ONIKA
The warm water hit my feet as I walk in the sand usually I'll be irritated at the feeling of sand sticking to my feet but right now the calmness, the sound of the waves relaxed me. The thought of watching the sun slowly fade make me feel all cozy and warm inside, I heard my name being called so I turned my head and saw jatavia sprinting and robyn behind her.
"ROBYN STOP CHASING ME!" she yelled and run in circles, we're in vacation somewhere california, Lauren suggested that she wanted to go here.
"Girl give me my phone back!"Robyn yelled behind her, still chasing her. They both stumbled and fell but it didn't stop them from running again,
"NO! STUPID BITCH, WHO THE FUCK IS KYLA?!" I know jatavia is jealous I can hear it all over her face, their relationship is complicated, one day they can't leave eachother alone then the next day they wanted to kill eachother.
"ONIKA GET YOUR BESTFRIEND!" Robyn yelled, she stop just to point jt and mugged me, I rolled my eyes ignoring them it's not my fault that robyn likes to be a whore, I went back to our tent and saw beyonce eating something we literally begged her to come with us and I'm happy that she's here. I wanted to sit with her but instead I sit besides nasir, still stealing glances at her. She's really pretty and her skin is glowing, she's literally the definition of femmasc, like she's masculine but still feminine.
After I steal some of nasir's food, he left to do his things so its just me and bey. Smiling I stand up and sit besides her, peeking on her phone, and of course she's texting some bitch.
She turned her phone off and rolled her eyes,
"Why you looking at my phone?" I look up to her and smile sheepishly,
"I didn't even see anything, who's kiana?" She smacked her lips and stand up,
"See. Fuck outta my face" I tried to grab her but she kept moving her body, I stand up Infront of her I tried to reach her, she mugg me hard
"Stop touching me bruh. I swear I'll hit you", i don't give a fuck though, I grab her and again she pushed me this time harder causing me to stumble back, her body turns towards me and she held a deadly glare.
"Are you really that dumb? And can't understand a simple word. Stay the fuck away from me!" She yelled pushing me more, I grab her wrist but she yank her hand back. I gasp when I feel her hand wrap around my neck,
"I-i just want to talk bey" I whispered trying to pry her hand, she Chuckled dryly, tightening her grip around my neck,
"I. Don't. Want. To. Fucking talk bit-" she didn't finish her sentence as nas pulled her by her shoulder, I gasp hard, clutching my hand tightly. Panic rushed through me as I saw them tussling, pushing and beating each other up, immediately I rushed to them pulling nas away from her,
"Robyn get her!" I yelled, robyn and Chris sai run to us and pulled her, I moved Infront of him, pushing him softly
"Please stop, that's enough. You don't have to put your hands on her" I whispered lowly,, making him smack his lips
"I can't put my hands on her but she can put her hands on you?"
"Nasir"
"No onika! That shit isn't fair, look at your neck! That bitch left a fucking bruise on your neck!" I sigh,
"Life ain't fair my boy, it ain't my fault she doesn't want you. Maybe the dick wasn't dicking" he tried to get to her again but I stand my ground and kept pushing him.
"You letting that bitch disrespect me onika?"
"Please stop nas, can we just enjoy our vacation in peace?" I whispered. I wasn't expecting any of this I just want to enjoy our vacation, I just wanted to be with her.
"You ruined the 'vacation'" beyonce mumbled behind me, I heard them bickered back and forth and I just look down.
"You a fuck ass bitch for letting her go. Clearly YOU ARE the stupid one here Beyonce. You let a fucking dime go because yo ass want to be dramatic and shit!" He yelled making her scoff.
"And what are you? A dog that will follow her stupid ass because you want some pussy?" She laugh, I glance towards her and saw her shaking her head,
"I'm a man and you're a piece of shit, you couldn't even stay in one pussy because you wanted to be a whore so bad."
"Hmm that's why I fucked your sister" she clapped back, smirking at him. Immediately I raised my hand and pulled him closer
"BITCH?!" I know she's lying, she's not that kind of person, I hoped
"Nasir, please. Stop!" He snatched his arm and fix his shirt, keeping his eyes on her,
"I'll fucking kill you bitch" I'm not letting that happen. he look back to me with disappointment on his eyes,
"I'm sorry," I whispered but he left the moment I said that,
I stayed with them because I know nasir needed some space,
I stayed with them almost the whole day. So when I saw nasir walking I immediately stood and walk towards him,
"Nas!" I called him, he kept walking. Mumbling,
"Nas come on!" I called, pulling his arm. He turned his head with annoyed look on his face, his lips is swollen and he got a cut on his eyebrow and a dried blood on his nose,
"What nic?" He irritably said, rubbing his forehead.
Sighing, " I'm sorry."
"It's aight, I just wish you would stop chasing her stupid ass." He know well that I can't, so I didn't say anything.
"Listen nic, you're pretty, smart. You're everything a man or woman wished for, stop wasting your time and life chasing her. You're still young, we're still young. Instead of chasing her, chase your dream ," he said holding my hand with his and softly caressing it, I sighed. Pulling my hand away.
"I loved her nas, you don't know her like I do."
"I don't, but I know you. You're not like this. The old you will not let anyone hurt you physically or emotionally," I wiped the tears that I didn't even feel falling from my eyes. I hate the part that he's not wrong, this is not me. I don't let anyone embarrassed me, hurt me or even see me crying, but I guess she's the only exception.
"I'm leaving on april 2nd." I look up and saw him already looking at me,
"I'm going back to atlanta, you can come with me and forget every thing. you can change your life onika, left all the pain behind." He whispered, cupping my face with his hand, I don't know but I feel so safe around him that I almost said yes. I just wished she was him, I wish I could feel this safeness around her once again,
"One month from now?." I asked, slowly closing my eyes as i placed my forehead against him. I can feel him nodding his head, I grab his wrist tightly letting my tears fall from my eyes,
"Yes, if I give you a one month to decide is that enough?" No,
"I'm sorry," I cried and he wiped my tears away, kissing my closed eyes and rubbing my cheek,
"Girl, stop crying. It's not your fault and I'm not mad at you" I opened my eyes and look at him, his brown eyes staring at me.
"I want to leave all this behind onika," he whispered, placing a small kiss on the bridge of my nose, smiling I nodded my head.
"Me too, but-"
"I know, you have time. And at the end of the day it's all about you,"
BEYONCÉ
I hate that fucking bitch,
"Yo, I'm not going to say anything at this point." Robyn said, shaking her head in disappointment. I scrunched my face and roll my eyes.
"You don't have to push her Beyoncé" I shrugged my shoulder, placing my phone down. She deserves it she kept pushing and it pissed me off.
"Stop acting like it wasn't her fault," they just rolled their eyes at me,
"She loves you bey, she just wanted to know whats going on with your life, just wanted some closures. It's been a year move on bey, stop making that girl suffer" I couldn't, and I don't want to. I don't want to stop, I want to see her hurting, I wanted to see her in pain. I wanted to hurt her the way she hurted me.
"Beyoncé,"
"What? What robyn? What do you want me to do?!" I groaned throwing my head back, this is frustrating,
"Talk to her, fix yo shit. Fucking apologize!"
"Hell no" I shook my head, she deserves every pain that I gave her in fact that wasn't enough, she deserves more. Just thinking about her made my body heat. Speaking of her, she walks back sitting on the other side of our tent with her head down,
"Where's Nasir?" Jatavia asked her, I didn't hear what she said back and I don't care.
I'm ready to go home, we're now folding the tent and cleaning the area that we used, the day went smooth so I'm not tripping, she's not bothering me so it went smoother. I put the last cooler and chris closed the trunk, walking back. I opened the door to my car and crank it up, I'm riding my own car because I don't want to ride with them, I heard a knock on my window as I turned my head and immediately smacked my teeth before I roll my eyes, I'm not opening any shit and I'm not letting my window down, onika knocked again and it actually about to piss me off so I let the window down. Mugging her,
"What?" I said with attitude on my voice, she put a small smile on her lips, looking at my car but not me.
"Can you open the door?"
I raised my eyebrow, because why? She supposed to ride with them or with his little boy toy,
"And why would I do that?" She sigh,
"They left already"
"And where's your little boy toy?"
"Please bey, he's rushing. he need to ran some errands. Please?" I scoff. Well in that case that's not my fault,
"I suggest you start walking now," I moved and let my window up, and I drove off. Because hell no, I'm not letting her sit on my car comfortably,
And of course she's going to call robyn and now the bigforehead is calling me.
I answered though,
"What robyn? I'm busy." I groaned,
"You're not busy bitch"she said, I smacked my lips.
" I am busy robyn, I'm tired I want to go home!" I said frustratedly.
"What the fuck is your problem beyonce?!"
Shrugging, "I don't have a problem rob."
"Bitch you left onika alone and told her she better start walking are you dumb?"
"It's not my fault that you left her or even her boy toy robyn." I gritted, I heard her sigh on the other line,
"Please bey, go back."
"I'm telling momma T"
"Stop snitching forehead"
"Please go back!"
"No."
"No?"
"No."
"Please bey?"
"Hell fucking no robyn. You can go back there and get her ass"
"I'll pay you." Hmm okay,
"How much?" I heard her sigh again,
"300" no thanks,
"10" I said as I turned my car back,
"What?! No! 300 that's final!"
"10,000. Deal or no deal" she smacked her teeth and grumbled, while I'm smiling and dancing on my seat,
"Deal." She gritted, I laugh hard. I can literally imagine her face, she's acting like she's broke,
"And I want that in cash, give me my money later." I ended the call before she can even say anything and stopped my car, I rolled my eyes hard as I saw her sitting and holding a puppy on her lap, I honk and saw her look up she stand up and wrap the puppy with a pink blanket before she walks towards my car. She opened the door and I stopped her,
"Put that thing down." She raised her eyebrow, holding the puppy tightly,
"He's orphan." So?
"And? No fucking dog inside my car."
"I wrapped him up" she said scrunching her face,
"Do I look like I give a fuck? No dog or no ride. it's your decision." She nodded,
"I guess I'm walking," she closed the door and started to walk, Robyn called me again but I declined so she texted me instead
I'm giving u the money, allowed her to do shits Beyonce:
Fucking annoying, I drive slowly,
"Get in the car." She stop smiling, and reach for the handle before she sit inside, still holding the dirty dog.
I drove off, and played some music so I can avoid her talking, and the good thing she's not talking. Just on herself like she's whispering and shit while rubbing that dirty dog.
"What should i name you cutie?" She whispered making my eye roll,
"Browny is overrated, and I don't want to name you browny, you're already brown, how about binx? Binx!" She squealed making the puppy bark, wiggling his small tail,
"Yo shut the fuck up!" I groaned, rolling my eyes hard, this girl I'm about to drop her ass on the road and fuck the money, but I want to annoy robyn and keep her money.
"You're a party pooper, right binx?" She talked to that little gremlin like he can talk,
"Stop talking," I mumbled she kept talking to that though it's like fuck me,
"You still loved me, because you let me bring him and even ride with you" she cheesed, looking at me her dimples showing,
"No, Robyn paid me"
"Hmmm hmmm, lie all you want I know you still love me, and I still love you" she said,
"I rather die" honestly love doesn't go away easily, I've been with her since highschool. She's literally my high school sweetheart and even though I killed my 'friend' for fucking her I still have a love for her I just couldn't see myself with her anymore, I can't even trust her anymore and everytime i look at her i saw the lies that she kept from me,
She made me hate myself, she changed me to the point that I didn't even know myself anymore.
She's sleeping now. Thanked god, her head is on the window and her dog staring at me. Like that little dirty bitch is staring at me the whole ride, I dont even know why the fuck i let her bring this dog, his tongue out and he's dirty as fuck,
"The fuck you looking at yo?!" I mugged him and he started to make some noise with his teeth showing,
"What?!, bite me and I will throw you out of this window." He kept growling at me as I stopped my car Infront of onika's house.
"Stop growling, if you she woke up I'm throwing you out," I gritted. Squinting my eyes at him, we still have a 11 minutes drive and I don't want to hear her voice again.
Before I drop her off I bought some Chick-fil-A to eat while I drive, when I saw her house I immediately speed off.
"Yo! Wake up bruh" I shook her shoulder and heard her grumbled before she open
Her eyes and rubbing them. She held the dog tightly and opened the door,
"Thank you," she said smiling,
"I'll kiss you if I'm not holding him" she pouted making my face scrunched,
"Hell nah, I'll punch your face" I laugh making her pout deepened,
"Thank you though, I loved you. say bye binx" she put that little dog paw up and move it from side to side, she cackled and said goodbye, and I drove off.
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