I was getting a call from Kian but I was about to meet one direction. I had to call him later. We just parked getting out the car. This place they were staying at was huge place,I guess this is a town home. Luke knocked on the door and we waited. The door opened slowly.
"Just open the got damn door HARRY!" Im pretty sure louis said
"Okay okay louis why gotta be mean in front of guests" Harry said
"Whatever let the guests in dummy" Louis said
"Hello the 5 Seconds of summers boys and girls" harry said in his cute accent
"Hey bro" Michael said
"Hey dude" Calum said
"What's up" Ashton Said
"How's it going" Luke said
"Hello" I said
"Hey" Hazel said
"Come on in guys and I'm good thanks for asking Luke" Harry said laughing
We walked in and the house was huge and it was nice. There were some posters of them on the walls.
"So how is everyone today?" Liam asked
"Goooooddd" we all said
"Well good" Liam said back smiling at Hazel
"We're gonna go out to eat very soon for now we can hang out" harry said
I sat down and caught Louis staring. We had the same last name and we might be related last time I saw him that's what he said. I was so excited to be here. Looking back the boys have accomplished a lot now going on tour shit! I was more prouder than my boys. Ok glad I have hazel to go along this journey my true best friend and I don't have any of those but her. She's amazing. I can't wait to be on tour they were telling me I get sing one song every tour date I'm more than happy!! I hear Harry talking but he's blurred out I was talking to myself in my head doesn't everyone. (Wtf lol same) I blur him in but we are already getting up to leave. I follow behind and I feel my phone buzz I pull it out and it's Kian.
Kian💟- hey, sorry for bothering but call me when you get a chance.
Me- I'm busy right now but when I get a chance I will.
Kian💟- okay that's fine.
I put my phone back in my pocket and get in the car. Everyone was talking and seeing what we wanted to eat but I was distracted and not really in the mood. I just wanna lay in my bed at home back in L.A. I pull out my phone get my earphones and play the boys music because it calms me. I look up and everyone is looking at me I pull out my earphone and say "what"?
"What the hell do you want to eat"? Calum said
"Why are you being rude" I say
"Fuckin listen always being depressed" he said
"What? I'm so confused? Depressed? Why are you being so freakin mean" I say trying to defend my self because I know the boys aren't
"OMG what the fuck dumb ass listen I don't give a shit what you wanna eat we're going to the place we agreed on" he said
I put my earphones back in and sit back and change my music and put on sleeping at last. Why did he say those things? I didn't hear it's not my fault. Depressed? I'm not depressed. I'm so upset but I'm not gonna show it. Dumb ass? How just because I wasn't listening. Like wow. More than upset I just wanna get out and leave and just go home. We have a tour to do and I'm not gonna let him ruin my happiness. He's gonna end up saying he didn't mean to he was just mad but really who gives a fuck. I'm not excepting his apology. I know he meant it I know he's mad but he shouldn't have said it. I would never think he would talk to me like that.
Luke-
"Wtf is wrong with you calum"? I said
"What do you mean"? (Justin Bieber what do you mean😂😂same so happy for him)
"You overreacted cal you over did it what got into you bro" I said
"Yeah dude what's up" Michael said
"Like did something happen cal" ashton said
"You can tell us calum we're here for you bud" Hazel said
"I'm fine just frustrated because she wasn't listening" calum said
"This isn't like you calum" I said
"Okay fine! I like her! She's beautiful and amazing and so much fun to be around. I hate it because I know she doesn't feel the same about me!" He said almost braking into tears
"She's in the car shhhhh!!!" I said
"So what she didn't even look at me or hear me so idfk" he said
"But maybe you should talk to her" I said to try to get something out but I still like her why would he do this to me.
I still like her. I'm in love with her...
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He guys update! Ending very soon so this is half way goodbye and love all YALL that have been reading this and been with me through all this time. 💓💓love you guys I'm not even ready to say goodbye !!! Love you guys so much don't make me cry (lol wtf) but Forreal love you guys😽