Gracie's Pov:
TW: SMUT
Billie - SUB
Gracie - DOM
"Billie" I shouted and she laughed swinging higher and I groaned"I swear- I am gonna kill you when I catch you!" I said and she winked at me and I looked down to hid the blush that formed on my cheeks
"You can't, you know I'll beat your ass" She said and I rolled my eyes but I couldn't stop the smile on my face every time I looked at her. She is so pretty and it hurts so fucking bad because I can't have her, I will never have her, she'll never be mine the way I want and need her. I need her so fucking bad, man
"Mhm, sure, remind me again, who's taller?" I asked and she glared down at me and I smiled
"Oh, fuck off" She said and I chuckled jumping off the swing and she jumped after me"I am hungry, wanna grab a bite?" I nodded and looked around for paparazzi then grabbed her hand and we ran as fast as we could laughing
I love Billie and I love spending each second with her and I wish I would spend my whole life next to her, I'd be her wife and she'll be mine, us having two beautiful kids running around our big house and not worry about her being one of the biggest superstars in the whole world
"I wish I wasn't famous" Billie said suddenly and I looked down at her
"Why? You love your fans" She nodded and looked around while trying to catch her breath
"I know but I wish I could walk on the street without running away from the paparazzi" She said and pointed at a café and I nodded
"Yeah, I know" I said and we walked inside"Do you have any money with you 'cause I don't" She chuckled nodding
"Yeah, I always have my credit card with me" I nodded and sat down at an empty booth"So, I talked with Matthew about you know . . ." I nodded trying my best not to roll my eyes at his name
I hate Matthew and only because I love Billie and I want her to be happier than ever and he is for sure not the person to make her that happy. He's an idiot who cares only about his needs and career. He couldn't give two shits about how Billie feels or how much hate she's been having in the last couple of months. I know he's cheating on her but I cannot prove it, it's like no body, no crime, but I gotta find the body to solve the crime
Billie deserves the world in my opinion. She's the kindest person on earth and I really hope that someday she'll find someone who can love her they way she deserves it, even if it wouldn't be me, I would love to watch her grow old happy knowing she deserves that kind of love
"And? You don't seem pretty excited" I said and smiled at the waiter. He looked at Billie and his eyes widen
"Oh my god! You're Billie Eilish" He said and Billie grinned
"Unfortunately" She chuckled and he squealed making us laugh
"Can I have a picture with you, please, I am a big fan" Billie smiled nodding and took a picture with the waiter then he took our orders and got back to work
"Yeah, he said he doesn't want kids, he doesn't like the idea of waking up in the middle of the night from screaming and crying. And he doesn't think of getting married either, I don't know what to do Grace, I swear- I would break up with him but I love him, you know?" I nodded and sighed
"I know" I said and we talked about other things but I could read the sadness on Billie's face even though she was smiling and laughing. I know she's trying to be though but I don't want her to pretend to be someone else when she's with me, I want her to be herself
Billie and Matthew have been together for over three years now and I swear if she doesn't brake up with him I will brake his neck. I stared at Billie as she was talking with a little fan and smiled all the time. She looks so pretty and I so wish that I could kiss those plump pink lips of hers. She licked them and I couldn't hep but imagine her bare body under mine, moaning my name and bagging for me to kiss and touch her. I want her too much and I think I might kill myself if I don't have her
"Bye" Billie waved at the little girl and chuckled turning back to me and grinned"She is so cute, I want one of those so bad!" She cried and I sighed
"You will have them, I promise you"
I will make it happen, I promise, my love, I would give you the moon if that's what you want
I told myself and she looked down at the price and paid then we got out and made our way toward Billie's house
"I know, I mean-" And I stopped, seeing something I didn't but did want to see
"Grace?" Billie chuckled"You look like you just saw a ghost, you okay?" She asked and came next to me"What are you- oh" She said and looked where I was looking
Matthew was making out with another woman.
I looked at Billie and she was red, she was angry, sad and happy, I could read it all on her face
"Billie- Bil- oh well, who am I to stop her?" I shrugged and ran after the mad woman
"You! You fucking cunt. Liar, that's what you are, a fucking miserable liar" She spatted at him and his eyes widen and looked at me who was grinning"You deserve to rot in hell" Billie shouted
"Baby- this isn't what you think it is, she's my cousin" He said and I started laughing. He's so stupid I can't even-
"Don't you 'baby' her, who the fuck thought you how to lie? Cousin? You were making out with your cousin? Really?" I asked and he glared at me
"You stupid bitch, don't you dare get between us! You are reason this isn't working. You made Billie gay- she's always talking about you" I frowned and Billie rolled her eyes and my heart broke
"Oh please, another lame excuse, I am not gay or whatever you think I am, she's my best friend and she actually cares about how I fucking feel" Billie spatted back and he scoffed"You know what? Honey, I am very sorry but he will cheat on you, he might be cheating on you with another woman, he doesn't disserve your time" Billie said and the girl smiled
"You know what? Billie? You deserve every word the world says about you! You are selfish! Fat! A bitch and a slut and you are fucking possessed!" He yelled making everyone look at us
Billie made her way toward him and smacked him right in the face and I smirked. That's right baby, she fucked you up
"You belong in hell" Billie said and turned around going away. I winked at him and ran after Billie
"Bil, calm down, let's go somewhere, huh? A club or something and get drunk, forget about his stupid ass" I said and she looked at me and nodded
I searched some club near us and went there where we got so drunk that both of us started being very, very touchy with each other
As some random song came I grabbed Billie's hand and she giggled and followed me, both of us laughing on our way to the dance floor. I grabbed Billie's waist and she giggled and placed her hands around my neck and I just stared in her blue eyes then all of a sudden my lips were on hers and she was kissing back
Billie moaned and I pushed her toward the bar, hitting her back against the counter making the girl moan again
"I love you" I said kissing her neck and she moaned running her hands through my hair
"I love you too" She said and I heard cheering but none of us cared because we are very drunk but then I felt someone grab my waist and pull me away and when I looked it was one of Billie's bodyguards
Billie started laughing when one of them grabbed her and I started laughing at her but the bodyguards walked us toward two different cars and drove us toward our houses where he put me to sleep and it was a very hard battle because I was running around and throwing stuff at him but at some point he finally did it and I drifted off
Billie's pOv(next morning):
I woke up with a horrible headache and in my bed with my street clothes on. I stood up and groaned at the feeling but managed to go to the bathroom to wash my face but my eyes widen when I looked down at my neck
Hickeys all over it, purple hickeys on my neck and there are seven of them. What the fuck did I do yesterday?
I ran back in my room and grabbed my phone and saw thousands of messages and most of them were from Gracie but I first looked at the video Finneas send to me
I pressed on it and my eyes widen when I saw me and Gracie making out at some bar which made my brain click and bring all the memories from last night. Under the video was a text saying 'It's all over the internet and your fans are going crazy'
I shook my head and looked at Gracie's texts
Grace, my love<3
Billie
Billie
Billie are you up?
Billie I'm so sorry
It's my fault
I was so drunk
I am so sorry
Please say something
I'm so sorry
Billie please
Billie
Are you mad?
I am so sorry
Please forgive me
I shook my head and look at the tweets and everyone was truly going insane but the good part is that they are very supportive about the video which is very wired because at least if this is true, which it must be since Gracie texted me, I wish I would've been at least sober
I am not mad or anything it's just that. . .I don't know how to feel about the fact that I kissed my best friend and I really seemed to enjoy it. I know Gracie is bisexual but everyone knows me as a straight ass bitch who only likes dick and this is what I thought too. . .until now
The spark I felt last night when her lips locked with mine was unexplainable, something I haven't felt before and I must say it felt amazing and I feel like I need more but do I like her? Or these feelings are only because what happened with Matthew
For the entire day I just stood in my room, going back and forth, trying to figure out what is happening to me. I can't be bisexual, can I? I mean it was only a kiss, it shouldn't mean anything
I got so many texts from Gracie but I couldn't bring myself to look at them. It's currently about two and half in the morning and I think I just figured out what the fuck I am but first I need to go somewhere
I grabbed my keys and my wallet and locked the house then ran toward my car. I don't care how I look or if people will see me without a bra, I only care about this, figuring out how I feel
I speeded up and in about ten minutes I was there. I got out of the car and made my way toward the front door, knocking very hard and very loud, not caring if I wake anyone up
The door opened and Gracie came out with a very cute sleeping face and wrapped in a blanket. Her eyes widen when she saw me and looked around
"Billie what are you doing here? It's three in the mor-" I grabbed her face and pulled her in a kiss, feeling the sparks once again. Yup, that's it, I am very fucking bisexual and I am in love with Gracie Abrams, my best fucking friend
"Don't say sorry for something good" I whispered and she smiled then locked the door and I pinned her against it. I have no clue what I am doing but I know I want to show her how I feel. I pushed the blanket away and looked at Gracie who was only wearing a thin top making me grin"Hands up, love" I said and she looked down at me and chuckled
"Do you have any idea about what you're doing?" I shook my head and slowly take off her top and when I arrived with it under her boobs I grinned
"I have no fucking clue but what I know is that I fucking love you Gracie Abrams and darling you're my love, mine all mine" I said and she stopped and looked down at me shocked
"Y-You love me?" She asked and I nodded
"Yes, I've always felt something for you, every time you touched me something wired happened to my body and I used to ignore it but I won't, not anymore. I don't care what everyone says, I love you and I will love you till the day I die" She smiled and raised her hands up on the air and I grinned taking her top off and looking down at her body and I smiled
I lifted her up and she gasped and to my surprise she's very light. Gracie pulled me in another kiss and I carried her toward her couch then pinned her down and got on top of her
"Do you want me to tell you what to do?" She asked and I shook my head while taking off my t-shirt and she gasped"Oh my" I smiled and she placed one hand on my left boob and her eyes widen"It's soft!" I smiled and grabbed her hands then pinned them above her head making her gasp
I kissed her neck and moved my hand down to her tits making her moan as I massaged them. I guess I am doing good since she moans
I moved down to her nipples and ran my tongue across one of her nipples and she moaned again. After being pleased with what I did with that one I moved to the other one and gave it the same treatment
I moved my hands between her lags and she gasped. I kissed her lips and she stopped me and I looked down at her confused but she grinned and turned me around and pinned me down and I looked at her shocked yet very, very wet
"Billie, let me show you how to fucking do it" She whispered and I gasped when I felt her finger inside me and I moaned throwing my head back. She started thrusting in and out of me while kissing my neck, I moaned when she found my spot
She pushed another finger inside me and I gasped arching my back and moaning as she picked up her speed
"Fuck Grace" I moaned and Gracie chuckled and I felt myself getting closer and I think she felt it too because she pulled out and I whined feeling tears in my eyes at the loss of her fingers
"Open" She said and I opened my mouth and she pushed her fingers I licked them clean as she took off my pants and underwear. She pushed out then kissed my lips, biting my lip causing me to whine
"Gracie" She hummed and I moaned when she ran her tongue across my nipple"Eat me the fuck out, don't tease" I said and she chuckled and placed a kiss on my shoulder then got between my legs and I moved my hips so I could get closer to her face
"Patience, love" She chuckled and I whined then gasped and my eyes rolled at the back of my head when she started licking my clit and then her tongue got inside and moaned louder this time. I swear no man made me feel this fucking good in my life
I felt my self getting closer and closer and she felt it too because she applied pressure on my clit with her thumb and started kitten lick me which drove me insane and I arched my back against the armrest of the couch and screamed out her name as I cummed on her fingers and face
Gracie helped me ride my high then kissed me letting me taste myself and I moaned but pushed her fingers away because of my sensibility. Fuck she's good
"How was it?"Gracie whispered
"How do you think? I've never been that loud in my life but now, it's time for me to return the favor Abrams" I spun us around and straddled on her lap"Are you letting me make you feel good" Gracie looked up at me in awe and I grinned
I started kissing her neck and from there I bet you know how it went but at the end we ended up cuddling on the couch and falling asleep in each others arms