"Did anyone ever tell you you can't always have what you want!?"
I shouted at him. I was upset. This was my first kiss and it was not embarrassing but it wasn't great either. I mean kiss was great it was just not as I imagined my first kiss to be like. I thought it would be more romantic. Honestly it didn't bother me my first kiss was with Chris, fact that he's probably drunk and he won't remeber it in the morning bothered me. The fact that even if he rememberd it he would probably regret it hurted me so bad.
"Yes." He answered.
"Well do you know people say that for a reason?!" I screamed again.
"Maybe, but I guess I can."
"Ugh! I hate you!" I honestly didn't hate him, I was just upset.
"How could you do this to me? You know it was my first kiss! You are such..." I was cut off by his lips on mine again. I pulled him away.
"What the hell are you doing!?" I screamed at him.
"Giving you back your first kiss you want so bad."
"You idiot! You can't give it back! Why am I even talking to you now, you're way too drunk!" I turned around but he grabbed my wrist.
"Wait, don't hate me. It was a stupid thing for me to do." He looked in my eyes.
"Look you're drunk. Just call me tomorrow when you wake up." I said and turned around again.
"I'll walk you home. Just let me at least do that. " he said.
"You're gonna leave your own party?" I raised an eyebrow.
"It's not that fun anyway." He said and took his jacket.
"Okay."
We stepped outside. The cold wave of fresh air hit me. Chris took of his jacket
"Please don't do that move where you give me your jacket and I should be impressed by it." I said. He put his jacket over my shoulders.
"Why do you do that?" He asked.
"Do what?" I asked confused.
"Whenever I try to do something nice for you or help you you make me feel like a bad guy."
"I'm sorry?" It came out more like a question.
"I'm just asking you why? Usually girls would kill for someone to do that for them and here I am doing that for you so you don't freeze and you make me feel like I'm trying to kill you."
"I'm sorry. I just... I don't know. I guess I'm not used to it." I shrugged.
"I'm not trying to do anything bad for you. I'm just trying to be a good friend." He looked at me.
"Are you drunk?" I asked him.
"Why are you asking that?"
"You aren't drunk?" I asked.
"Why does that matter?" He asked back.
"Why did you kiss me if you weren't drunk?" I looked at him. He robbed the back of his neck.
"Maybe I was." He said
"You don't seem drunk now."
"Maybe fresh air helped me calm down."
"Maybe..." I teased.
"We will never know."
"I guess we won't." I said deciding to let it go.
"You're going on a date with Hunter?" He asked after few minutes.
"I guess."
"He can be dick sometimes." He said.
"Why? And why do you care?" I asked
"He sometimes doesn't realised that other people have feelings too. Because I care about you, okay?"
"Umm... Thanks for telling me that?" I didn't know what to say.
He sighed. We walked in silence. When we reached my house he turned to me.
"See you later." He said
"Yeah, see you."
He just turned around and left. Did anything I do pissed him off? Did I do something wrong?
-
11 am.
My phone woke me up. I looked at the caller ID. It was unknown number.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey, it's Hunter, I was just wondering are you free tonight?"
"Hey Hunter. Yeah I think I am."
"Great! You know that new restaurant near Chris's house?" He asked.
"Yeah, I've heard about it. "
"Awesome. Be there at 6 tonight. We're gonna have a dinner together."
"So this is like a date?" I asked.
"Yeah it is, see you then, babe." He hung up.
I got out of the bed and went downstairs.
"Hey honey, when did you come home last night?" Mom greeted me in the livingroom.
"Around 3 I think." I answered and sat next to her.
"Did you have fun?"
"Yeah it was really fun." I said excited.
"Did you get drunk? Did you do something inappropriate?" She asked anxiously.
"Mom! Of course not!" I said.
"I'm sorry! Just checking honey."
We talked for I while. I told her what we did at the party and I told her about Hunter. I didn't say we're going on a date, I just told her we're gonna hang out. We ordered pizza for lunch and Maya came around 1 pm so she ate pizza with us and talked. Mom left to get some sleep.
"So was party fun?" Maya asked.
"Yeah." I said focusing on TV.
"Do you maybe know who's party was it?" She asked.
"I don't think you'll know them."
"Just tell me." She said.
"His name is Chris." I said.
"How old is he?" She asked.
"17."
"Any brothers or sisters?"
"Brother."
"Oh my god! Is his brother's name Daniel?" She asked excitedly.
"Yeah?" I said confused.
"OMG." Was all she said. She's acting like a tipical blond.
"You know them?" I asked.
"Yes! I mean kinda... I mean it's complicated." She shrugged.
"Try to explain." I said.
"Well you know Jessy? She's an old friend of mine. Anyway Jessy is Daniel's ex and she was always talking about him and his brother Chris. I know like everything about them! And they have best parties ever! We've been trying to crash them for a month! And now Jessy and Daniel hooked up few days ago and I think we're gonna be invited to the next party and..."
"Okay okay I get it." I cut her off. I didn't mean to be rude, I just didn't want to know every detail.
"Okay. I think they don't know me actually." She sighed.
"Is it possible!? " I laughed.
"I guess it is." She laughed. "So who invited you to the party?" She asked.
"Chris." I answered.
"Daniel's brother?" She asked.
"I think we already went through this." I joked
"How do you know him?"
"We ran into each other."
"That's so awesome!" She smiled.
"Yup." I felt kinda awkward. We've never talked about guys other than her boyfriends.
"I'm gonna go to my room. Can you borrow me some dress today too?" I asked
"Sure. Another party?"
"More like a date. "
"OH MY GOD!" She screamed.
"Please just don't tell mom."
"With who?" She ignored.
"Hunter. I met him at the party."
"I'm so excited!" She screamed and draged me to her room.
-
After 2 hours of trying on dressed we finally found a dress for tonight. It was A-line, backless black dress. It looked great. Maya was trying to persuade me to wear hills but there was no way I was putting that on my feet. She gave up and let me wear my converse. It was already 5 pm so I had to go.
"Have fun." Maya said to me.
"Thank you, I will." I said and left the house.
I came there at 5:58 and Hunter was already there waiting for me.
"Hello, beautiful." Hunter said to me.
"Hi." I looked down and smiled hoping I didn't blush. We walked inside and the restoraunt was really fancy. It looked so romantic and dreamy. We sat down and looked at the menu. Everything was so expencive. Why did Hunter want to spend all that money on me? We ordered and after a while food came. It was delicious. I really like it. Everything was great. After dinner we went for a walk and sat down at park. We were joking and laughing and everything was great. He seemed like a really great guy. We stopped talking and stared into each other's eyes. We slowly started leaning in. Our lips touched and Hunter immediately opened his mouth and put his tongue agains my lips, as soon as I opened my mouth he started exploring with his tongue. His kiss was more agressive than Chris's. Chris's kiss was careful and full of care but Hunter kiss was agressive and it seemed like he wanted someting. His hands on my bare back started going down. He put his hands inside my dress and it seemed like he was getting it off. After few moments I realised he was trying to. I pulled away.
"What are you doing!?" I asked him.
"Just relax." He said.
"We are in the middle of the park and this our first date!"
"So? Who cares?"
"I think this was bad idea." I said and got up.
"So you're just leaving me here?!" He shouted.
"Yes. Bye!" I said and walked away.