Hey! I haven't written anything in a while, almost 3 years. I forgot my password & then remembered it then managed to sign in. I look at the comments & many of you are requesting me to upload another chapter. Sorry for the delay, so here it goes... I fell in love with my stepbrother and I have a boyfriend part 17!
Jamies P.O.V:
Fuck. Why did I leave Ryan & Jake alone? I
wonder what they're talking about... No, no. Jake has no clue I mean how could he? I told him that Ryan only told me he broke up with Demi. What if Ryan's telling Jake that he "loves" me? Oh my gosh, should I go back? I'm over thinking it's probably nothing.
"Demi get dressed we're going to the beach." I say throwing her, her bikini that was on my bed.
"I'll pass." She said dryly.
"Why cause Ryan broke up with you?" I muttered.
I know she hears me but she ignores it.
"Look Jamie... I don't like you very much..." She says eyeing me up & down.
"Yeah well it's not like I'm very fond of you either." I say turning around while grabbing my beach bag that I had packed the night before.
She grabs me by my wrist
"Watch what you do Demi, don't grab me like that!" I say in a loud voice.
"Listen bitch. It's not even about Jake anymore. I can't stand you. You better make sure that I'm gonna take everything you have. Your friends, boyfriend... everything." She says
I laugh. Hard.
"You're a fucking psycho, you should go get that checked out. I have somewhere to be so I'll be on my way. I expect you and your shit gone by the time I get back." I say heading towards the door
"You don't tell me what to do"
"Last time I checked this was MY boyfriends fathers house. I think in this situation I do." I finally exit bumping into a hard chest as I almost get off balance and fall
"Babe! You okay?" Jake says looking at me as if I were a fragile piece of glass he just dropped
"I didn't even fall Jake." I half laugh and he rolls his eyes
"We need to talk..." He says with a serious face now.
"About?" I say looking in the distance where Ryan was watching us cautiously
"Um. Ok, look I know Ryan is your best friend and all, but I don't really trust him around you... I don't like him" He says quickly just spitting it out.
I mean when your girlfriends best friend says he loves her of corse one wouldn't like Ryan.
I sigh.
"He's my best friend Jake. If you feel so insecure about it why don't you just go talk to him?" I step backwards a little gesturing toward the area Ryan was in sitting on a chair.
"Insecure? Come on Jamie.. Of what? Ryan? Ryan isn't even a good human being he's an asshole anyone can see that." Jake rolls his eyes as if this isn't news
"Listen, lets not forget that Ryan was the one who was there for me when you left me all by myself. He was the one to comfort me, and tell me I'm gonna be fine. Lets not forget he was there for me when I cried about watching you on tv with camille." I snapped getting angrier by the second.
"Just forget it Jake. Lets go home I don't wanna go to the beach anymore." I say walking away to go pack my bags
I was so mad. Yes Ryan said he loved me but I'm sure he doesn't even know what love feels. He might love me, of corse, because im his best friend. Thats what he probably meant when he said it anyway.
No he didn't. He loves you. LOVES. You.
My subconscious mind really needs to shut up.
"Ugh" I groan loudly walking into the room.
"Welcome back moron." Demi says greeting me
"Okay, thats it. Just get out now." I snap at her
I really need patience right now.
How dare Jake think it was okay to just leave me like that and show back up whenever he wanted to. How dare Demi be fake to my face and then tell me she was gonna steal everything away. How dare Ryan tell me he loved me! What is wrong with everyone around here!
"Or. What." Demi challenges with a mischievous smile on her lips.
"Or what?..." I say trying those words out in my own mouth.
Did she really just say that?
I probably sound crazy right now but if anyone puts themselves in my shoes they might at least understand 5% of my frustration.
My 'rockstar' boyfriend is jealous of my best friend. Some psycho girl is trying to make my life miserable and wants my boyfriend. My best friend is telling me he loves me. On top of that we're not even home, we're in cali!
"You're not even worth it Demi." I say grabbing my suitcase and throwing everything that was mine in there.
"You think you are? You think you're worth having Jake? Jake is too good for you, why haven't you seen that already?" She says her voice getting higher.
Maybe Jake is too good for me. He's tall, handsome, and a rockstar. He can have any girl he wanted... Why choose me. Why am I the one he says he loves?
A mix of emotions come my way, from hurt, to anger, to everything in between.
"I-I don't know..." I stutter in defeat still packing my things
"What I do know is that he will never, ever fall for a fake bitch like you Demi. I'll put that on anything and bet on it five hundred thousand times..." I say almost in tears
Whenever I get mad and don't want it to result in violence, I usually cry. But I wasn't going to give Demi the satisfaction.
"Don't make me hurt you. You're really testing my patience" she says with a smile on her face
I, Jamie, am testing HER, patience? So what the hell is she doing to me?
I shove past her
"You're irrelevant." I say exiting the door
Jakes P.OV
I look at Jamies beautiful face walk out of the room, and then notice that she looked like she was about to cry. Then I noticed something else, her suitcase.
"Jamie! Where are you going?" I ask approaching her
"Home." She says with a blank expression not meeting my eyes.
"H-home? But why?" Why did I stutter. I don't want Jamie mad at me. I don't wanna lose her again. I was a jerk for leaving her the first time.
"Because I don't want to be here anymore! Plus I have finals to study for. Weekend vacation is over for me." She says making her way to the front gate
"Jamie!" I hear Ryan call
Stupid jerk.
She turns slowly her eyes meeting mine then focusing on Ryan.
"What now?" She says distracted looking at us both.
I look to the side at Ryan who had a worried expression on his face.
I don't really appreciate guys who tell MY girlfriend that they love her.
Come to think of it... Jamie hasn't even told me about it...
"Jake!" Jamie says snapping my out of my thoughts
"Mm?" I respond looking hesitantly at Ryan again.
"Can you book me a flight. I wanna leave right now." She says with anger in her eyes.
"Jamie.. Come on i'm sure we can calm down.. Wheres Demi?" Jamie flinches at her name and a look of disgust crosses it.
"Fine. I'll book it myself." She says pulling out her phone
"WHY ARE YOU SO HARD HEADED" I say louder than I even meant to.
She rolls her eyes typing something on her phone.
After about 2 minutes she shows me her screen. Her flight was leaving in an hour, giving her enough time to get to the airport since it was 30 minutes away, and checking in
"See you whenever you get back Jakey." She says her eyes softening
She walks out the gate and I follow her, as over 10 photographers circle us and all I see is Jamie trying to cover herself from all the flashing lights.
"See Jake! I can't even go out to the front gate without stupid paparazzi trying to see whatever you do all the time!" She yells turning bright pink as I can tell anger is building up inside her.
"Maybe we just... Maybe we're not ready for this yet." She says sighing.
No. Not here, not now.
"I think I need a break from this." She continues in a tone that only I can hear.
I don't even understand what's going through her head. Why. Why is she doing this?
"I'm not good enough for you Jake." She simply says pushing her way out of the paparazzi's.
I felt my heart break in pieces.