Now I know
You don't love me
But that's ok
Because I can love me right
I really just pity you
Your world is so small
It's comfortable and safe
You've never broken out of your shell
Every adventure has a soft landing
Just in case you fall
We never would have worked
Because I don't look behind me
Im not afraid of heights
My wings made me soar
Now that I'm above it all
Floating in time and space
I finally hear the music clearly
You were a stepping stone
I was upset you weren't more
But I didn't realize something important
You weren't placed in my life
I was put into yours
God put me here
Because you needed me
This distinction is clear
He knows you need me
You've cut him off
And he needed for you to have someone
I'm the person
That will tell you what no one else will
When I see you self destruct
I'll stop you from going any further
I'm here for advice and laughter
The big and small moments
Your biggest fear is being alone
So here I am for you
The love I feel is changing
It's turning into something different
This feeling is much more natural
It feels more like me
And up here in the clouds
The future seems lighter
I'm sorry
But only to myself
I've been a little hard on her
She was just trying to figure this out
Now I've grown
I'm forever a work in progress
And once my feet touch the ground
I'll be back to work
But for now
I'm happy to enjoy this moment
This full circle moment
Where the air is still and full of possibilities
Finally, I understand the why behind it all
I can't help but sigh in relief
This feeling I was waiting for
Well, it was peace
Feb. 6, 2024