little group of songs you can listen to while reading this, enjoy:
infinity / one direction
little do you know / alex & sierra
good enough / little mix
i won't mind / zayn
young blood / bea miller
we don't talk anymore / charlie puth ft. selena gomez
the scientist / coldplay
** quick warning before you read this, there will be a little mention of self harm during 16, so if you're uncomfortable with that then either don't read this or just skip that part - it's the first paragraph.