This one is more intimate ;)
Today's the day. I can't believe I will be meeting him again. It's been what, 3 months? I can't wait to see his geargous face. Those beautiful dark brown eyes, that messy black hair that shines in the sun that makes his eyes sparkle in a way that's just so... indescribable. I love him. I (Y/N) love Josh.
I can't believe how he made me feel this way. All those text messages, emails, phone calls, Skype calls. Every time I talked to him I fell more towards him. He's coming in less then an hour.
Shit!! I have nothing to wear! That's to ugly. That's to classy. That's to plan. UUUUGHHH!!!!! What am I going to wear.....
Round and around and around and around we go....
My phone!
Ohhhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know....
Where the fuck are you.... GOTCH YA!
"Hello?"
"(Y/N) are you nervous?"
Thank god it's Jess, I would die with out her.
"I can't find anything to wear, does that answer your question?"
"Oh god. Wear your, ummm..... Wear your pink casual strapless dress."
"Oh god thank you Jess!"
"No problem, just give me the dets tomorrow when you can."
I know for sure right now she is going nuts. She always wanted me and josh to be together. She did everything she could for us to be together. She gets so excited when she talks to me, even about Josh and I.
"Hahaha ok by Jess!"
"By boo!"
(Driving to the airport)
It's almost time. My heart is racing so fast. I'm starting to get nervous.
What if I'm not dressed right? What if he breaks up with me? What if he found someone else? Oh great now I'm gunna start to cry.
I parked the car, got out and leaned on the passenger side door. Everything I was thinking earlier tarted coming back. I started feeling my self about to cry.
NO (Y/N) STOP IT!!! He stayed with you over the time being gone he's worth it.
I shook my head and started looking for him to walk out of the doors. I saw everyone but not him. I pulled out my phone and checked the time. He's flight landed 30 minutes ago, where could he have gone.
*BING*
A text message from a blocked number? What?
I opened it and it said "look to your left"
I looked up and looked to my left.
My heart stopped. There he was. Josh. The Josh I fell so in love with.
I looked straight into his eyes and I was speechless. I stood up away from the car and started running towards him. He dropped his bags and started walking towards me. I slowed Down a little bit and jumped on him. I raped my arms around his neck while my legs wraped around his body. He raped his arms around my back and hugged me so tight like we were about to die. I started to cry for missing home so much.
He put his hand to my head and started petting my hair. That only made me hug him tighter. I started to cry harder and he kissed my head. I put my legs on the ground and pulled away.
He put his hand to my check and caressed it with his thumb "I've missed you, SO so much (Y/N)"
I smiled and hugged him again. I couldn't find my words. I just kissed him and huger him again.
I grabbed his hand and one of his bags and we walked to the car.
(At the house)
I put Joshes bag down by the couch and led him into the kitchen and made him Mac&Cheese. I split it between me and him and sat down across from him. As I was eating I could feel he was stealing glances at me. I did the same until when I looked up at him and we met eye to eye. I couldn't look away, his dark brown eye hypnotized me, Made me paralyzed.
I stopped eating and I noticed he did too. I couldn't move. I was frozen in my seat. Every time he blinked I got butterflies.
What was he thinking? What is he going to do? Why is he moving towards me? Wait he's moving towards me, move!
I felt his hand on my check and caress it slowly as he stared into my eyes. I saw his eyes were different, good different.
What am I getting myself into?
His face was getting close to mine, his eyes got bigger and bigger and then I couldn't see them anymore. I closed my eyes and felt his lips on mine.
His lips. His soft perfect lips, they matched mine perfectly as we kissed each other.
I felt his hands on my legs and he squeezed them lightly. I jumped and he held my butt to support me and we continued to kiss. I was pushed up against a wall and gasped. He took this advantage to stick his tongue into my mouth. It felt so warm, he obviously knew what he was doing.
God he's such a good French kisser.... I want more
I noticed we were moving. I landed on another wall harder this time making me grind against him. I herd him moan and I chuckled.
His laugh, it's so sexy, I want him so badly..
We moved once again and I was set down on a soft surface.
My bed? I bet I know where this is going.
I couldn't help but smile as he continued to kiss me. I felt his hands search all over my body as mine did the same. I noticed his lips weren't touching mine. I opened my eyes to find him starring right at me. They weren't the same as before. But they were still good different. I saw his face start to move, he smiled. I smiled back at him and his lips met mine again. This time the kiss was different. Like he was starving. I didn't care I wanted him so badly.
I felt a tug on my shirt and moved my arms so he could pull it off. I moved my hands back to his body, on behind his head grabbing his hair wanting more of him. And the other finding its way down to the hem of his shirt. I tugged it and he sat up and removed it.
He had such a sexy body...
His eyes met mine again and we both smiled. I traced my hands down his chest and he came at me and kissed me passionately. We kept kissing but I needed to breathe so I pulled away and he worked his way away from my face to my neck and gave me love bites.
I felt him press his body against mine. As his skin touched mine I felt sparks.
This boy is driving me crazy!
His abs kept touching my stomach and I couldn't take it anymore. He kept kissing my neck and felt him press his stomach onto me and let a gasp come out.
I herd a slam and we both looked at the door to see no other then the Jess herself.
"AHHHH!!!!!!" She covered her eyes and turned away.
"I am so sorry (Y/N) and Josh, but, uhhhh, (Y/N) mom is outside so I uh, would put some clothes on."
I turned and looked at Josh and smiled/blush. I could feel he was embarrassed to. I mean Jess just caught us almost naked for crying out loud!
Josh got off of me and grabbed our shirts and handed me mine. We quickly both put them on.
That geargous black haired man is walking away
"Thanks Jess" Josh said and started leaving the room to go and help my mom.
No don't leave! I want you!
I started walking towards Jess and tapped on her shoulder. She turned and faced me.
"Thanks Jess" I say with the biggest smile on my face. And walked out of the room.
I can't believe what just happened..
" (Y/N) I'm gunna need details after I have therapy, thank you very much!"
Ohh shit....