Chapter 46
“You do realize your jumper is see through?” Harry asked as I sat down.
“Yeah…but I have on a bath suit…” I said, lying down on the lawn chair.
“It makes you look hot.” Bella whispered.
“Thanks.” I thanked her politely as I took my from the table. I was getting so many notifications from Instagram from my Stripper photos.
“You were on TMZ last night!” Perrie said, sitting next to me. “They were talking about you making it rain.”
“Me?” I asked.
“Yeah…you’re kind of famous now.” She said.
“I’m not famous at all.” I said.
“You were a model, and you hang out with us 24/7 you’re very famous.” Eleanor said, sitting on the end of my chair.
“I didn’t realize.” I said. “But that’s nice…” I said awkwardly. I was getting more and more followers on Twitter and Instagram, but I didn’t really think anything of it. I only signed 1 thing and took 1 picture with someone who wanted it for keeps. I started laughing at funny pictures on Tumblr and showed them to Bella who laughed with me. My phone started ringing and I answered quickly, I haven’t had a call in forever. “Hello?” I answered.
“Hey honey.” My mom’s voice said.
“Mommy!” I exclaimed. I got up and ran away from the loudness of the pool to talk to her.
“I saw you on TV last night…Hunter was going crazy.” She said.
“Yeah…” I said awkwardly. Talking to your mom about going to a strip club…someone say awkward. “I was just having fun while I’m on vacation.” I said.
“I know, I’m not mad. I’m just making sure all the fame isn’t going to your head or anything…making sure you remember your family.”
“Of course I remember mom, how could I forget you?” I asked.
“I don’t know…just being stupid old me, I am. Uhm…I’ve been in and out of the hospital lately-“
“What why? What’s wrong?” I asked.
“I’ve just been really sick lately, but that’s normal when you’re getting older.” She said calmly.
“Mom you’re not getting old. And what do you mean by sick?” I asked.
“It’s nothing…nothing…don’t worry about it honey. I just wanted to talk to you.” I could tell it was something that could get serious. She just didn’t want to worry me, but I was already worried.
“Ok mom.” I said, my mood now ruined. We both hung up at the same time and I sighed deeply. Maybe I should go to Las Vegas to check on her and see if she’s ok. Something was telling me something bad was going to happen. I turned around and walked back to the pool.
“Is everything ok?” I heard Zayn ask. But I didn’t know if he was talking to me. “Reagan…” I snapped out of my trance and looked around.
“Yeah?” I said. “Everything’s fine.” I lied.
“You’re lying.” Zayn said. Dang it, I really wish he didn’t know me so well.
“Am not.” I said simply. I put on my sunglasses and pulled of my sweater. I laid back on the chairs and closed my eyes.
I laid on my stomach and swung my legs around, as I stared intensely at Harry Potter. Everyone went out to the store, but I decided to stay home alone. I was lying on the front porch’s steps, so I could feel the air. “Not Fred!” I shouted as I finished the part where Fred died, tears slipped down my cheeks. Shadows fell over the pages, a shadow of a person. I looked up and my face dropped. “What’re you doing here?” I asked.
“I didn’t g, I was just taking a walk.” Zayn said.
“Why is it always you and I left alone?!” I groaned. “Why can’t you just go with them?” I asked.
“Why can’t you just go with them?” he asked. He raised his wrist to his eyes to looks at his watch. “They’re gonna be gone for a couple of hours, they went with a couple of maids.” He said.
“So…what do you think is gonna happen?” I asked as I walked into the house. He closed the door behind us as I stepped into the elevator. Zayn got in with me, of course.
“This.” He took the book out of my hand before I could save my page and pushed me against the wall. He pulled my legs around his waist and kissed me viscously. He pressed the button to our floor then his hands slipped under my shirt. I pulled away from his lips, my breathing heavy. He carried me out and set me down in front of my door.
“No.” I protested.
“What’re you saying no to? I didn’t ask you a question.” He smirk. He opened the door and we back into the room. He kicked the door close.
“I’m not about to do anything with you.” I protested.
“Are you sure?” he asked, his smirk frightening me slightly from what he was thinking. “Because one move and I could have you over the edge.” I backed away from him, but he just came closer.
“Don’t touch me then.” I said, I backing into the edge of the bed. I fell back and backed away from him.
“Reagan…you’re so cute and innocent.” He stared at my legs dreamingly, and I snapped them shut instantly. He bit his bottom lip, setting me off the edge from his lovely face. He climbed on the bed and kissed me again. This time it was shorter because he started to kiss every part of my body that didn’t have any clothing. He started to unbutton my shirt, but I couldn’t stop him. Every part of me wanted to do this. “And I don’t think I can stay away from you.”
“But you have a girlfriend.” I said.
“Who cares? I want you…all of you.” He pushed my shirt off my shoulders along with my bra straps. I took them both off, and unclipped my bra. Zayn’s eyes widened at his view and he leaned down to kiss my chest. “For myself.”
“I don’t think we should be doing this.” I whispered. His breathing against my chest made goose bumps rise all over me. I closed my eyes slowly; everything seemed to be falling, including me because I fell into the pillows on my back. Zayn’s hand caressed my sides and I started unbuttoning my shirts for myself. I lifted my hips to pull them off. Zayn helped me take them off my feet until I was left in my black lace underwear. Zayn pulled off his shirt and stepped off the bed. He stared undoing his jeans and I watched him take them off. I’ve never gotten any guy hard, except Zayn because there was a huge boner under his boxers. I licked my lips and bit on my bottom lip. He slipped those off too and I swear I was questioning my life. How did anyone have sex with something like that, it’s freaking huge. He walked around to the edge of the bed and crawled up to me. He kissed me again, and spread my legs slowly. He slowly pulled down my underwear, and leaned down to kiss my leg.
“Hello guys.” I said dreamingly as I sat down.
“What’re you so happy about?” Bella asked.
“Life.” I said.
“Have you been smoking?” Jenny asked. “You sound stoned.”
“No, I’ve just found my reason to live.” I said. Everyone stared at me like I was crazy. I can’t blame them; they don’t know how much pleasure I just went through not even a day before. I sighed deeply and started eating dinner. “So how was everyone’s day?” I asked. When no one said anything, I decided to tell them how my day was. “I finished reading the Harry Potter series.” I said happily. Most people nodded and continued eating. “Oh and guess what?!” I said. “Never mind then.” I said sadly. I could handle people ignoring me, I was used to it. But I can’t be mad at them, they were trying to eat. My legs still hurt so I didn’t really want to excuse myself from the table.
“What happened to your hair?” Bella asked from beside me. “It looks like you were sweating your life out.” She said.
“Just went to the gym downstairs…I’m going to wash it and straighten it tomorrow just in case we’re doing anything.” I said happily, finally someone wanted to talk to me. Zayn’s hand fell on my knee and started to go up thigh under my table. My eyes went wide as he got closer to the zone.
“What?” Zach asked, only because I was staring at him with my eyes probably bigger than my head. I shook my head as Zayn dipped his hand under my underwear, already being past my shorts. My mouth hung open, but I held in a moan. “Are you sure you haven’t been smoking?” he asked. I nodded my head, and my hand tightened on the edge of the table as Zayn teased me.
“Dear lord it looks like she’s seen a ghost.” Perrie whispered in Zayn’s ear.
“I know right.” He said back, on I’m gonna get him back for this.
“Ok, I’m going to go upstairs.” I said. Zayn pulled his hand out of my shorts before I could stand up. I walked out of the dining room slowly, and made sure to grab everything that could hold me up. Today was a day to remember. Not only did Zayn take away my virginity, but he actually stayed with me afterwards instead of going to get ready for when Perrie came home. He actually pulled me into his arms and we slept for a good hour before we knew they were on their way home.
Perrie’s POV
I watched Reagan walked out of the dining room. “She already took a shower.” I said. Everyone started to realize what I was saying. “What happened?” I asked Zayn.
“I wouldn’t know, I was sleeping.” He said.
“Hm…” I hummed suspiciously…something’s not right here, something is not right.