Don't tell me to be optimistic,
It will only make me mad,
If you do don't expect me to be it,
Because i'm just not capable of that.
I've nothing to be happy about,
Not one genuine smile to show,
Just the demons that aren't drowning,
Consuming my soul.
Don't tell me being normal is boring,
Because i'd take it over this any day,
I don't care if you think i'd be dull,
At least I may be happy again.
The darkness is all around me,
There is no light to see,
Please someone,
Help me.