@hiimrachelhoran is playing Charlotte's new best friend Read her story its called adopted by Paul its really good
"hi guys' I said with a smile "well do you wanna go shopping with us or what?" Eleanor said
"umm okay but I don't have any money" I said "don't be silly we will pay"they said in unison...creepy "OK" was all I could say "BOYS WERE TAKIMG CHARLOTTE SHOPPING WE WILL BE BACK AROUND 4" dani screamed and with that we ran out the house
**at the shopping centre**
"where do you wanna go first" Perrie said
"umm I don't mind how about FOREVER 21?" I said Eleanor squealed "I love that shop she said, she grabbed my hand and ran in
**50 items of clothes later**
"guys are you sure we praticall bought everything in the store" I said unsure "of course we are don't be silly"said dani
next we went into jack wills Hollister and many other clothes stores when I spotted a Starbucks, "guys can we go to starbucks "I said they nodded
we walked in when as girl came running up to me and said "omg your one directions little sister,I'm Rachel "she said I smiled and said"yeah I am and how did you know". "I'm a very dedicated directioner"she said that was pretty cool how she didn't comoleatly fan girl "thank you I try not to"she said "omg did I say that out loud"I said she laughed and said I'm alone why don't you join me fore a drink I said yes and I went to ask the girls, they were fine with it and by the time we had to leave it felt like we had know each other for years "bye Charlotte I will see you soon" Rachel said whilst hugging me "text me" I said and with that we left
*after the car ride*
I had 3 bags perrie had 8 dani had 5 and Eleanor had 10 "BOYS WE ARE BACK"dani screamed 10 pairs of feet came bounding down the stairs soon I was wrapped into a tight hug from Louis "missed you char bear" Louis said "missed you too dsddy " I was about to put my nags down when niakl ran up to me screaming "HORAN HUGG" before I knew it I was swept off my feet into the warm embrace of nialls arms "how come you can pick me up as if I was as light as a feather when I fat" I said "Charlotte your not fat" niall said "can I just go upstairs" I said looking at zayn they said yes and zayn followed me up once the door was shut I launched myself into zayns arms and cried "I'm sorry for being me" I said "princess if you weren't you we wouldn't be us"he said I just stayed in his arms and slowly drifted to sleep
**Morning**
"baby girl wake up" Louis said softly in my ear "morning daddy " I said
"are you gonna eat anything?" he said I nodded and smiled "I'll get Zayn up " I said he nodded and walked out the room
I made my way to zayns door and I knocked lightly when I didn't get an answer I walked in but zayn wasn't there just a note that read
Dear Lads and Charlotte
I'm going back to Bradford for a while dont ask why I don't want to discuss, don't come looking for me I need to be alone don't call me I call you I guess I'll see you soon
Zayn
I crumpled to the floor and burst into tears,Louis must have heard me because he was in the room really fast "shhh what's the matter"he said I couldn't say anything so in just passed him the note , a worried expression spread across his face he called the boys and soon niall was next to me crying, liam was pacing back and forth cursing under his breath and Louis and harry just sat there with a vacant look in there eyes
my zayn he had left me
Zayns POV
I had enough Perrie just broke up with me because of hate my 'fans' werte giving her, I felt broken alone like something inside of me had died, it hit me I can't stay here I have to go back to Bradford not forever but just until I've calmed down I packed, wrote a note and left, I hope they will be OK
Nialls POV
I know this sounds horrible because zayns obviously going through a rough patch in life but it means that I have a better chance of bonding with Char I was snapped out of my thoughts when Charlotte whispered something in my ear "nialler can in talk to you?" her green eyes clouded over like all the happiness had been sucked out of her small body
she took me by the hand to her room and she told me all about her past, cutting and being anorexic but the words at the end made me feel complete "niall you are my special friend I love you" I pulled he into a famous Horan hug and I decided do somthing with her today so she could clear her head
"do you wanna have a niall and Charlotte day today" I said "I would love that" she said "well do you wanna stay in or go out" I said "let's stay in and pig out" she said "that's my girl" I said
*5hours later*
we had eaten popcorn pizza and sweets and we had watched the funniest movies ever "I'm tired" charlotte whined "well sleep then" she laughed but it was cut off but a moan of pain she clutched her stomach and ran to the bathroom
Charlotte POV
I clutched my stomach and ran to the bathroom I pulled down my sweats to reveal a pair of bloody knickers (umm OK I know that sounded gross but it happens) I pulled out my phone and called Eleanor
E=Eleanor C=Charlotte
e- hey char what's up
c-umm well can you get me some ermm sanitary towels, its started
E-sure baby girl,anything else
C-no thanks el love you
e-love you too I'll be round in a bit
I ended the call and walked back to my room to see niall grinning like a weirdo on my bed "hahah you got it" he said
"what' I said my cheeks getting hotter "just because I don't have a sister doesn't mean in don't know your period just started " he said I mentally facepalmed I felt so embarressed "aww baby its OK" I smiled and nodded I may as well give in "yes my period started,happy?" he smiled and kissed my cheek "el will be here in a bit, and if you tell Louis you are DEAD" suddenly el burst through my door and shooed niall out I laughed and gave her a hug "thanks mu-Eleanor" oh my god I hope she didn't notice I almost called her mum "what did you call me " she said "umm i m sorry I almost called you mum please don't get angry" I said she just ran to me and kissed my cheek. "in have the best daughter in the world"I began to cry I knew that she was gonna be my new mum so why not start calling her it "and I have the best mum in the world" I said I suddenly had an idea "mummy can you have a sleepover with me tonight?" I said "you will have to ask you dad"she said I ran downstairs with Eleanor hot on my heels "daddy pretty pretty please can mum stay for a sleepover" I said "mum?" he said with a puzzled look "Eleanor is mum silly" I said smiling he looked at her with tears in his eyes "aww that's so cute I love you guys" he pulled us all into a bone crushing hug "and yes mum can stay" I jumped up and down and kissed both of them on the cheek "omg daddy we can have a mummy daddy daughter sleepover"I said Louis eyes sparkled "I would love that " he said
30 mins later
me Louis and Eleanor were sitting on my bed when soothing crossed my mind I haven't told Eleanor about my past, about cutting or being anorexic I think its time I crawled over to dad and whispered in his ear I sat on his map and looked at mum "well as you are my family now I have to tell you about my past" I told her all about my mother dieing to my father getting arrested I rolled up my sleeve when harry burst through the door "char-" he was cut off because he saw my arm he crumpled to the floor"why" he said I explained about my past and everything that's when I realised everyone has gained my trust but zayn lost iti felt a weight lifted off my shoulder harry and mum were both in tears and when they finally stopped I ran to mum and said "just don't treat me differently please". she looked shocked and whispered 1 word "never"
**2 weeks later**
me harry niall and liam were all now really close but I was closest to mum and dad at the moment we are have a nerf gun war I was just about to shoot niall when the front door opened, it was zayn "NO' I screamed and ran to my room I have had 17 nightmares whilst she was gone and no one knew but I cut again he wasn't there to help me
I found Mum hiding in my wardrobe she saw me crying and came over to me "baby whats the matter" she said
"z-zayn he's back " I stuttered
"baby why aren't you happy"she said
"BECAUSE HE WASNT THERE FOR ME HE PROMISED HE WOULD HELP ME HE FUCKING LEFT ME HE SAID THAT I COULD STOP CUTTING BUT I CANT IVE CUT NEARLY EVERYDAY HE WAS GONE AND HE WASNT THWRE TO HELP' I screamed I suddenly felt bad I saw tears in her eyes "I'm sorry mummy don't hurt me" I curled up into a ball she just hugged me and said"its not me you should be saying sorry too you promised the others you would stop" o turned my head to the doorway and saw zayn running to his room, daddy and harry crying liam and niall with a shocked look
"i-im sorry I just couldn't stand it" I said "stand what princess" niall said "go on my twitter" I said they all walked over to my laptop and stared at the hundreds if hate pages about me and the trending topics nof #diecharlotte
#1dslittlewhore
#Charityycasewhore
they looked like they had just been stabbed a thousand times in the heart I ran out my room I knew I had to talk to zayn I ran into his room without knocking I saw him in the bathroom holding a razor blade to his wrist he was about tons life it across when I grabbed it and slit my wrist in front of him "that's for being a selfish cow"I said I looked up at him and he was looking at me with a saddened expression I grabbed a paper towel and cleaned the blood and looked at zayn "don't you ever try anything like that again its all my fault like they all say maybe I would be better off dead but I could never live without my zaynie" I said he pulled me into a tight hug "I love you he whispered "right back at you"I said and with that I went to sleep in his arms