Lately these past 2weeks been stressful ,everybody been worrying about what's Renee them next plan,nobody had heard from her or my so called "parents". As for legend and I we been kind of rocky ,he been more focus on the streets he will come home 5in the morning sometimes he don't even come home at all. I understand I'm suppose to be this little "ride or die " bad bitch but I can't do this shit with him running around all fucking day ,his kids ask about him what am I suppose to say ? Oh daddy out I don't know when he is coming back. It was one time he didn't come home for 3days straight ,but he want me to stick on his side ? Naw boo boo kitty that shit ain't gonna work no more ,I'm about this close to being done,I don't need to worry about him I have kids to worry about and money to make.
"Hey girly" Asia greeted me as I sat I her chair
"Wassup how everything been?"
"You know the usual ,where my future baby daddy at?"I laughed ,Asia seriously have a thing for trey but he somewhere stuck in the streets to give her anytime of day.
"Girl you know ,speaking of the devil" trey walked in behind legend smiling ass like shit all sweet.
As they was talking I tuned them out thinking many ways I can either hurt legend or just stay calm and work on my anger that my therapist told me to do.i wanted to curse his ass out in this fucking salon but by the looks of it these messy hoes already have the eyes for what's mines and what's going to be asia's,only if he stop playing but we know that's not gonna happen soon
"Don't look at my fucking man bitches "I simply said grabbing all the attention of the girls in the shop
"Man chill out "legend said giving me a mean mug,I'll ignore it for now but when we get home that ass is grass
"Asia girl I'm gone ,call me later"I walked out my shop getting ready to open my door but got stopped by legend
"What's your problem"he said though gritted teeth
"That was a stupid ass question but I'll see you when I get home"I got in my car starting it and spending off to the house on the way there I called mama asking her can she keep the kids for a little while longer.
That question really stuck in my head "what's my problem?" Like fuck nigga you my fucking problem all this bullshit is my fucking problem.awhile later after I pulled up, legend pulled up walking threw the front door.
"Angela !"He yelled
"What?"he gave me that "don't test me look and I gave him that "you know not to test me look"
"Man what's your problem man?"
"Wanna know what's my problem?"
That's what the fuck I just asked"
"Your my fucking problem,this fucking bullshit my fucking problem your bitch ass never fucking home always wanna run the fucking street when you go learn huh huh? You ain't learn from your last fucking incident ?im tired of having to raise 3fucking kids on my fucking own,wanna know what they ask me when they don't see your face?"I asked "where is daddy,that's all they ask is I want daddy where is he,I shouldn't have to lie for your fuck ass, the day you don't come home where you be ?"I look straight at him
"Man you think I'm cheating?"
"I didn't ask that now where you be at?"
At the trap,listen I ain't cheating and I'm sorry okay when this shit clear up I'm go make it all up to you baby okay ?i love you to much "he gave me a hug kissing me on my lips..