The first time.
First time I saw you.
My world stopped.
My heart skipped a beat.
I knew then and there.
I knew it was you.
The one.
The one I wanted to know.
The one I wanted feelings to show.
Dreams, jokes, fantasy.
I wanted them all to be true.
All I ever wanted was to be with you.
Wanted to know you.
Your personality.
Your secrets.
Your smile.
I saw something.
Something no one else could.
Mystery a story.
Something I wanted to be a part of.
Don't say I didn't try.
I tried my best.
Pick my courage.
Pick up my strength.
Step by step.
Even if they were only small.
I tried.
Tried to get to know you.
Tried to hang with you.
Tried to talk to you.
I succeeded in some.
Failed in most.
We talked.
We could've hung out.
But I'm loyal.
Loyal to my friends.
You made me feel.
Like no one else could.
You knew.
I knew.
The words you said.
The every lasting words.
Scared to my head.
I don't know her...
But you did.
You lied.
I didn't give up.
I still tried.
I cried.
I fought.
To everyone else.
Your were nothing.
To me.
You were everything.
They couldn't see what I did.
They saw flaws.
I saw flawless.
You knew.
Maybe you didn't know all.
I tried.
It wasn't enough.
Feelings fade.
I still felt the same.
But.
I knew.
When enough was enough.
And I gave up...
Maybe if I didn't.
Maybe just maybe.
Everything would be different.
What if.
What if I grew confidence.
And you did too.
We could be together.
Or maybe not.
I swore.
I wouldn't reveal your name.
But this is how I feel.
I always think about you.
I shouldn't.
But I do.
Scott.
This is all for you...