This isn't me
I'm broken inside but knowing cares to see
I'm crying inside but known cares to see
I'm crashing inside but no one cares to see
I'm dying inside but no one cares to see
I'm drowning inside but no one cares to see
I'm hurt inside but no one cares to see
I'm trying but no one cares
I'm smiling but broken
I'm laughing but crying
I'm happy but hurt
I'm not me
I'm not the same
I've changed too much
I want to be happy again
I want to smile for real
I hate who I am
Everyone hates me
I'm invisible to people
I want to live without wanting to die
I hate myself
I hate being sad all the time
I hate having an attitude all the time
I hate crying all the time
I hate being ignored all the time
I hate hiding all the time
I hate being alone all the time
I hate being depressed
I've been hurt so many times
That I really don't even care
No matter who the person is
I always see them either with there annoyed or disgusted stares
I try not to look
But I'm always curious to who it might be
When I look, all I want to do is flee
I cry almost every night
But there usually silent
I don't want anyone to hear me
Because I'm sometimes very violent
But I try not to be noticed in school
I don't want to talk to anyone
I hate stuttering In front of people
But the damage has already been said and done
This is it for now
Life gets worse from now on so goodbye world XOXO