- Yeah... Do you think we are Destined for each other? He chuckles.
- But maybe we are...? I look at him as I get closer.
- you think we know long enough...? He gets closer to me as well and his face is getting closer to mine.
- I think I do... I get close enough to finally kiss him... It was the best feeling in the world but I back up after a moment while looking at him with shocked face.
- Elias looks at me worried. W-What's wrong Max? Did I do something that you don't like???
- No! I-I just can't Elias...!
- What do you mean you can't Max?!
- Elias! I'm straight!
- W-What...? Then why did you kissed me?!
- I couldn't control it! I got carried away! I-It was like something forcing me to do it! I didn't meant that! I'm so stupid! I get up and start to run to my house.
- MAX! WAIT! He chases me but after a while he gives up and Comes back to his house.
I run into the house and upstairs locking in my room crying as my sister sees me and knocks at my door.
- Max? Are you okay? What happened?!
- I cry at the pillow in my room. LEAVE ME ALONE MANAE!
- She sighs loudly. Please let me in Max...
- NO! LEAVE!
- Max! Why are you you crying?!
- JUST LEAVE! I start to cry even more.
- I'm coming in. she somehow unlocks the door and gets inside while running to me and embracing me. Max... What's happening?
- Elias! I can lose my best friend because of my stupid mistake...!
- What did you do? I don't think it will be that bad!
- We kissed and-
- You are gay?!
- THAT'S THE REASON! I'M NOT BUT I GOT CARRIED AWAY AND I DIDN'T KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING! Im so dumb...! I cry even harder as I grip onto my pillow.
- Oh... Well- maybe you'll talk with him?
- I will... Just please leave the room...
- Take care... She leaves the room and closes the door behind her.
- I get up and calm down. After I calm down I call Elias.
- Elias picks up the phone. Max! Are you okay?!
- Yeah... I-I just want to say sorry for the kiss and I'm sorry that I ran away like a coward... I got carried away and I kissed you... I just really like you and I'm really happy that I have a friend like you but... I just got a bit carried away y'know...?
- Max, it's fine. I didn't mind, I understand that...
- You think we still can be friends...?
- What?! Why are you asking that?! Of course! I don't want to lose a friend like you! You are too important for me to lose you Max!
- Okay... Well... See you tomorrow then Elias...
- Goodbye Max... Take care...
- I will... I hang up and lay on my bed disappointed at myself.
I said I'm not gay and I lied... But I am attracted to him like no one is! I really like him and I don't want to lose him because of my stupidity... I just have to find the right moment and finally tell him the truth! Why I'm scared to show my true sexuality...?
I dreamt about us again...
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547 słów to nie jest tak źle...
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Jutro part 6 ig...