Chapter 46.
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Big Dick Daddy
- Ja'Aliyah nice big buddy man.
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SUNDAY
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TEVOY'S POV:
11:09 AM
Ready fi reach a mi yaad now.
Mi mind a tell mi lowe ar out but mi heart a tell mi love ar up more. Just nuh think dah b ya rate mi like how she seh she rate mi.
Mi been deh pon e streets from a longer time yuh zeet. Nun nuh out deh apart from a fun night and a one bruk. Mi experience all a dem ting deh aready. Suhmu long term mi a look now. Possibly mi wife and mi kids madda.
It nuh look like she wah dat doe, n mi nuh wah tie dung nuh baddi pickney. She can leave if she wah leave.
I leaned back into the make shift bed, surrendering to the music's complete dominance.
Because man paranoid and right now man numb so nuh matter how she try show me she have love dawg the results is mi nuh have none
Nuh girl neva mek mi feel dem way yah, mi get too vulnerable and mek she hurt mi repeatedly.
Caa mi heart dutty and mud up but gyal yuh fuck up and corrupt so mi nuh wah no love baby
Caa mi heart dutty and mud up but gyal yuh fuck up and corrupt so mi nuh wah no love baby
Maybe me a overreact, but mi firm inah miself yuhzeet, mi nuh insecure and mi nuh watch pussy needa
Yuh nuh know how mi feel,
yuh nuh real,
seh yuh love me and leff mi fi bleed
But she basically have e man a dry hump ar. Den a use being drunk as an excuse? Suh dat mean seh if mi did drunk mi coulda have an orgy and it woulda okay doh? If she did ina clothes it woulda bad and nuh suh bad but the likkle skimpy shit weh she have on. Weh mi alone suppose to a see anyway? And if mi did mek a next gyal dance pon mi all hell bruk loose to bomboclaat.
Neh use to know how fi express miself but we a man now yuhzeet and mi try talk out things instead a assume but e b tek mi fi robot. Like mi nuh bawn wid feelings tuh, like anuh the same blood run through the whul' a we.
How if mi duh nothing weh mek ar the slightest bit sad she malice mi but she a duh things weh a hurt mi?
Poor ting. A just likkle love we want inuh.
From a smaller age a mommy and Kay alone mi did have. E battyboy neh love mi, nor mommy nor Kay. N mi still blame miself seh mi mek him duh weh him duh to dem. When mommy passed a did me and Kay one, mi neva three know how fi express mi love fi ar and dats why mi buy ar everything ar heart desire.
Use to just fuck and cut till mi meet Tianna. Did find some form a comfort dessuh but mi nuh sure if a did love. How yuh seh yuh love mi and mi a explain seh mi neh fuck mams and you aguh tell mi otherwise? Like mi eva do nothing fi yuh nuh trust mi.
Bomboclaatt...yuh know seh dah gyal deh did a fuck poh mi doe.
Dats why she react the way how she react and play victim afta.
Can bet seh a the same ute pickney she wah pin poh mi.
Mi bruk yuh heart like a bokkle cause yuh bruk mine
Mi cut yuh vibes and yuh cut mine.
Mi nah guh play no victim cause mi know mi wrong too. Mi shoulda did mention seh yeh, there may be a possibility seh the child a mine, but at the same time e gyal tell mi seh a neva mine already suh how the fuck mi fi know?
...Yuh mek mi fall in love a that mi sorry fah,
Feel foolish now but mi aguh carry on
An mi no curious fi find another one
Right now mi furious all though mi dominant...
Song yah real yuh fuck, like a me e man mek it fah
"...mi neva wah fi seh this but might be the two of us nuh meant to be."
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MONDAY
Ja'Aliyah's POV:
📍Resort
Mi sleep out the whole a yesterday. Everyone had gone jet ski riding but I stayed behind . The only ride mi wah ride a mi man cocky and him vex wid mi.
I sighed before taking another drag from my scliff.
Cya believe mi might loose mi man ova something so stupid. How mi fi a enjoy miself?
Just then my phone started ringing.
Big Dick Daddy🥰🍆
would like FaceTime...
I immediately answered as the butterflies began fluttering.
I was the first to speak,
"Baby?"
"Why yuh lock up ina the house and nah guh nowhere?" His face was not in the frame though I could see the smoke diffusing in the air from his scliff.
"...because...because mi nuh feel good."
"Wa duh yuh?" He asked with a hint of concern.
"I miss you, and I'm sorry... mi just love you and mi sorry fi real. Mi nuh know how fi enjoy miself when mi relationship may be over. I want to come home."
He was silent for a while and then he spoke.
"Ah. Gwaan pack yuh tings dem soon link yuh back."
"Okay I lo-."
He hung up.
Him still vex but it's understandable.
I felt like a weight was immediately lifted from my shoulders. Mi get back mi mannnnn. Although him still Ina him feelings.
I got up from the hammock and started packing my things.
Whatsapp audio
Mommy👩🏾🍼🩷
"Wah gwaan mi pickney?"
"Deh ya inuh mommy, what's up?
Mi buy nuff tings fi unu."
"Ee like wa?"
"Some nice t-shirt and dress and-"
"Whol on deh Ali mi a get a call"
HOLD
I used this time to continue packing my things, but bad to bad yuh know seh she rude though? A who more important than mi?
After a minute or so the call ended.
She not even seh she gone.
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"Girl weh yah pack up suh early for? Nuh Wednesday we a leave?" Poochie asked from behind me.
"Yeh, well unu a leave Wednesday but mi miss mi man and him seh mi fi pack."
"Suh nuh we come yah fi get away from the man dem?" Krista questioned with her eyebrows furrowed and her hands akimbo.
"Yeh but-"
"Liyah Dominique seh fi tell you him gone." Essence came in saying.
"Gone weh?"
"Home, a something urgent him say him haffi attend to."
So why mi couldn't guh pon the flight with him?
Something nuh right.
And why mommy hang up poh mi?
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