Math was always something easy yet nerve-wracking to solve. Especially when someone's head is filled with the dizziness of lust and the shadowy illusions of that manly chest, curvy waist and luscious body of a certain adult. Yes, the tension of the exam still lingered around him but all he could think about was how his body was tensing up with each moment passing by. Little by little it was already past noon, meaning that only 30 minutes left from finishing the specified hour
Despite that clear warning when his lust-filled gaze stared down the answer sheet, he saw nothing but a few numbers, barely forming a meaningful chart. Other than that, the whole 16-page sheet was empty.
"Students, please start folding your extra sheets to your main paper. Only 29 minutes left"
The exam guard announced in his serious tone, causing a sudden panic among the students as they got themselves busy with finishing their writing as soon as possible. The teacher noticed Jungkook's eerily gaze just staring down, not even attempting to write anything despite that it had been 2 hours since he came back from the supposed nurse's office. It made him feel sceptical and uneasy. He always knew Jungkook was a great student but today, his odd behaviour scared him. As much as he was worried about his health but also anxious about the exam. Hopefully, Jungkook was able to answer at least the passing mark, right?
The teacher finally let out heavy breaths after seeing Jungkook's eyes widen in a sudden realization as his head glanced around in panic before he noticed the clock hanging on the wall. The teen seemed like he was going in and out of a trance as if forcing himself to focus on reality rather than his inner daydreaming
Finally, he held the pen and started writing. One hand holding his gut, lips twitching and face churning in discomfort but he ignored everything at that moment. Jungkook looked panicked, eventually getting out of that hunger for lust as if the effectiveness of that strong drug slowly was ragging out. But still, the physical distress and nausea kicked in pretty much at the same time, causing Jungkook to whimper and sweat, tearing up when he realized that no matter how much he tried, his mind was still not fully working to solve such tough math questions
17 minutes left and 9 questions remained untouched while he was able to somehow answer only 2
No, not enough to pass the exam
Jungkook cried in anguish.
He did not care if he was loud enough to catch everyone's attention. He knew that his first year would be failing, everything got messed up. How and why he was trying not to search for the answers yet. He was scared, super terrified
As his mind finally cleared to solve those queries, time abruptly became a barrier. Even after Jungkook realized that the question paper was under his mercy his trembling fingers and anxiety failed him to write more than 5 responses. And then the time was up
The teacher commanded the students to stop writing but Jungkook was desperately trying to at least solve another equation and he did half of it before his answer sheet was snatched away by the hall guard
"S-Sir please give me just a minute! I beg of you, sir!" Jungkook desperately clutched his paper but the guard wasn't a kind man despite knowing that the boy was sick. "If you don't let go, I'll have to mark your paper negative 5"
Jungkook backed away immediately, not wanting to lose 5 marks from his already struggling numbers. He just looked down and silently cried. His weak body dropped back to the chair as he helplessly covered his sweaty face under his palms as tears leaked down through the crack of his wrist.
He hated every bit of this situation. The confusion about what just happened made him more dreading. What just occurred to him? Why everything was messing him up? What would he do if he failed?
That was his biggest fear. What if just what if? He was a top student respected by everybody, he had a reputation to maintain, had a cycle to keep. He never missed the mark in his 9 years of education life. He worked hard dam it! Was he dying?
"Jungkook is everything okay?"
"Bro we are worried. Why did Taehyung Hyung take you to the nurses's office?"
Jungkook lifted his head up and immediately got face-to-face with those worried eyes of his friends. They were kind of shocked to see Jungkook crying "T-Taehyung hyung must be in pain too. Please Misaki can you go to the seminar? Hyung was there...he's weak" Jungkook whispered lowly while trying to hold back his upcoming tears. Now that Tae's name was mentioned, his kind heart grew anxious for his safety too. He wondered how Taehyung knew that he was feeling sick
Just as a confused Misaki was about to leave to get his hyung, the now-empty classroom's door swung unlocked and revealed a quite messed up Taehyung with a pale face. His dropped eyes widened as soon as he encountered Jungkook's teary eyes. It instantly broke his heart and filled his existence with pure guilt
"J-Jungkook a-are you feeling s-stable?" Taehyung asked in a shaky tone while limping toward the teen. Yes limping because his whole lower region was feeling numb and the semen inside his hole stirred up his sexual appetite to be filled again. Guess he ate the chocolate a little more in amount than his baby
"I d-don't know hyung" Jungkook teared up. His vulnerable eyes and shaking figure almost made the adult whimper. He understood the teen, he figured out everything without him saying anything further.
"Guys please go home. I'll take care of Jungkook" Taehyung requested the boys firmly while holding Jungkook's wrists. Even though neither of the boys wanted to leave Jungkook but they trusted their hyung. Maybe it would be better if they waited for the actual information
"I'll call you later on Jungkook"
"Please don't cry anymore"
"We'll be with you through anything"
Jungkook smiled at his friends who one after another hugged the boy before bowing at Taehyung and then left, along with Misang who just couldn't make himself ease the uneasiness within his heart. Watching Jungkook this stressed wasn't a good sight to witness
After everyone left Taehyung took the chance to get closer to the teen and wiped his tears under his thumb while trying not to cry himself. Jungkook's reddish face felt so warm after so much crying, his eyes must have hurt too.
"Hyung I'm scared! What just happened? I couldn't write anything that well. I-I'll fail this exam h-hyung! H-How will be able to handle this? My one year will just get wasted in seconds. What will I a-answer to my parents?" Jungkook cried harder while Taehyung tried his best to calm him down. His trembling palms kept on weeping away those painful tears but couldn't stop them from producing even more. Jungkook looked like he was about to have a panic attack. His whole body turned cold except for his warm face, chest puffing out aggressively to stabilize his lungs.
Taehyung couldn't be more broken, not after knowing that he was the one who put him in such a messed-up situation "Jungkook baby please shhhh! Take deep breaths, baby. Hyung will make everything right, I promise"
"No, you c-can't!! What can you do? The exam is over! A-Am I dying hyung?" Jungkook whimpered as his saddening eyes wanted nothing but answers. Taehyung being unable to handle it just teared up himself before cupping his soft cheeks
"No, y-you're not dying. It's all my fault! I'm so s-sorry!"
Jungkook sniffed in confusion "Y-Your f-fault?" Taehyung weakly nodded his head while biting his lips from letting out any sudden cry "T-That chocolate was an adult one filled with a strong drug which is usually taken to sexually stimulate a person. A-And I didn't know that"
"Chocolate?" Jungkook widened his eyes and stepped backwards from the adult, implicating a sudden panic within Taehyung "L-Listen I got that as a gift a-and I genuinely did not know..." his voice trailed down when he noticed Jungkook's sudden silence, a sense of betrayal and shock in his eyes and trembling hands clutching onto his school uniform. The teen seemed too hurt yet too dizzy to react to such information
His 1 year of high school life was over just because of someone's sexual need
Yes, it must be Taehyung's fault. Who would not even know if that chocolate was normal or not? At least he would have read the description right. Nothing was making sense. It looked like the adult was trying to frame himself as innocent
Jungkook remembered how Taehyung tried to engage with him yesterday and how he was rejected. The adult was actually so demanding to have sexual intercourse. So much so that he even forced Jungkook to bunk his classes sometimes. Was it his revenge?
"How c-could you do this to me? How could you fall so low to have sex with me?" Jungkook's voice sounded small almost inaudible but the constant tears spewing out of his sour eyes made Taehyung jolt on his spot. His heart flipped bitterly, panic now cruelly pounding his entire core. "No! NO JUNGKOOK! T-That's not true!" he tried to hold Jungkook but was heavily rejected when the teen pushed him roughly in anger
"DON'T CONE NEAR ME! HOW COULD YOU DO SUCH AWFUL SHIT TO ME KNOWING THAT MY EDUCATION WILL BE HARMED?" Jungkook fumed in rage and it was Taehyung who stepped back this time. He tried to speak up, attempted to clear the misunderstanding but what would he say?
Yoongi did not tell him to go and feed Jungkook. Hell, he did not even know if they were still together. Feeding him that drug was Taehyung's mistake but also if he knew about it, he wouldn't have dared to do that right? Yoongi also should face the result
But again who would make Jungkook understand the complexity of the situation? It was normal for him to assume the lowest as per Tae's behaviour, it was easy to assume the worst anyway. Moreover, the teen didn't even know what was going on between him and Mr min and Taehyung before felt like this kid didn't have to know about his professional life. He regretted not warning Jungkook about Yoongi's intentions
Taehyung looked down and took all the insults and shouting from Jungkook. The boy truly was angry, almost getting red. His eyes looked painfully swollen from all those cries. He was just a child who never thought of failing his final exam. It was an obnoxious moment for him and the culprit was none other than his sex addict hyung
"WHATEVER WE HAD, ITS OVER NOW! I don't ever want to see your face! Ever! Did you hear me? YOU DISGUST ME! I HATE YOU TO DEATH! I JUST HOPE KARMA GIVES YOU THE DOUBLE OF WHAT YOU CAUSED ME"
Fear is not just the absence of light; it's the shadow that loomed when the ones we cherish and need slip beyond our grasp, leaving us to navigate the darkness of their absence. And every inch of Taehyung's soul had begun to fall apart due to that unknown fear. His feet were stuck to the ground, only he could lift his head to look into the absence of the eyes of the shorter male. Those gazes of pure loath
"N-No" That was all he could utter but Jungkook wasn't going to hear any more nonsense from him "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU MANWHORE!"
There was no filter in his words. Not even understanding the weight of them. The teen let his venom of outrage injure Taehyung until the adult was too weak to keep his knees away from falling to the ground and hands clasping together to beg for mercy
"N-No p-please! I'll do anything to solve this! A-Anything please no-no!" Taehyung trembled and cried through his broad stares which held an abrupt sense of hopelessness, a kind of desperation for the teen to stay. He had gone mad. He pleaded like he was about to die
Such hostility and craziness surprised Jungkook, Even angered him further. "you're so s-sick" he gritted his teeth in disgust while pushing Taehyung out of his way who already was holding Jeon's feet and apologizing constantly, pathetically, mindlessly.
Kim Taehyung went that lower for a kid, it was nauseating at the same time saddening
Jungkook ran out from that room and when he opened the door he found none other than Misang standing outside with a stunned face. At that moment the taller male didn't give a dam about whether he heard everything or not. His only concern was to just somehow reach his room and cry his heart out
Misang heard something obviously but he still did not know what happened or what kind of role both of them had in each other's life. But those tears in Jeon's surely made his heartburn. Who dared to hurt his friend?
Misang did not go after Jungkook. Instead, he walked into the classroom and encountered a sobbing Taehyung trembling on the ground.
"Hyung"
Taehyung flinched by that voice but did not dare to look back. He did not want to seem more pathetic than he already was "Misang...T-Take his backpack and deliver it to him. Jungkook forgot to-"
"Hyung are you ok?"
"Do as I say Misang"
The teen bit his lower lip in dread while grabbing all the dread while grabbing all the left-out essentials. But before he could step out of the room Taehyung turned around and called for him "Misang"
The teen stopped and looked back, only to feel awful and disheartened seeing Tae's messed up crying face. The adult looked away momentarily while trying to hold back his tears before gazing back at those big concerned eyes
"P-Please d-don't forget to tell Jungkook that hyung will t-take care of everything"