dahil lutang pa rin ako. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang isasagot ko sa kanya dahil sa totoo lang...I can't think straightly right now. I didn't even feel anything of what he had said.
"Please...stay. Please...Love me back."
Yun lang siguro ang inaantay kong susi para maintindihan ko ang nais iparating ni Ron.
He wanted me to Love him back. He wanted me to see him as a man.
He loves me.
But...
I can't...
Cause my heart don't feel the same way as what he feels for me.
Mabilis akong kumalas mula sa kanyang yakap at mabilis na lumayo sa kanya.
I saw hurt and defeat in his eyes dahil sa ginawa kong paglayo.
"I'm sorry Ron...but...hindi ko matatanggap ang pagmamahal mo. We both know na hanggang pagkakaibigan lang ang maibibigay kong relasyon sa pagitan nating dalawa. I...I can't force my heart to love you back...I'm sorry..."
Tila may bumarang kung ano sa aking lalamunan habang sinasabi ko iyon kay Ron. My eyes started to water and I can't help myself but to let it flow freely on my face.
I don't want to hurt his feelings because his my friend. But what must be done should be done. I don't want him to have an assurance na magkakaroon pa siya ng pag asa. Because from the very beginning...tanging kaibigan lang talaga ang tingin ko sakanya. Nothing more...nothing...less.
Yumuko siya habang lupaypay ang magkabilang balikat.
Akmang lalapitan ko siya nang bigla niya itinuon ang kanan niyang kamay. Signing me to stop.
"R-Ron..." i called him.
"Mag iingat ka sa misyon mo."
Tanging saad niya bago nagmamadaling lumabas ng aking kwarto.
I wanted to follow him pero namanhid ata ang paa ko sa matagal na pagkakatayo. I literally fell on the floor while crying my heart out.
I'm sorry Ron...for hurting you...
Mga ilang minuto rin siguro akong nakasalampak sa sahig bago ako nakarinig ng mahinang doorbell. At dahil sa pag aakalang si Ron iyon ay walang anu anong tinakbo ko ang palabas ng aking kwarto pababa ng hagdan.
Baka hindi ako natiis kaya ako binali---
I automatically widen both of my eyes nang maka face to face ko na kung sino ang nag dodoorbell.
I thought it was Ron.
"T-Trevor?!"
"Miss me?" I don't think he sounded excited of seeing his 'whore'---which is me---again. Para siyang galit.
"T-Trevor!" gulat kong sigaw nang bigla na lang niya akong hinapit papalapit sa kanya kasabay nang pagpinid niya sa pinto pasara.
He sniffs my neck down to my shoulder, giving me an uncomfortable feeling.
"Uh!" I groaned when he tightened his grip on my waist.
"You smelled like you've been hugged by a man for multiple times. Tell me Rie...did you enjoy Ron's company? Is he a good fucker? Cause I bet, I'm better than him. I will make you scream my name so loud until that asshole hears you. And I'm going to fuck you all night until you bleeds. That will serve as your punishment for letting that fucktard enter your place."
After his brutal stating of words, he harshly claimed my lips and kissed me like there's no tomorrow.
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All my on-going stories will be updated on April. Marami kasi akong gagawin sa mga natitira pang week ng March. And that includes my Interview for tom. and examinations and other stuffs.
Please understand.
-AriaYagami