I am the sound of chatter. I am all the inside jokes that you do not understand. I am the hugs and kisses from strangers that are not as warm as they seem. I am vibrant being dulled down from your grey lenses. I am the smell of booze and pizza and snacks.
I am the only person you notice in this room. The only person who you say hello to. The only person to give you a tight hug that engulfs you completely.
I am loneliness.