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"Shit..." I hissed as I slowly got up from where Killa had left me to practically die on my own. I limp into the bathroom and look myself in the mirror, this is not me. I don't recognise this girl in front of me with a busted lip, black/purple left eye while the other one was swollen almost shut, my cheek had a deep cut and motto mention how I looked all over my body.
Opening the faucet for the hot water I took a wash cloth dabbing some water on it to clean my cuts.
I hissed as I placed it on my cuts and bruises. A stray tear slid down my cheek adding to the burning sensation on my cheek and cussed at myself. First he took what I was going to keep for a man I would actually care about and love with my mind, body and soul and then he had the nerve to beat me up like I wasn't a girl.
"Pay backs a bitch Killa hope you know what's in store for ya" I told myself and got into the tub filled with warm water and all sorts of soothing bathing oils. I let out a cry once I get into the bath tub, I slowly cleaned my other bruises and stayed in the tub to think of a way forward.
I had gotten out the tub about an hour ago and I was to cleaning, I made sure I showed Kareem or should I say Killa that he could beat me down but I still got up and next time he better be prepared. I cooked some mac and cheese with fried chicken and apple juice.
I plate up his food and place it on the table where he will be eating at, everything in me wanted to poison his ass with the dishwasher soap or anything lethal I could find so I could kill him inside. I get my food and walk up to the bedroom, I watched 'About Last Night' and that movie be the shit with Michael Ealy fine self and not to forget Kevin Hart.
I laughed and had some crazy moments and some moments where I wanted to slap Kevin Hart through the TV screen. Once the titles of the movie came on showing the movie was done, I changed the channel to hear 'Big Girls Don't Cry' by Sia.
Tough girl
In the fast lane
No time for love
No time for hate
No drama no time
For games
Tough girl
Whose soul aches
[Pre-Chorus:]
I'm at home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It's agony
[Chorus:]
I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking
Tough girl
I'm in pain
It's lonely at the top
Blackouts and airplanes
I still pour you a glass of champagne
Tough girl
Whose soul aches
[Pre-Chorus:]
I'm at home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It's agony
[Chorus:]
I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up,
I wake up alone
[Chorus:]
I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking
Didn't wanna write too much or I'll be giving the whole next scene away.
Short I know but let me know what you think should happen next...
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