Unsaid Feelings

Battle

I thought, everything was fine
Why do I have to suffer?
Did I've done wrong?
Why everybody sees me to be happy,
But yet here I am
Dealing with my heartache
I feel hurt but...
My head's telling me that I shouldn't be
"She's not that worth it"
My mind says
However, I can't deny the fact
That I had been loved her
Is there anything that kept me going?
My heart says
"Maybe?, just maybe you're wrong about how you sees her. As her"
They battled as I burst into laughter.
I found myself, again
Laughing "am I crazy? Or still blind?"
Well, maybe both. I replied to my mind