(Author's note: This chapter will be short, and it will led into the next chapter)
Ugh, it's the midle of the night. Trying to sleep was terrible. I was constantly tossing and turning, sitting up right. I even had to start drawing. Even though I really wasn't dating Bill for a long time, I still got 'love attached' to him. Sometimes, I actually stopped, and thought about Bill... I really miss he was here.
I can't stand it anymore. I have to get out of here.
I keep getting calls from Ebony, Bill, Tom, even Georg and Gustav.
I didn't answer them. I don't feel like talking.
I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote, "i'm going to my favorite place. I'll be back later."
I threw my journal in my bag. I picked up my bag and went downstairs quietly.
I get up to the roof and sit down. I start writing in my journal and listen to Clinton Cave play his saxophone. He plays it so lovely. It really calms me down. <3
So I ask myself, "What now?"
(Author's note: Sorry this was really short, and you guys should look up Chase Atlantic on youtube, because they are amazing)