[Jungkook POV]
"Yeah?" She looked at me "I'm sorry" "for?" I gulped "awhile ago" "You feel sorry for liking me?" She giggled "N-no! I like you! !" 'Normal' words suddenly came out of my mouth "You don't have to be sorry" she caressed my hand, she sighed. "I'll be going no---" "Y/N!!"
[Y/N POV]
I was about to go but Jimin called me, annoying fucktard. "Yeah?" He ran to me then hugged me "Don't tell me this is a 'long-time-no-see-moment" he giggled "I'm really happy right now" "Why?" "Because you're here!!" He hugged me tighter, I laughed "Me too" I lied "Do you want to come inside?" He asked cheerfully "I'm sorry, Jimin, I can't" His expression went bland again, he sighed "Okay" he let go of my hand, he went inside again. "So... can I walk you home?" "No I'll be fi----" "Y/N" I looked at him "Okay fine.." I scratched my nape, both of us then started walking "Y/N?" "Yeah?" "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" "Not even once" I giggled while looking down.
"Are you kidding? People must be blind" he laughed "Maybe it's just that I'm not that type of 'bitch' they wanted" "What do you mean?" "Make Up" I pointed at my face "Oh.." "Well how about you? Do you have a girlfriend?" "I never had one, but I want to know how it feels like to have one" "it would probably be shittier than bullshit" I said "Why do you ask?" I continued, but he didn't answer. "I guess your tongue is missing at this moment" "Nothing... I just really wanted to know.." "Alright" "Do you want to go somewhere again tomorrow?" "Where?" "Just... just tomorrow okay?" "Okay? At what time?" "8:45 AM" "Will they come too?" "It will only be the both of us" he giggled "Okay, bye!" I went inside my house then closed the door, then I saw My parents standing with their arms crossed. "It's 1:25 AM, Y/N." My dad said "We even thought of calling the police" I sighed "Aren't you used of it? I'm 19, dad. Fucking 19!" "We know, but at least care for yoursel----" "Care for myself? How do you expect that when you don't fucking care about me as well?!" I yelled, they didn't respond. "You know what Dad?" He looked at me "You turned my life into a piece of shit" I ran upstairs then went to my room. I banged the door then rested my back at it, "I hate my life..." I said as tears start rolling down my cheeks, "Eonni-yah?" Nana said from behind my door "What do you want now" "please let me in" "Go to sleep, Nana" "I won't.. Please let me in" "Nana!" I yelled, just after minutes, I heard soft blubbering behind my door "I said go" then it stopped, I sighed then went near the window then opened it. "Someday.." "Just maybe someday.." "I'll get what I want" "I'll be where I want" "I'll be what I want" I smiled "I'll be free" I looked at the moon "Maybe that will be mine too someday" I jokefully said while laughing, Just then, I thought about Jungkook. "Ahhh what do I do with him" I messed my hair "No no I don't like him--- I mean I'm confused!!!" I shook my self purposely "wwhhhaaaattt" I looked at the clock "1:30" "I guess I better sleep now" I closed my window then layed down on my bed.
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[A/N] Shitty mother of wat--- THE END IS NEAR OMG IM SO SAD WHY WHY WHY, maybe I'll do book two of this? OHOHOHO should I? Anyway love you mah Ducks OuO