July 22,2015. 1:12am
Well that feeling is back and is much worse then last time. I have been clean for 12 weeks now and I don't want any more war paint any more. I promised myself and my best friend that I will stop all this stress and the DEMONS in my head are telling me to do things that I did already and I am scared because now more are in my head and the voices are getting g louder.