Saturday
11:45am
I wake up and get hit with depression, I can't believe I went from 100-10 in not even a day. Why has it always got to be me, the moment I find something good, it's always too good to be true right? Typical.
Just as I was about to rant in my head again, someone walks in, I turn over and it's Christian with his shirt off , holy Jesus Christ. I sit up in my bed and stare at him, I don't think he realises I'm awake, he turns around and then I see heaven, his back muscles holy shit.
He turns around and jumps a little,
"Sorry I didn't know you was awake"
I smile at him and rub my eye, "no it's fine, how come you left your stuff in here anyway." Pointing at his aftershave he's spraying on himself.
"I checked up on you in the middle of the night, you look so pretty when you sleep"
he smirks at me putting his arms up leaning on the top of my bed, so I can perfectly see his full physique. I start looking at him up and down, and noticing his cute little moles he has all over his chest and stomach. He catches me staring,
"Like something you see?" He smirks at me.
I point at his mole that is near his nipple.
"That's adorable." I say
He looks at me weirdly,
"my mole?"
I nod and he laughs at me.
"That's a new one."
I start touching every mole he has on his upper body, moving further down and down until I get past his belly button to the lowest mole, I feel him shutter because of how close I am.
I move my hand away,
"well I need a shower." I say
He smiles at me, knowing what I was doing.
"Hey, Emily." He says
I turn around, "yeah"
"How you feeling?" He looks at me seriously.
"I'm okay. I've got you."
I say and his face lights up.
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12:34pm
I'm just in the middle of doing my makeup when Christian walks back in, making himself a home on my bed.
"I love your bed, it's so comfy." He says looking up at the ceiling.
"I like my bed as well, that's why I'm always in it."
He leans on his elbow, with his head in his hand watching me as I do my makeup.
"That's mascara!" He points at the mascara I'm putting on my eyelashes.
"Well done, Christian yes it is." I say sarcastically.
He smiles at me.
"Your so beautiful." He says making me feel nervous again.
"Not this morning though." I laugh.
"No you still looked beautiful." He says in a serious tone.
Matthew never spoke this way to me.
I turn around and just smile at him, he knows he has this power over me.
"When your finish why don't we all go to the lake?" He asks.
"Yeah sure, is Kate here then?" I ask.
"Yeah can you not hear them?" Christian says with a cocky smile.
We sit there in silence, I can't hear nothing.
"I'm joking I'm jokin, but I am third wheeling around them so I came up here." He said.
"Trust me I feel the same way around those two, they're madly in love." I giggle.
He just stares into my eyes through the mirror, I start to feel nervous again so I avoid eye contact.
I finish my makeup and then Christian asks the most unexpected question,
"Can I put your hair up?" He says,
"Yeah, um sure.. do you even know how to" I slightly giggle.
"Yes, I do." He says and walks over to me, standing There behind me.
He grabs the hairbrush and does the most perfect ponytail, not even I can make it that smooth. My mouth flies open,
"I did not expect this." I say.
He starts messaging my shoulders and says "expect the unexpected, come on let's go lakeeee" he whines.
"Okay okay" I say.
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1:34pm
Me, Kate, Derek and Christian arrive at the lake, we brought towels, water, food, etc etc.
It was actually a really nice view, there is grass that we'll put our towels on then further down is a brown deck you can jump off of or sit on it and dip your feet in, and then the beautiful lake, it doesn't look dirty at all.. like last year.
Me and Kate start setting everything up while Derek and Christian sprint down to the brown deck and jump straight into the lake, I don't blame them it is really hot.
"Cold, cold, cold , cold!" I hear Christian and Derek scream.
Me and Kate just laugh at them.
I lay down on my back, after setting my towel down, Kate doing the same thing. I always told myself I wouldn't be one of those girls... but now here I am.
12 mins later,
I hear giggling getting closer and closer, I know it's going to be Christian and Derek. Then all of a sudden I feel water being dripped on me. I look up and it's Christian looking down at me, biting his lip.
"Come in the lake, it's nice and cool." He says
"It's so cold though, I heard both of you." I say
"Yeah but then we warmed up to it." Derek says.
Kate stands up and goes with Derek. I stay.
Christian sits down next to me,
"come onnn," he budges me.
"I will in a minute." I say.
"If you don't move I'll sit on you, then you'll have to get wet." He says.
"I dare you."
And just as I said that he pulls up my body and hugs me, causing me to get wet. I try to break free from his grip but I can't. He then grabs my legs and picks me up and throws me on his shoulder. I start screaming,
"CHRISTIAN! CHRISTIAN NO!"
I say laughing but I'm actually scared.
He starts running with me on his shoulder and full on leaps into the lake with me.
The cold water sends a rush through my body, it was freezing. I swim to the top of the water, clearing out my eyes so I can see.
Christian smiles at me smugly,
"I'm going to kill you!"
I say and he starts swimming away screaming.
I try to grab hold of him, but instead he grabs my hands and pulls me into him.
"See, it's warm now." He says softly.
I look around and notice that Derek and Kate have gone back up to the towels.
That's when Christian slowly lets go of me and makes me lean on my back, he brushes his hand all the way from my breasts to my stomach, admiring my body.
I come back up to him and wrap my legs around his torso and hold his neck.
We just stare into each other eyes.
He then grabs a piece of my damp hair that got loose from the ponytail and brushes it behind my ear. I've never felt so appreciated just from a stare and physical touch. Whatever me and Christian have it's not just some fling, it's something else..
Then out of nowhere Derek jumps into the lake causing a massive splash, me and Christian cover our eyes, not that it did much and I put my head in the crook of Christians neck while he had his hand on the back of my head.
Derek swam back up to the top and saw us,
"Come on you two, let's have a lust-free day." Derek says
"Or you know just kiss already" Kate says.
I look at Kate wide eyed, and Christian grabs my chin with his hand and pecks me on the lips. I was taken back and went red like a tomato. Christian just laughed at me.
"Christian come on, I wanna jump in again." Derek says. Derek is such a little boy but is older than all of us.
Christian swam away from me and went with Derek.
I'm still flustered from what just happened, I know it's only a peck but GAH DAMN I want to do it again.
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5:04pm
Derek offered to drop Christian home, seeing as Christian can't drive yet because he can't afford the lessons. Bless him. Me and Christian was sat in the back holding hands, our hands resting on my lap. I was in deep thought about, if Christian is the one for me, I know it's too soon to be thinking that but I just feel so strongly about Christian and I never even felt this way for Matthew, probably because he was all fake.
Just as I was ranting on in my hand Christian looked away from the window and looked down at me, his gaze was very firm but softened when he looked into my eyes. He squeezed my hand tighter, making me have butterflies. I looked out of his window and realised the more we got closer to Christians house the more homeless people you'd see, recked houses, dodgy people and empty streets. He looked at me knowing that I was looking at his area,
"I'm going to get out of here some day, Emily." He whispers to me.
"What are you going to do?" I ask.
"I'm going to become a writer." He says.
And I believe him,
"Do you think I can do it?" He asks me.
"I think you can do anything you put your mind to, Christian."
He softly smiles at me and brings up my hand to softly place his lips on it. This is his thing, I'm never letting any other man kiss me on my hand.
Suddenly the car stops and we've arrived at Christian's house. It's a small, fragile, damp house. But this house raised a fine man so I love it,
"I'll see you lot later, thanks Derek for the ride" Christian says.
"Yeah man of course" Derek nods his head.
"Bye kate" Christian says.
"Bye!"
Then Christian turned to me, looking like he was debating wether to kiss me on the lips or the cheek, then he decides to kiss me on the cheek.
"Call me tonight." He says.
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