Yn pov
I closed the diary ..
It feels suffocated in here ..
I went to the balcony to get fresh air ..
I saw the girl I met before ..
She quickly went away ..
Why is this happening ..
It's been 2 days since I got here ..
And it feels so weird ..
I should have stayed there ..
But it was killing me slowly ..
I can never be myself there ..
But here I can feel the air ..
I closed my eyes
And motivated myself ..
I will love myself ..
He didn't even knew the real me ..
He just knew the scaredy cat ..
But now I will be tigeress..
I will be myself ..
I will feel myself ..
I will love myself ..
I saw there was a computer on the desk
I wasted 2 days missing him ..
But now I will not waste a second ..
I quickly googled ..
A job ..
Well a website opened ..
There is an space vacant for a secretary in this big company ..
Well I applied for it ..
And the interview is after 5 days
I nodded .
If I got selected .. I will get independent..
Someone knocked the door ..
I opened it
"Food" she said ..
"Who are you?" I asked
"Well I live in next door" she said with a smile
"You are not my mom" I said
"I know" she replied
"Stop caring" I said
I was about to close the door
But she slammed it
"Don't check my patience.. eat before it gets cold" she said while grinning her teeth
"O-ok" I stuttered
She just smiled and went away
"What the hell is happening" I asked to myself ..
I am actually very hungry so I just decided to eat .. And then think about her ....
After eating my food ..
I went downstairs ..
At the receptionist
It was the same lady
"Hi" I said
"Any problem ma'am" she asked in fear
" No actually yes .. there is a lady that came to my room today and gave me food she said that she lives in the next door" I said
"Isn't it great to have free food?" She asked
"No.. it's not .. now could you help me to get to know about her .. " I said
She looked around the whole room
And nodded ..
She grabbed by hands and pulled me into the room
"You really don't know about them?" She asked
"About who?" I asked being confused
"They want to protect you at any cost" she mummered ..
"Just tell me about them already?" I asked
"I can't" she said as she left ..
Who?
They want to protect you
You really don't know about them?
I can't
Her words were confusing to me
Who wants to protect me .. Why she could' T tell me ..
I just want to know the truth ..
To change my mind ..
I searched about the CEO..
Kim industries ..
Mr Kim is the CEO
I searched about it even more
He is known as cold berg ..
He is very determined person
And he have expanded his dad's company ..
There are no pictures sadly ..
He must be a camera shy..
Or ugly
Oh diary ..
I took out my diary and started writting
Dear kook
I applied for a job .. because I want to be independent..and happy again .. my love for you is unconditional.. even though being apart .. I can't stop but think about you .. also the stranger are getting weirder ..so am I..take care kook I love you .. sadly I will also take care of myself ..
Yn
I smiled at the diary ...and watched some random things on tv
Jungkook pov
After Lizzy gave me a guest room ..
I decided to take some fresh air ..
So I went in balcony and sat in there ..
"Mr kook here" she said ..
She had a cup of coffee in her hands
"I didn't asked for it?" I asked
"Coffee makes things better" she said ..
"It doesn't make any sense" i said
She just holded my hand
"Don't worry .. everything is gonna be okay" she said with a warm smile
"Jimin told you everything didn't he?" I asked
"No.. he didn't kook .. your eyes don't lie ...and I can see truth hidden in them" she said
"Oh really what do you see?" I asked sarcastically
"Regret .. guilt ..sad .. lonely.. sadness .." she said
That made me silent for a second ..
.. nobody get me that well ..
Not even the therapist..
But the girl he just met ..
Knew everything
"You made a mistake didn't you?" She asked
'I nodded ..
"You regret it " she said
I nodded again
"Now you are filled with guilt and sadness" she said
I nodded
"You never felt understood" she said
.. how tf she knows
"You lived in a house but never a home" she said ..
She kept the coffee mug on side table
And gave him a hug .
"You are like a open book kook .. and I want to read every page" she said
"I will fix everything kook" she said