"DAY 1"
waking up doesn't feel normal
Im scared to leave my bed
i feel controlled with no power left
This awful atrabilious feeling i have
Just gonna go back to sleep
"DAY 2"
Made it out of bed today
nothing has changed
I have class soon
Im scared to go out side
doesn't feel right
doesn't feel normal
Shower to try to fix this feeling
Okay made it to class
sitting in the front row
i feel like everyone is staring at me
i feel they know I'm not okay
they are reading every move i make.
But i know they aren't
and I'm just thinking to much
"DAY 3"
Waking up this morning
i feel anxious
i have this rushed feeling
feels like the world is waiting for me
gonna go shower
So out of the shower
my mind settled for a little bit
i was comfortable but numb
numb to everything
To scared to go out side today
"Day 4"
Can i even call this a separate day?
I haven't been to bed yet
sitting on this porch
looking at nothing
lighting another cigarette
damn i need to stop this
another pack gone
time seems to be moving so slow
yet so fast tonight
Its 5am time to try going to bed
Its now 10am sleep isn't happening
been laying here staring at the ceiling
hoping for something to change
to feel anything
I'm numb to everything
my phone keeps ringing
texts, calls.
Cant even bring myself to pick it up
Fuck this
"DAY 5"
Things seem to be getting better
i left the house today
felt terrified for most of it
didn't feel comfortable where i was
laying in bed
i finally feel the war has stopped
my mind has finally caught up
taking deep breaths
5 days of horror has finally settled
Anxiety
By sometimeswegetsad
Anxiety is not a joke. This is based on Anxiety, some poems and what not. So, enjoy. Some of these aren't mi... More