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Chapter 5
I will find myself
"You're not trying hard enough." Gazardiel yelled at me. Were angels even allowed to get mad? Because he looked angry. Apparently because I couldn't soul jump again I'm not trying hard enough
"I'm trying as hard as I can. I need a break."I yelled back. My own fiery storm building up in my chest.
"How do you expect to keep your soul if you don't practice and use your power for something good?" He was still yelling but it all seemed to drown out by my rage he was building up.
"I am TRYING. It's not my fault these stupid powers.."
Something flashed through my vision. I looked up Gazardiel looks really tall now. I looked down at my feet and saw the fur.
I did it, I really did it again.
I hopped around for a little bit and played around. I could feel the animal's soul. I was pushing into mine. This rabbit isn't strong enough to push me out.
I finally let go and re-entered my own body.
"Woah, If looks could kill then you definitely just killed me." I said jokingly. "Oh come on! What now? I just jumped and you're still glaring at me."
He grunted.
"Except for your letting your emotions control your powers. This is not a good thing. It takes only the wrong person and you could cause major catastrophe."
"I can't ever do anything right by your standards can I. Sorry I'm not perfect like you. I'm only human." I sneered at him.
Why does he drive my emotions so crazy? I never let a guy get to me like this.
Because he's an angel not a guy.
"Which you have proved. Let's get back to work." He motioned his hand to work.
"No I need a break. Did you see that little thing I did where my soul jumped out my body into the rabbits body? It's exhausting. I'm leaving! Goodbye." I said while I picked up my purse and stalked out of my room.
When I got to the van I called Brie at work.
"hello?"she answered.
"Brie. I need a shopping spree now."I breathed out
"Oh no what happened?" she asked
"like you don't already know."
"Yeah I do know but I would've listened to you anyways. By the way he is going to pop up in the van 3..2... 1." She said.
"You need to get back to practice Lillian Anne Gray." A male voice boomed over brie's voice.
I dropped the phone in my lap and Jumped up.
"Shit ! You can't just pop up on people like that!" I yelled at him. "It's so rude."
I picked the phone back up.
"So can you take a break or what?"I asked her.
"Yeah I get lunch in about 15 minutes." She said
"Okay I'll be there in 5." I told her then hung up.
I started the car. If he wasn't going to leave me alone he could go shopping with us.
"Fine! I'll practice." I said smirking.
"Good your coming to your senses." He said
"Oh no I didn't say I was going to practice right now." I popped the van in drive and took off down the road.
I picked Brie up and we headed straight to the mall. We walked into the first store we saw.
Gazardiel never lost step. He stayed behind us the entire time.
"You shouldn't worry about such human things and get back to
practicing your powers." He looked at me impatiently.
I froze where I was. I put down the cute shirt I had in my hand and turned around to face him.
"Would you shut up before someone hears you. I don't want people to think I'm a freak." I whispered as softly as I could.
"Why you're a very special person. You should embrace your powers and be proud of them." He said whispering back.
"Yeah well I'll do all that in my head." I told him.
An hour later we had done 7 stores and were worn out. I saw my favorite store and decided that I still had enough energy for one more. It was a music store. I wanted to see if they had any new records in. I handed my bags to Brie and Gazardiel and walked towards it.
I smiled and said hey to the guy behind the counter as I walked in. I went straight for the oldies section. I was flipping through a couple of bands I had never seen before when I heard it.
Drip.. drip.. drip.
I turned around and saw a guy standing there with water dripping from his body. His face and lips were blue.
"h..e...l..p..." his voice was all scratchy.
"I'm sorry I think you got the wrong person." Then I ran, fast and hard.
I ended up running straight into Brie. When I hit her, her eyes glazed over again. I landed on top of her and rolled over. I looked up at Gazardiel and breathed hard.
Brie didn't stay in her trance for long.
"What the hell Lil?" she yelled. "You look like you saw a ghost. Well of course you did but I always wanted to say that." She was smiling now.
Brie got back on her feet and walked over to me. Her face was full of concern now.
"Lillian don't you see what you've just found."Brie said.
I thought about this for a second.
"A Horror Movie?"
"No a way to prove yourself. You can help the ghost. That is what the ghost was saying! Help!"Brie was so excited right now.
"You mean tha-that thing was asking for my help?"I was so confused.
Gazardiel looked from Brie to me. "This might work."
"Of course it would have to come from the heart." Brie added in.
"Wait! If anyone is going to decide whether or not I help that ghost, It's going to be me!" I said
Brie exchanges Gazardiel a look when she thought I wasn't looking.
That was strange. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. It has been a long day, Lillian.
We picked up the bags and carried them to the van. I drove Brie back to work. Then drove back to the group home. When I walked into our room I changed into a pair of shorts. Then I let Gazardiel come in.
"Are you just trying to make my life miserable?" I asked him.
"What do you mean? I've only been trying to help you?" he said.
"Well why don't you stop because you haven't done nothing but piss me off!" I yelled at him.
"Well I'm sorry maybe I should just get out of your way then." He yelled back. He then disappeared. I felt so bad for saying that but I was so mad at him. How can he just act like that kiss never happened? Like I don't matter in that way. He kissed me! No I don't feel bad for saying that. He doesn't feel bad for hurting me.
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Brie walked to the bathroom. She was at work but she needed to talk to Gazardiel. When she got in there she checked every stall to make sure no one was in there that could hear. She started whispering his name.
"Gazardiel.... Hey Gazardiel are you up there." She spoke softly.
He pops up beside her and makes her scream.
"Shit you scared me" she breathed out.
"Yes?"
"I had a vision today. I think... Well I think Lillian is in trouble." She told him.
"What do you mean I just saw her she's fine?"
"No Gazardiel. It's you. You need to go away. You are getting to close to her. If you leave her now she will be safe."I told him.
"Why what did you see?"he asked full of concern.
"I saw her dying. She had done something forbidden. They were scared of her. It had you there weeping for her. You were... You were in love with her." She said slowly.
His eyes grew wide.
"Gazardiel leave. Do not bother us anymore. Do not ever see Lillian
again." She said and walked out of the bathroom.
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