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Nialls pov~
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I thought that my snippy comebacks made Danielle leave, but as I walked away with Liam I realized that you can never get rid of the devil, that stooping to her level only caused more bad energy to be thrown at me.
"That's why he left me for a boy he hates!" I heard Danielle scream, some people on our floor looking at us.
I felt Liam's hand squeeze mine softly as I turned around.
"I don't hate him..." Liam said with a husky voice, nearly growling as he spoke from his teeth.
I felt the sick feeling in my stomach I always got when something bad was going to happened...I just prayed it was the nandos we had before we got here.
"Oh yeah? Is that why you wrote him that letter about all the reasons he's a fucking loser? Hmmm?" She said as he crossed her arms, a sly smirk slapped on her tanned face.
I felt a small wave of sadness run through me, with an overwhelming after wave of confusing "w-what do you mean? He didn't write that..." I said with furrowed eyebrows, looking at Liam, then back at Danielle.
This time I realized there was a whole crowd of people around us, watching us.
Watching me.
"Have you ever realized that the printed paper on your letter matches the one that Liam used to write Zayns birthday card?" Danielle said back to me, smirking even more.
I softly recall Liam printing out Zayns birthday card on a baby powder blue piece of paper, the same one that has my hate letter on it.
It couldn't be, Liam, the boy who saved me, couldn't have said that to me. He couldn't of have wrote the letter that haunted me every day, he couldn't....yet, those words of hope that he didn't write it seemed like a lie to me.
I looked to Liam and asked him, softly letting go of his hands as a small lump formed in the back of my throat "D-Did you...?"
I watched his eyes as mine got watery, praying to god that he didn't like it.
Then I remembered, God doesn't like me.
I felt my heart slowly tear apart as Liam's head nodded. I let the flows of tears that I held back fall down my face as he quickly said "B-But I wrote that with the boys, that was when...that was when we didn't like you.....I love you now..."
"But you said that you always felt bad for me!" I said with a crackled voice, my face turning a deep red as I said "you said everyday you felt bad for bullying me and I believed that....I fucking believed that!"
I felt him touch my arm and I felt more hurt fill my body as I moved from him. I looked at him right in the eyes and said, tears streaming down my face "W-Why? Why would you let e believe that for once someone actually loved me? That I was beautiful hmm? Why?"
I didn't want him to answer, in fact as I turned to walk away I saw some people stare at me.
I didn't realize I was running until I was far out of the mall, my feet beneath me moving so fast I couldn't feel them.
I didn't know where I was running but all I knew was that no one loved me.
That I wasn't ment to be loved.
Liam's pov~
"What the fuck is your problem?!" Liam screamed as he stormed up to Danielle.
Danielle was taken aback by Liam's words because he never cursed, ever.
"Wh-What he called me fake..." Danielle said, trying to maintain her bad girl image
"So you fucking tell him I wrote the letter? Hmm? You don't know what he's been through or how fucking well of a person he is!"
"Neither do you! You're the one who wrote him the letter"
I bit my lip roughly as I said "I wrote that because the boys made me, Ok? That boy is the best thing that ever happened to me, and you're the worst!"
I saw Danielle's eyes water as I screamed "He got kicked out of his house because he was gay, and he felt as if no one loved him! Do you know how hard it is to have your parents disown you, and then come to school to be bullied? No! You don't! I found him, and I gave him love for the first time and now he thinks that he's ugly...that he's unlovable....why couldn't you just butt out huh?!"
I saw it in Danielle's eyes, she felt horrible. "I-I didn't know that....." she said in a soft voice.
I ran my hands over my face as I pushed through the crowd of people.
*two hours later*
I bolted out of the mall, finding myself in the back where all of the shipping comes in. I saw a box on the floor, and without thinking, I kicked it. I watched as the empty box broke by my force.
I knew I should have told him, I should have told him that I was sorry for writing it, that I knew it would hurt him...but that I love him now. That I care about him.
I felt my phone vibrate, and I quickly stuck my hand in it, and pulled it out. I knew Niall memorized my number so when I picked up I expected to hear his voice....instead it was Danielle's.
"Liam.....I'm so sorry..." She began.
I took a long breath as I tried to calm down so I didn't blow up at her "I never knew his life was so....sad...and I feel horrible that I hurt him. God, I mean he is so strong, to just go through his life and still be....alive...."
I let out a shaky breath as I said "He's beautiful Danielle, he's perfect and....he's gone through so much he feels ugly, worthless....."
I heard Danielle let out a small sigh. I kind of missed having a regular conversation with her, for she was always my best friend. "How did he umm.....survive being homeless...?"
I leaned against the white wall and slid down it so I was sitting down "He umm...sold himself....."
I heard Danielle gasp as she said her voice cracking "Oh god L-Liam...I'm so sorry....."
I heard Danielle honk something, be realizing she was driving her car.
"Liam.....Liam I think....I think I see him...." I hear Danielle say as I can hear wind run into the microphone of her cell.
I sat up straight and said "Where? Where is he?"
She let out a small cough as she said, the sound of her tires running over small rocks "he's on the side of the Vincent street road, I'm going to talk to him..."
With that I heard the phone shut off, leaving me alone.
Danielle's pov~
I stepped out of the car, dropping my phone on the seat as the sound of my black heel hit the floor. I closed the door behind me, my chest still hurting with guilt.
I never knew that something so horrible can happen to such a small boy. I mean the only reason I never liked him was because no one did....I didn't want to be out casted.....instead I unknowingly was being a bully.
I watched the boy for a couple of seconds, the thoughts of what he must have been through bringing tears to my eyes.
I can just imagine, being a teenager and homeless because your parents hate you, and then having to sell yourself to live, only to go to school to be bullied....it's tragic.
And I was helping the tragedy.
I walked up to the small blond, his head on his knees with his arms wrapped around it as he softly cried.
It broke my heart to see him like this, for once I felt bad for him.
I sat down next to him, not knowing what to say.
I saw his head move up, his eyes a dim blue, encircled by a pricing red sting as tears stained his face.
He watched me, not knowing what to do "p-please....don't....just don't make this day worst...." He said softly.
I felt a tear fall from my eye. I lifted my finger and used the tip of my soft thumb to wipe it away "I'm here to apologize...."
I saw his face remain the same, so I continued "I never knew...how much Liam loved you until now. I-I always thought that he was just loving you because he wanted to make me jealous....but I can tell he loves yo-"
"No he doesn't...." Niall interrupted blankly. "No one loves me....No one can love me...."
He let a tear fall down from his face, no emotion evident.
"That's not tru-"
"Of course it is!" Niall said, his face showing so much hurt I felt all of it "I'm to ugly to be loved! I mean...my own mother kicked me out, because I was a bad son, and because I'm just...disgusting. They never loved me....the kids at school hate me, you hate me....and for once I thought someone could look past all of this.....disgustiness and see that I'm not that bad inside...but I realized I'm just as ugly inside as I am ou-"
"Stop..." I interrupted him "Liam loved you more than he ever loved me. When you left saw just so much hurt in his eyes because he knows he made a mistake.....When he wrote that letter, it was because the boys made him...."
"How do you know...?" Niall asked in a soft voice
"Because I called him. He told me that you were the most beautiful. Perfect boy ever and that he's happy other can't see it because the world doesn't deserve such a perfect boy like you.....I mean I wish Liam cared about me the way he does to you..."
I looked down at Nialls body, seeing his body shaking. I looked at Nialls face and I could tell he was trying not to cry.
I let out a small sigh and said, moving as I wrapped my arms around him "Liam doesn't deserve someone like me, he deserves someone like you...all of that stuff with your parents happened because you were made for Liam....."
I felt Niall let out a soft sob as tears went through the shoulder of my skin tight tee shirt.
"I'm sorry I said your boobs were fake Dani...." Niall said softly against my chest.
I couldn't help but smile, because I can tell why Liam loved Niall.
He was sweet, and genuine,
"Don't worry about Babe...imam drive you back to the house ok?"
I felt Nialls head nod, both of us standing up.
SO SOME BIG MAMA FAMILY DRAMA WENT DOWN BUT IT MADE DANIELLE STOP BEING A STUPID BITCH SO YAAAYYYY! DONT WORRY THOUGH, SOME FLUFFY STUFF WITH HAPPEN (MAYBEEVENSOMESMUTIDONTKNOWWANTASEXYSCENE?) BUT BE CAREFUL, BECAUSE WITH YOUR UP, THE ONLY PLACE TO GO, IS DOWN.