I hate myself
I hate myself for everything
No matter the cause
I blame it all on me
No one gives me a round of applause
What's the point of living
If your already dying
I see no use
Because right now I'm crying
Nobody cares about me
So why should I
I guess I shouldn't
All I am is a big lie
People can't tell when I'm sad
So I always pretend to be happy
People are like water
Once you drain it, it's gone
When people keep calling you fat or whatever
You start to believe it
I believe the things people call me all the time
My trust has been broken so many times that I don't trust anyone anymore
I'm usually that second choice when my friend needs someone
Trusting someone is like trusting a gun
Once you lose that trust, it's game over
Sometimes I think about killing myself
And I wonder who would miss me if I did