Right now I am confused.
So damn confused and only one person knows why but she isn't on right now so I am alone in all this and I want to scream with frustration because this is all fucking wrong.
I shouldn't feel this way
I shouldn't be like this
I just need to keep my mouth shut
But it just hurts.
It hurts like a motherfucker
I want to tell everyone, lol I want to announce it to the world because I am pathetic like that.
This feeling needs to die as of now because I hate feeling conflicted. I hate feeling alone.
people are keeping things from me and I wish they could just tell me.
I just need to take a hot shower and get drunk so I can forget.