Amber is my best friend
Always has my back, always comforts me
I'll be dead in the end
But it's alright because she will never judge me
I get high
Then I get low
My eyes get blurry
Staring at the heavy flow
She makes everybody laugh with me
But do they know that inside I'm out?
I'm out of my mind
The Reaper could take me tonight
I would not mind
I would not give a fuck
I'm fucked up anyway
I'm just wasting my life, right?
I get high
Then I get low
My eyes get blurry
Staring at the heavy flow
The spirits are taking my soul
And I will let them
I laugh, I laugh, I laugh, oh my!
I laugh so much I could die
Then the ground turns it all around
Then I collapse on the floor
Then I cry, I cry and I cry
So much I want to die
I am crazy, I am crazy
Don't you know me
My best friend betrays me
I'm a monster, I'm flying
And crashing, I'm a plane
Amber got me so high, it got me insane
Everything spins, everything moves
It's so beautiful, you should see it
I got a bad feeling in my gut but I'll pull through
This is what I always do
I will always return to her
My bitter friend, my sweet love
She will make me forget
She makes me forget...
She... what does she do?
I get high
Then I get low
My eyes get blurry
Staring at the heavy flow
The spirits are taking my soul
And I will let them
I laugh, I laugh, I laugh, oh my!
I laugh so much I could die
Then the ground turns it all around
Then I collapse on the floor
Then I cry, I cry and I cry
So much I want to die
I collapsed on the floor today
It wasn't funny today
I'm tired of this.
I'm tired, I'm so tired
I want to sleep but I'm restless
I want to scream but I'm breathless
I want to speak but my mouth is dry
I crawl to the door and I cry
I'm such a waste.
Amber spat at me
I spat my gut out
Amber kicked me
I fell to the ground
Amber was my best friend
The one that let me cry to sleep
Now I'm tired of this fake love
Amber, my bitter love, you owe me a life...