Hello! Thank you for taking the time out to read this book! I just wanted to say, I wrote this book when I was 15 and in high school, I am now 24 with a masters degree. ALOT of growth has taken place especially with my writing. I decided to put this book back up because people actually like it. Consider it to be a complete story, I will not be updating it. Follow my new page DPtheWRITER_.
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"Raheem hurry up or I'm going to be late to work!" I yelled to my boyfriend of two years as I put on my name tag for work. McDonald's isn't the best job in the world but hey it pays the bills.
"Bae, chillout" he said stepping out of the bathroom wrapped up in a towel. Good God, this boy is beyond sexy. He stands about 5'8, he's darkskin with tattoos everywhere, he has dimples that pop out when he laughs or smiles and he has dreads that stop at his shoulders. "I told you before you don't even have to be working anything you want or need I gotchu you ma" he said as he dropped his towel and put his boxers on
"And I told you that I dont want or need your money, anything I want or need I can get on my own" I told him as I slide my small feet into my all black low top converse
"A'ight whatever you say" he said putting his hands up in surrender "What time do you get off?" he asked me as he put on a red Nike shirt and some black gym shorts
"Eight o clock" I informed him as I checked the time on my iPhone 5. It was just now hitting one, damnit I'm going to be late clocking in "Rah, don't be late picking me up please" I told him remembering the other numerous times he was late
"Alright Mel, I'm going to the gym when I drop you off anyways so I'll be on time" he said putting on his Nike elite socks then his Nike slides. My baby likes to stay fresh.
"Ok" I told him, I was about to say something else but my cellphone started ringing. I looked at the caller id and it was a bestfriend/Co worker Jermaine. Him and I are like two peas in a pod. We grew up together his parents were good friends with my parents before they died. But Jay and I stick together like glue.
"Wassup Jay" I said putting my phone to my ear as I gathered my purse together
"Mel where you at nigga? I know you not about to let me work this shift alone, Mr. Jones ole black neck already working a nigga nerves" he said complaing into the phone
"Shutup Jay" I said laughing at his silly ass. Jermaine has always been the class clown since we were kids. "And keep calm, cause Melanie is on her way!" I said with a laugh
"Yeah yeah whatever just bring your black ass on" he said laughing and hanging up in my face. His rude ass! I shook my head and threw my phone into my purse.
"Rah come on lets-" I got cut off by his big strong hand slapping me across my face. I held the left side of my face where he slapped me at, it was stinging like hell and I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes. I don't know why though, he's hit me plenty of times before. You'd think I'd be use to it by now.
"What the fuck is your problem!?' I yelled at him as the tears started to fall down my face
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he yelled looking down at me. He was mad as hell, his nostrils were flaring and he had a hard cold look on his face. "YOU SO DISRESPECTFUL, HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET? YOU REALLY GONE TALK TO ANOTHER NIGGA RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!?" he asked me. I hate when he gets jealous like this.
"You sound real stupid right now, Jermaine is my FRIEND! How many times do I have to tell your stupid ass that?!" I yelled. I was so fed up with his bullshit that it wasn't even funny
"Oh so I'm stupid now?" he asked grabbing me by my arm and looking down into my eyes "You seriously about to make me fuck your ass up!" he said threatening me
"Stop talking to me that way!" I said slapping him across his face hard. The look on his face told me that, that was the wrong thing to do.
"BITCH DONT YOU EVER IN YOUR LIFE PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME AGAIN!" he yelled as he slammed me against the wall. I felt his strong hands creep around my throat. I could barely breath he was choking the hell out of me. I was kicking and trying to gasp for air
"You not so big and bad now are you?" he asked with a devilish grin as his grip around my neck got tighter. I felt like I was about to die. I started kicking my legs vigorously and he finally let me go and I fell onto floor coughing and gasping for air.
"Your such a stupid bitch" he said with a dry laugh "I can't stand your ass!" he yelled at me
This is the shit I go through almost everyday. Raheem beats me and says all type of rude shit but I still stay with him. Why? Because I simply love him and everytime he hits me he apologies and says he won't do it again. But he still does it time after time. Not again though, enough is enough. I'm DONE.
"I'm leaving your ass Raheem" I said standing up and getting my stuff together. I don't need this. I don't need him!! "You see what you do to me?" I asked him "Look at me! All these tears running down my face and blood trickling down my nose. You almost killed me!!" I yelled as more tears streamed down my face "Why do you do this to me?" I asked him looking into his dark brown eyes
"I'm sorry baby" he said quietly, his facial expression got softer, and his voice was low
"Sorry isn't going to work this time Rah" I told him as I picked up my purse and walked toward the door "I'm going home" I stated
"Mel wait" he said gentley grabbing my hand. I already know what's about to come. He's going to do his usual run down of apologies. But I'm not falling for it this time.
"What Raheem?" I asked him
"Please don't leave me, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hit you. I just got a little jealous. You MY girl and I don't want no other nigga talking to you" he told me
"Rah you already know Jermaine is just a FRIEND. Nothing more nothing less". I said setting my purse down on his side dresser
"Okay baby, I know that now. I trust you. And I'm sorry for putting my hands on you. Do you forgive me?" He asked me as he bit down on his bottom lip. Lawdd, he knows I can't resist him when he does that. But I still got to think smart. I'm so tired of him beating on me.
"Rah i-i don't know" I said sighing. I was so confused. Should I stay or go? I know one thing, I can't deal with this bullshit for much longer though.
"Baby I love you, I swear to God I do" he said looking at me.
There he go using that word again LOVE. The word I never hear anymore, the word I never heard enough when I was a child. Love is what I want and need. But is Raheem the right one to give it to me?
"Do you mean that Rah?" I asked him
"With all my heart baby girl" he replied
I think I'll give it another shot, cause lord knows I love this boy too much to let him go.
"Ok then, i'll stay" I said smiling up at him
"Thank you baby" he said smiling hard showing off his dimples. Then he leaned down and kissed me.
"Let me get a cold wash colth for your nose" he said walking into the bathroom
I sat down on his king sized bed and gently touched my nose. Thank God it wasn't broken or anything like that. It was just a little sore. I hope he didn't leave any other marks on me. I don't want Jay questioning me AGAIN about Raheem hitting on me. I always make up a lie trying to cover it all up but I'm pretty sure Jay knows what's going. Thats why he can't stand Raheem. Don't get me wrong, Rah is a great boyfriend its just his temper I can't deal with. He's threatened to kill me on numerous occasions and he always told me "If I can't have you then nobody can". I believe him too, his temper is on another level. Why do I put my self through this time after time? I really don't know. Love is a powerful thing and it makes you go through crazy things and I guess I'm down to go on this crazy ride for Raheem. This boy is going to be the death of me....literally.
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