Bpov
I didn't mean to disappear on Edward but I had to think. Would my family be safer without me in there life or do I stay. I went back to the castle and I found Edward standing in Rebecca doorway. I was in awe at what I saw. My father was holding his granddaughter telling her stories. But I was taken away when I just listen.
"I'm going to tell you something your mother don't know not even your grandmother knows this." My father took a deep breath. "I wished so much I could of been there for your mother, while she grew up. It broke my heart every time I had to leave her. I never showed or told her how proud of her I was and how much I love her so much. That day when we first brought your mother here and we got into an argument with her. Her mother regretted the moment she hit Bells. It broke my heart to let her go and to hear those words that she hated us. We only thought we're doing what was in her best interest. Then we tried to rip it from her again." Tears started to fall from my father eyes.
I couldn't believe what I just heard. I start to remember that day and moment.
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"Hello Isabella, I'm Carlisle and this is my beloved wife queen Esme. Your parents told you what going on. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. We like to welcome you here. For now you will rest. Feel free to look around, Edward will answer any questions you have."
I just stood there and listen. "Bella I know you're upset with us right now but we did what we thought what was best for you." My eyes widen and I held the tears back but I couldn't hold back the anger that had built up. "I'm apologizing now Queen Esme and King Carlisle." I turned to my parents.
"WHAT'S BEST FOR ME, REALLY ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW!"
"ISABELLA MIND YOUR LANGUAGE." My mother snapped out.
"MIND MY LANGUAGE! WHAT KIND OF PARENTS ARE YOU. I WOULDN'T OF MINDED THIS SO MUCH. BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN DAUGHTER BREAK A PROMISE TO A DYING BEST FRIEND, SOMEONE THAT'S LIKE A SISTER TO ME, AND YOU DAMN WELL KNEW WHAT SHE MEANT TO ME!"
"THEY WERE A BAD INFLUENCE ON YOU." My mother said.
"BAD INFLUENCE! YOU WERE NEVER THERE FOR ME THE WERE! HELL NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF JACOB STILL ALIVE BECAUSE OF YOU. BECAUSE OF YOU I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TRUST ANYONE, I HATE YOU!"
"SSMMAACCKK!!" I grabbed the side of my face and look at my mother in horror.
"Isabelle I'm so sor.." my mother covered her mouth as she looked like she regretted the minute she did it. But I stopped her as she spoke the words.
"STOP! DON'T YOU DARE SAY YOU'RE SORRY. YOU'RE NOT MY PARENTS, I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN."
I looked around and the look on the royal family faces of shock just made me more upset.
"Forgive me Queen Esme, King Carlisle." I turned to Edward. The look of pity on his face and I didn't want pity. "I'm sorry for all this Prince Edward."
I turned and went to walk out of there and someone grabbed my arm. "Ouch!" I turned and looked and it was my father. I turned and looked and it was my father.
He let go with sorrow in his face. "I'm sorry I forgot. But Bells please!"
"NO, STOP, NOTHING YOU SAY TO ME WILL HELP CHANGE MY MIND!" My father face dropped to face the ground.
I closed my eyes to fight tears.
Then I finally walked out of the room and slammed the door behind me.
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My father looked at Edward. "Edward I'm so sorry for that. I never meant to hurt you or her like that." Edward walked in and put his hand on my father shoulder. "I know Charlie. You're here now and that's what counts the most." Edward told him. "Edward she just have to get better she all I have left in this world and I need her. Just like you and my granddaughter needs her."
"I know Charlie, god I know!" My father reached up and put his hand over Edward hand and looks up at him. Tears fell from my eyes. "Oh daddy I'm so sorry!" I went out to the garden and just dropped to my knees. What do I do, I'm so lost. I thought back to when I first met Edward.
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I walk in. Michael closes the door behind him. "It looks like a living room and mini dining room, almost like a apartment." I stood there amazed. "Bella if you walk through that set of double doors there, that's where your sleeping quarters are."
I walk up very slowly to the doors and open them. "You gotta be kidding me I love it!" It was a king size black cherry banister bed. The room had my favorite colors, maroon and black.
But how did they know. I seen 2 more doors. I walked up to one and opened it and it was a big bathroom. The bathtub and shower were separate.
I went to the other door and open it and it was a walk in closet. It was kind of empty though.
"You and maybe my sister Alice will have to go shopping to get new clothes. When you're ready of course." I jumped. I didn't recognize the voice that said that. So I turned around very slowly to see who spoke to me. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you but Michael called me told me you were kind of mad or upset with your parents." He was tall, had reddish brown hair. The most beautiful green eyes I ever seen. He stayed fit. I stayed quiet not saying anything at first.
"I'm Edward Cullen. I'm guessing you're Isabella Swan." I walk slowly back around the bed and stop against the banister post. I lean on it to hold me up I was starting to really hurt now. "Bella." I finally said. "Excuse me I didn't hear you." I didn't know if he was being rude or it was the way it sounded. "Call me Bella please. I'm sorry I'm just all of sudden not feeling good." I turn and walk off to the bathroom and shut the door behind me.
I started to get sick. Great what a way to meet your new fiance. I heard a knock on the door. "Are you alright?" I get up and flush the toilet. "Give me a second please." I went over to the sink and I look for the mouthwash and finally found some. I open the door slowly and there was Edward standing there looking at me.
"I forgot you were just in a horrible accident, forgive me. The royal doctor will be here in a hour or so. That's if you wish to see him of course." I just nodded. I heard his phone go off. He turned and answered it. "Yes, alright I'll bring her down in a few minutes." He hung up. He turns back to me and looks up at me. "Our parents want to talk to us. Follow me and I will take you there. Oh if you ever need anything my bedroom is just over there."
Well at least I'm not alone up here. He was walking to fast. I stop and lean against the wall. He is not making a very good first impression on me at all.
"Edward you need to slow down please, maybe if I wasn't thrown from a damn car only a few nights ago, I'd be able to keep up with you. Hell I probably would kick your ass right now."
His eyes looked like they were going to pop out of his head. I started to laugh. I wrap my arm around my stomach because it really hurt bad for some reason. "Well no laughing for me for a while." I whisper to myself.
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I giggled just a little at the memory. But then I remember how he over heard me talk to Rebecca mother and how hurt he was.
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I just was amazed. "Bella we need an address to send all this stuff!" I raise an eyebrow.
"All of what stuff?" I asked them. "Umm, you will see when you get it." They told me.
"I will give the phone to Edward, because I would not know how to get it here to the castle."
I heard gasp. "You mean prince Edward?" I laugh. "Yes! Well that's why you haven't heard from me or seen me. My parents had set up when I was little a arranged marriage to prince Edward."
They laughed. "Bella are you joking?" I sighed. "I'm not joking, I wish I was though. Then maybe I still be there with you and not stuck here." I gasped. Before I could even explain my mistake, I heard the door slam. "Bella what was that noise?"
Shit, I'm an idiot. "I have to go, I will have Edward call you later, that is if he will ever talk to me again." I told, them.
"Let me guess he over heard you?" I took a deep breath. "Yeah, I love you guys and I promise I will keep in touch with you." I told them.
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The more I thought the more I wanted to be with my family but yet I still wanted to be with my mother, Rebecca, and Jacob. I go back and it the next day. Edward sitting with me. "Bella, I'm at a loss here. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be without you." He takes my hand into his.
"If it wasn't for you I still be that stuffy, stuck up all business, probably with no dream no love in my life nothing. You showed me so much. You gave me a beautiful daughter. Now all I need is you by my side. So please fight baby come back to us. I love you so much, I will do whatever I have to do just to have you back."
He gets up and gently kisses my forehead. I walk into Rebecca's room and she is in her crib but she awake. She looks up. "Momma!" I take my hand and gently stroke her cheek. "Momma, loves you so much baby girl." She holds her arms out to me. Tears run down my face. "I can't baby girl. I'm so sorry." I tell her. "Momma!" I closed my eyes. "Hey, it's alright, daddy take you to see her then it will be time to eat then bath. You are getting to be a big girl." I smiled at Edward with Rebecca. He is doing such a good job with her. I had to go to where it all began and that was where Rebecca died.
When I appeared there where flashes of the accident flooded inmy head. Jacob was right though I should of died that night. But what they don't know is that I did. It was when I hit the ground. I remember now walking along seeing everything so different than what actually happened.
But when I died I could see my own body laying on the ground. The car flipped over. The buck laying in the road died. There was blood everywhere. Glass and car parts. "Riley! Wait, I remember now, I saw Riley he gave me cpr. But why attack me I don't understand. Plus he helped Edward and wouldn't help Mike. Riley the key to finding out why Mike and Lauren, hell maybe Tanya. I need to know. I also know I want Edward and Rebecca in my life again."
I went back, I knew it was time to wake up now. Edward was sleeping. I walked up to him and gently kissed his lips then whispered in his ear.
"My love it's time, for me to wake up!"
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