September 3, 2011
Dear Nialler,
There are so many things that I want so badly to tell you but I just can't.
Its not that easy.
I couldn't bring myself to tell you this in person, so I decided I would write it down. I've always been better at putting my thoughts on paper, rather than into speech. I had no intentions on sending it but I couldn't bare to look at it any longer.
First off, I love you. I honestly and genuinely and truly do love you, and I never thought I could love someone so much, but I do and I'm glad it's you.
I am truly, madly, deeply, in love with you. But I just can't bring myself to hurt you any further. You don't deserve to be treated so horribly by me and I'm a fool for realizing this so late.
When I realized I had such strong feelings for you I was already on my way to Boston. Too late.
I shouldn't even be writing this letter. All I'd be doing is causing for trouble, more pain for both of us.
You don't have to reply to this, it's foolish of me to be writing this.
- Andrea xx