Just like any other sessions,
A month back,
My doctor asked me,
"What do you think,
all this years
has the illness brought changes in you?"
I felt baffled,
I couldn't answer.
There have been times,
When I smuggled into the dents of my weakness,
Or stood upright on the peaks of my patience.
I'm not a perfect human being.
It would be unfair to claim any side,
Unfair to my body..
Strange how I never thought on it before,
Strange that the question appealed to me,
In a sense that I rummaged my inner self for weeks.
I finally found an answer,
I couldn't pick and point few traits.
But in fact..
It's all because of my illness,
Whoever I am today..
Without which I couldn't have been,
Whatever I am today..
My thoughts can't fathom to imagine,
The evolution of person in me,
If I haven't had such Moments of Pain.
No matter what..
I wouldn't want to trade anything, any wish or any happiness,
For my Moments of Pain..
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A/N - This is more of a confession to myself rather than a poetry.
Dedication to @aabhie a dear friend. I'm starting to have a different bond with her!