Diary by Annz

By annz_2yra

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Just my diary that I post, some of them just my emotional feeling just like you are Dear Diary By - Annz Eyra More

Care; do it?
Suicide?
Affection?
Dont...
Love?
Beside?
Mean?
Fight.
Cement heart.
Anxiety
Parents
Hopes
Pink
gone
gone pt two
hate
rasa
feel.
idontknow
#kitabaikramaisayang
abandoned
somedays
fuck
life are hard
newbookmaterials*
when we were best friends
you was mine
;;;;;*
...
i will never defeat them all
am I even alive?
sleep paralysis
manic episodes
secrets within me
regrets, disappoints just pained me
sit down and reminiscing
no one cares
manic episode 3
I'm warded
I like you, honestly.
we are human, aren't we?
start from zero, till I known. but, to you, let's remain unknown, again
rip, to our known one (WAR)
1976 + 1977 + 2002 + 2023 = 21
IF sent to me, from N.
I have a thing to clarify-
surprised still
entitlement
I love you, sayang
21st Dystopian
declining human's emotion
don't have title
too short to know more, too long to longing for
It's just foggy today
If you let me talk, Mom...
Probably or Maybe.
sinner: forgiven ___ forgetful
in the dirtiest room :-

Usah Takut, Usah Khawatir

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By annz_2yra

Quran, 75:40

"Is such ˹a Creator˺ unable to bring the dead back to life?"

and,

Quran 14:10

"Their messengers asked ˹them˺, “Is there any doubt about Allah, the Originator of the heavens and the earth? He is inviting you in order to forgive your sins, and delay your end until your appointed term.”1 They argued, “You are no more than humans like us! You ˹only˺ wish to turn us away from what our forefathers worshipped. So bring us some compelling proof.”"

and,

An angel replied, “So will it be! Your Lord says, ‘It is easy for Me, just as I created you before, when you were nothing!”

and,

It's giving me opinion: "God, I doubting. I don't feel it's real. I don't think I am living. I don't think I am human to begin."

and,

Now I am wondering, when I am wander around sometimes. Why this seems never end? Why do I feel like there's a button to undo? A switch to restart. A spell to end or a setting to put it off at anytime how a person's wishes ahead? Why?

then, I got answer. I don't know if it's God, or His one creation too...

"Don't worry, don't even think. If not alive, then dead (you'll be)."

I guess, the wonder hits the ponder. I still wander, for twenty-two years.

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