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Sweat was glistening on my forehead and neck.
"I don't care Ares."
My grip tightened on the pull up bar.
"I don't care Ares."
I continue my traction.
"I don't care Ares."
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Fuck this.
My arms go weak as I let go of the bar.
Annellyse's words were replaying in my mind during my workout.
Anger fills me up realizing she's been running in my mind and I cannot stop thinking about her.
Her smile when she saw that fucker.
Her trying to ignore me.
The furrow in her eyebrows as I told her we could never be friends.
I needed a fucking break.
I head towards the kitchen grabbing my phone .
I go to my contacts and search for her number.
As soon as i press call she picks up.
-Miss me already?
Her voice vibrates through my phone.
-Come over.
I say hanging up quickly.
❗️SMUT: skip if you want
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Becky's hands are all over my chest. She grips my t shirt and starts kissing me hard.
I don't back up and I kiss her lips roughly my hands travelling to her ass.
I start kissing her neck biting hard and she throws her head back .
I push her a bit making our way to the guests room.
She crawls on the bed and I start by taking my t shirt off. She doesn't waste a second and throws her bra on the floor and then the rest of her clothes.
The back of her head hits the pillow and she starts whimpering as I squeeze her breasts. I lick her nipples and pinch them making her moan my name.
I grab her legs and position them on my shoulders as I pull down my sweatpants along my boxers.
I take her and without any hesitation I start pounding deep into her pussy.
I place my hands on her stomach making her scream as she feels my whole dick inside.
Our skin clapping fills the room and I fasten my speed.
-God, Ares I'm so close!
I keep pounding into her groaning as she moans .
Not long after ,she cums, her white liquid now coating my dick.
I didn't finish though.
I pull out ignoring her chuckles as I sit on the edge of the bed.
-Get on your knees.
My deep voice echoes through the room and she does what I say.
She beams at my cock then starts licking the tip sucking hard.
I grab her by her blonde hair pulling a bit as she takes me into her mouth.
She relaxes her throat to allow me to fully enter her but she gags failing.
I push her head down my length and she chokes as I continue to bob her head .
I groan as she sucks harder and her moans are now ruffled by my cock.
Her speed increased and I throw my head back in pleasure.
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Suddenly her blonde hair is now wavy and a light brown.
Her eyes that look up at me turn into the ocean's color and her lips become fuller.
In my head Annellyse was sucking my dick.
She was the one to give me pleasure.
I snap out of reality when my cum hits Becky filling her mouth.
She looks up at me as cum was spilling out of her mouth.
My cum.
I just came thinking about Annellyse.
❗️Done with the smut
(Tell me if you are uncomfortable of reafing this and i'll stop)
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I was highlighting my notes from class as music was playing in my room.
After the project I went back home and made lunch for me and Cierra.
We talked, watched a movie and now she went out with Alessandro for a walk.
As soon as I finished my homework and everything for college I head to the kitchen craving something sweet.
Baking and cooking were my comfort. Everytime I was having negative thoughts I would prepare something otherwise they would cloud my head.
I take my notebook where I had all my recipes and decide on making cinnamon rolls.
Grabbing my ingredients I follow the instructions that I wrote.
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My mind wanders around stopping when his presence filled my mind.
Stop Annellyse.
He makes me so mad. And let me tell you only a few people can make me mad.
One second he is caring and funny and then his whole mood changes becoming grumpy and cocky. He's so arrogant. I wish I could just ignore him all the time but that was hard cause he was Alessandro's best friend.
I was almost ready with the cinnamon rolls when my phone ringed.
I grabbed it in a hurry when I saw who was calling me.
-Carmen!
I say happy that she called me.
-Anne! We miss you.
My aunt Carmen says.
Carmen was more like a sister to me. She was a bit younger than my mama and she would always encourage me to "live my life".
She's so funny and extroverted. She has a daughter of 4 year old named Aria. Everytime she would work late or she didn't feel well, I would babysit Aria.
She was a mini me. She loved Disney, her favorite food was pasta and she was obsessed with chocolate. Just like me.
-Aria talks about your food all the time you know. I could take her to McDonald's and she would still want your chocolate pancakes.
I laugh remembering she would always ask me to make them for her.
-I miss you guys too. How about you give me a visit when you're close by.
I say.
-Of course baby, well Bryce actually has some business around there tomorrow and maybe we can visit you.
Carmen says.
Bryce,her husband was working so hard, fortunately they moved from Spain to America and now he doesn't have that same messed up work program.
-Sounds perfect! Tell Aria I will make a surprise for her.
I mention ,already thinking about her gift.
-Okay Anne I love you take care amor!
translation:(love)
-I love you too ! Take care tía!
translation:(aunt)
I hang up the phone and put the cinnamon rolls into the oven.
I make my way to my bed and wait for them to bake while I read my book.
I try to concentrate. I swear I try. But everytime i'm trying to do something my mind seems to go to Ares.
I have never felt this before.
It was the same feeling after I read a book and my mind couldn't stop thinking about it for days.
I had to remind me he was just a boy. A boy that at the end of the day I was just another distraction for him.
I hated this.
I hated the way he made me feel.
I feel like i don't have any control of my feelings and i hate not having control of myself.
My eye lids slowly closed as the grip on my book weakened.
Everything went quiet and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
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Two chapters in this short period of time?
Im baaaack.
I bet you guys missed meee🤭.
(Missed you too)
This was the first REAL smut i have ever written.I know it's bad but I'll slowly learn, dont worry.
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