You know that saying
Its not you its me
Well that saying sucks
and its a lie
I know its me
Its always been me
I lost a best friend of mine
Before she was never truly happy
Always thinks people were after her
Cause she was bullied by those people
Regretted each day
cause of them
But when she met me
A spark of hope flared
Thinking, life can't be as bad
Not everyone is a mean b*tch
There is someone who cares about me
But soon after
that same spark
Died out
Now she is in a state
forever feeling unloved
Hating the world
Thinking one day
God will come
just to finish the job
What happened?
To that small spark
oh, yeah, bullies happened
Those same retard A-holes in our class
The same people with no future
no life
No hope of becoming more than just children
The same people
Who needs to suffer
They are the reason why my best friend
Lost her spark
The reason why
She cant see the light anymore
The same reason why
I...
...have failed her as a friend
I couldn't protect her when she needed it
I couldn't tell her its going to be alright
I couldn't stop the tears from falling
How pathetic am I?
To not even be able to see nor stop her best friend
from crying
And now she given up
Due to me
Its all my fault
and always will be
I hope she can forgive me
For the mistakes I've made
I know she wont want to talk to me anymore
But I just ask for her forgiveness
Please, I apologize for being the worst friend ever