Poems by me

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I wonder when you'll answer me.
I wonder when you'll tell me what's wrong, and why you chose that song.
Do I have the right words, is there anything more I can say to make you understand how much I love you?
Drop a message, i'm waiting for your call.
I miss our banter, so just call me, I miss your voice, just call me.
Why does it take you so long to answer, is it me?
Has your mind changed?
Am I good enough for you?
Why don't you just tell me?
In whispers, on call, in a message.
Do I not satisfy you anymore?
Are my words that of a dead flower,
not holding the same value?
Can we begin again?
I want to know you, you, everything about you.
Your struggles, internal and external, your thoughts and those little details you hold close to your heart.
I just want to speak to you, I need to speak to you, tell you how much you matter to me.
Did you know about the gnawing feeling I get every time i'm stuck waiting on a message?
Or the flutter in my stomach as I see your name appear on my screen?
I think about you, more than I should.
Do you do the same?
If not, no one's to blame.
Just let me know, because I don't know how long my heart can stay tamed.