My Poems Of Life

To him, for the last time...

The first time.

First time I saw you.

My world stopped.

My heart skipped a beat.

I knew then and there.

I knew it was you.

The one.

The one I wanted to know.

The one I wanted feelings to show.

Dreams, jokes, fantasy.

I wanted them all to be true.

All I ever wanted was to be with you.

Wanted to know you.

Your personality.

Your secrets.

Your smile.

I saw something.

Something no one else could.

Mystery a story.

Something I wanted to be a part of.

Don't say I didn't try.

I tried my best.

Pick my courage.

Pick up my strength.

Step by step.

Even if they were only small.

I tried.

Tried to get to know you.

Tried to hang with you.

Tried to talk to you.

I succeeded in some.

Failed in most.

We talked.

We could've hung out.

But I'm loyal.

Loyal to my friends.

You made me feel.

Like no one else could.

You knew.

I knew.

The words you said.

The every lasting words.

Scared to my head.

I don't know her...

But you did.

You lied.

I didn't give up.

I still tried.

I cried.

I fought.

To everyone else.

Your were nothing.

To me.

You were everything.

They couldn't see what I did.

They saw flaws.

I saw flawless.

You knew.

Maybe you didn't know all.

I tried.

It wasn't enough.

Feelings fade.

I still felt the same.

But.

I knew.

When enough was enough.

And I gave up...

Maybe if I didn't.

Maybe just maybe.

Everything would be different.

What if.

What if I grew confidence.

And you did too.

We could be together.

Or maybe not.

I swore.

I wouldn't reveal your name.

But this is how I feel.

I always think about you.

I shouldn't.

But I do.

Scott.

This is all for you...