"I'm sorry.."
the familiar voice makes me turn back to see my mother in law bumping with some one and apologising to the stranger
"eomoni?" I was about to make my way to her but she and her husband had already started their track towards us "Jungkook-ah, how's my daughter?" she asks, taking my hand, her voice quivering in worry
"s-she is.." I stop and look back at the doctor to see him taking off his mask "she is alright" he answers with a smile. the news makes my heart relax
"c-can I see her?" I ask, turning my body fully towards him "she is taking a rest now. you can visit her after she wakes up" the doctor informs as I nod my head "what happened to her? was it something serious?" y/n's father asks
"she hit her head very hard which led her to lose a lot of blood. the panic of getting into an accident made her situation more tense but she fought and made it" he explains her condition and I was all ears, attentively listening to each of the words that he voices out
the doctor looks at me with an assuring smile, "I can understand your feelings very well, Mr. Jeon. but there's no need to worry. the both of them are safe. your wife and your baby-"
"Doctor Choi!" the doctor was cut off by his name being called in a hurry. we turn to look behind him and see a nurse coming out from y/n's room
"what happened?" "Mrs. Jeon is asking for you as soon as I told her that you're talking with her family" the nurse tells him "I'm coming in a bit-" "she told me that it was urgent for you to talk to her before you talk with them" she explains causing for him to sigh
"alright. Mr. Jeon, I'll be right back" he turned to leave but I called him back before he vanished into the room "now that she's awake, can I see her?" "after I confirm the status of her health and energy" I nodded, understanding. my eyes on the doctor's back as he left to check on his patient with the nurse from before
end of perspective
"Mrs. Jeon?" you look up to see the doctor entering the room "how are you?" "feeling a bit better" you answer him, your voice expressed your weakness
"the nurse told me that you wanted to talk to me" a sigh escapes your mouth, you nod your head "you know about my pregnancy, don't you?" the doctor furrows his brows but nods to your question "but my family doesn't, doctor"
"what?" he blinks his eyes as you smile "I thought you might reveal the news to them. actually, I want to surprise them" you tell him as he nods "I didn't know. thank you for stopping me then" he laughs making you let out a small chuckle, yourself
"congratulations, Mrs. Jeon. and best of luck for your surprise plan" "thank you, doctor" your heart felt soft
"do you want me to call your husband inside? he is really worried about you" your eyes widened "u-um, sure. call him in"
the doctor smiles at you one last time before exiting the room
you played with your fingers, thinking about what will happen if you tell him about the mixture of you two growing inside of your tummy
will he be happy? will he even accept it? fear arose within you. if he tood you that he didn't want it. what will you do? where will you go with this innocent little soul?
does he even love you? did he even accept you as his wife? at first, it was a marriage of convenience. then later, he was forced
you didn't have any problem raising your both's little one on your own. but you love your husband, you crave for his affection. you want to raise the child with him, together
a tear slipped from your eye because of the negative thoughts that you found displeasing
"love?" the train of those unwanted thoughts finally leave from your station after you hear the nickname coming from the only someone you love
"Jungkook.." he walks his way close to you "how are you feeling? does it hurt? is it paining a lot?" he sits on the stool beside your bed
your heart warms up to his concern, a smile forms on your lips to display the feeling "I'm feeling just fine" you answer him
he takes your hand intertwines your hand with his "you know how I worried I got?" his voice cracks "God forbid, what if something.. h-happened to you?" your eyes saddens hearing him
he was looking so fragile right now. "nothing could've happened.." he stares at you in disbelief "how are you so sure?"
"because you prayed for me to be safe" you answer to him in a soft tone, your hand applies a little pressure on his hand. "h-how did you-" he was shocked, confused how did you know
"I-I mean.. what are you saying?" he cleared his throat, trying to deny your assumption "you went to the church? just to pray for my safety?"
Jungkook looks away, his grip on her hand tightens "I could do anything for you, y/n" he looks back at her eyes
"but you don't trust in God" he smiles and places lips on your hand "I do from now. He kept you safe" Jungkook gets and pecks the bandage on your forehead
"but how did you get to know?" he tilts his head in confusion "the nurse told me. she always goes to the church before coming to hospital. she saw you crying your heart and talking while sitting on a bench. later she saw you inside the hospital after she was assigned to take care of me. she didn't mean to but heard eomma confronting you about your prayers and visit to there for me. she understood the situation"
"she told me about it but I said that she must've misunderstood. but she soon proved me wrong. she told me I must be really lucky to have a loving husband like you"
a corner of lips lifts upward, "you are lucky. aren't you?" he jokes and leans in
I smile and lean in as well, causing our foreheads to touch "I am.."
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Y/n's Perspective
Just like the doctor said to me, I was discharged at night in the same day. I was so excited to unfold the surprise to everyone
tell his parents and my parents that they were going to be grandparents. tell our friends and his sister that they were going to be uncles and aunties
and the most important of them all, tell my husband that was going to be a father soon
eomma and appa kept me in tight schedule of doing absolutely nothing but just rest while they spoiled me with their love and care
but Jungkook was more strict of me even helping him in the business or any chores after my injury
but now after a week, I was able to be alone in this mansion with some helping-hands. eomma and appa stayed with us for a week and today they left. I somehow convinced Jungkook to go to work today
and now, I was on my way to the mall to buy some needed stuff for the surprise. I told Mr. Kwon to not inform Jungkook about it or else he wouldn't let me go
I was in the clothing section for babies. the store was so cute and heartwarming. I felt baby fever. my patient to cuddle the precious soul in my arms was running out
all of them clothes were very cute. I chose two of them for the disclosure later this evening.
one saying "guess who's this little human that is soon about to surprise you, grandpa and grandma"
other one saying, "can't wait to be cradled in your arms, dadda"
the texts made me tear up. they were just so cute!
I then brought some cute baby shoes and stuff that babies needed. I also bought a pregnancy test kit to test it and put it for Jungkook to see
after being satisfied with the shopping, I went back home and started preparing for everything
after freshening up, I quickly went inside the kitchen and started to cook Jungkook's favourite dishes. eomma and appa also loved the same dishes so I really didn't need to make anything else except my his favourites
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"how was work?" I ask Jungkook as he removed his shoes and made his way towards me "good. but I do miss you. get well fast and join the company again so that there will be no chance for me to stay away from you this long" I playfully roll my eyes at him
"Mr. Jeon, I'm completely fine. I can join the company but it's you who's stopping me" I reminded him as he laughed hearing me scolding
"now, go get freshed up. eomma and appa are about to be here soon and I've cooked all of your favourites" his smile drops
"you cooked?" I nod to him "where are the helping-hands? why did you cook, y/n?" I sighed "Jungkook, you know how boring it is to not do anything? I wanted to make them with my own hands. now go. you stink" Jungkook shakes his head in disappointment
after he left for upstairs, I walked inside the kitchen and started preparing the table. the others also helped me
and after I was done and satisfied with the picture of the table, the doorbell making me grab a towel and wipe my hands before I walk to the door
"I'm so happy that you guys came!" I chirped, feeling happy and excited to see his parents standing at our door step. "how can we deny our precious daughter, hm?" eomma entered and hugged me and same goes for appa
they told me that they had a work near our house so they will here at evening. I decided to take this chance and asked them if the could come over to have dinner with us and they agreed
soon later, the four of you were sat at the dining table. eating, you shared some small chit chats with each other in between
"these are really delicious indeed but y/n" Jungkook starts making me look at him "you shouldn't have cooked. you're still unwell" "Jungkook, I'm telling you. In this entire week, I've never felt so lively" you tried to make him understand
"but y/n dear, why'd you suddenly cook all of these and invite us?" appa asks as I give them a mischievous smile "I have a surprise for you three"
they look at you with confused and curious eyes "and what might that surprise be?" I chuckle at eomma, "how will it be a surprise if I already tell you about it?"
"eomma, appa let me give you more-" standing up from my place, I stretched my arms to serve them food "I've ate enough, dear. my stomach is about to burst" "same with me. the food was so delicious that I kept eating despite my stomach being so small. I really need to find some air to breathe" I couldn't control my laugh hearing them
all of us finished eating. the three of them were in the living room, entertaining themselves with the TV. I was keeping the plates and pans aside in the sink when a hand appeared from my side
"why'd you bring these? I told you I'll do it. go, be with eomma and appa" taking the plates from his grasp, I insisted on him not helping me but he shook his head
"I want to help my wife. you got any problem with that?" he replied, sassily
"you're so- aish! forget it" I stomped my feet, knowing that it's of no use to argue with him
he took the duty of drying the dishes while I was doing the dishes. when I was engrossed in my work, I feel a presence behind
"J-Jungkook, what are you d-doing?" I try my best to keep my flustered self to my self and not let him see it when he pressed his front against my back, his arms on each side of my waist as he stretches them to take a plate from the sink before also working on to make it clean
"the dishes you gave me before are already dried. I thought why not help you do the dishes, hm?" he placed his chin on my shoulder, our faces weren't too far away rather they were too close
"y-you know can help me while s-standing beside me too?" I hear his tender chuckle. did I get caught being all red?
"I would love your warmth while doing chores" he answers and I don't find the words to ask him anything anymore
"the dinner was really good. thank you" he compliments. softly placing a sneaky kiss behind my ear, he leaves after the work was finished, and also after finishing me on the spot too
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"are you guys ready?" I enter the living room with my hands behind my back, catching their attention
"for the surprise? hell yeah!" appa sat up straight making me chuckle "alright, I need you three to close your eyes first" they look at each other's face before doing according to my instructions and close their eyes
"what are you waiting for? close your eyes as well!" Jungkook sighed closed his eyes "now turn fully towards me" he opens his eyes again hearing me "why?" "because you won't be able to peak and cheat if you do so" I tell him
he grunts but nonetheless, obeys me and turns around. his back was facing his parents as he sat at the edge on the L shaped sofa and they were behind him
I smile in satisfaction "eomma and appa, here. take this" walking to them, I handled them the bag that was assigned to them "you guys can open your eyes but not you, Jungkook" you smile hearing him tsk
"what is this, y/n?" they open the bag and appa reaches down inside the bag to take out the gift that was hidden
"what is this?" eomma questions and tilts her head as appa unfolds the clothe, revealing the text and it's identity as a baby clothe
"read it in your minds or as a whisper. make sure Jungkook doesn't hear"
they focused and read the words on it "guess who's this little human that is soon about to surprise you, grandpa and grandma-" eomma halts, her eyes widens as she moves her neck up at me "y/n?" I bit my lip in and nod at her
"don't talk about it now. he will hear" I smile at her as she stands up and pulls me in her warm and tight embrace
"Oh my God. I'm so happy for you, dear" appa puts on an expression as of he finally got it now "is it- what I think it is?" I laugh but nod at him as he get up and also join the hug
his hand caressed the back of my hair softly "I'm so happyyyy" you three pulled away and laughed
"what are you guys doing without me, huh?" his sulking voice made me turn to him, he had a pout on his lips but his eyes were still closed
"hide it. it's your son's turn now" they hide the clothe behind them "you can go back to your previous position now and also can open your eyes"
he opens his eyes and eyes me bombasticly. "what is the surprise?" he asks me "here is the surprise" he glances at the bag I forwarded towards him
"what is it?" "open it~" I whined, annoyed with his unnecessary questions and impatient to see his reaction
Jungkook takes the bag from my hand and opens it. just like me - eomma and appa were also excited to see how he'd react
he inserts his hands inside and takes out the first thing he finds, the baby clothe. unfolding it, he smiles with a frown while examining the object in his hands
my heart was thumping loud but he doesn't say anything "say something" I huff "what do you want me to say?" he questions making me cross my arms over my chest "what do you want to say?"
he switches his eyes back from me to the clothe "it's cute.." he admits "and what about the text it has for you"
was he really not getting what was happening? or was he being annoying?
or was he pretending not to get it so that it wouldn't be awkward and embarrassing if something opposite happens?
I tried to shrug of the negative thoughts
"can't wait to be cradled in your arms, dadda" his face softens, finding the message heartwarming
"it's adorable" he comments looking at me "but why are you giving this?" he asks, I could tell that he genuinely had no clue
"do you seriously not get it?" I ask at the end of my patience dying. he shakes his head as a no
"you know what? just look inside again. there's other things for you" he reaches inside and gets a small long rectangular object out
he gasps, rising hopes inside of me that he finally gets it. I watch as he jumps from his seating position and walks closer to me
"you're sick? since when do you have a fever? why didn't you tell me-!?" he throws nonstop questions at me while checking my temperature with his hands placed on my forehead, then cheeks, then neck
"Jungkook" I call him by his name "I'm not sick" I tell him "but the thermometer-" he cuts himself off as his eyes observes the thing between his fingers. he doesn't say anything but stares at me with an unreadable expression on his face
"there's two more inside" I tell him as he looks back at the bag that he had abandoned a while ago. he takes the bag again and takes out the remaining things
I watch as he looks at the baby shoes and then at the papers. keeping the shoes down on sofa, he unfolds the paper that revealed me being pregnant
his eyes were going left to right then left again before lowering a bit. he was reading the sentences very carefully
I felt tensed. will he finally realise that I'm pregnant? or is he again going to utter something very stupid-
"you're p-pregnant?"
my heart skipped a beat. he now knows. he raises his head to look at me in the eyes. I hesitantly nod, confirming that I am
"y/n.." he mumbles my name in the softest tone "you're not j-joking, right?" he nearly chokes
"why would I joke about something like this?" his eyes sparkled with tears "really?" I nod at him "there's a soul growing inside of you?" I nod again
"and the father is m-me?" "yes, Jungkook. the father is you and the mother is me" I smile as he makes a face as if he was trying to process it all
"oh my God" his voice comes out shivering. and before I knew it, I was in his arms as he went round and round in happiness "I'm so happy!" he exclaims. I grip his shoulder and laugh, looking down at his face
I tell him to bring me down and he does. he engulfs me in a hug and snuggles his face inside the crook of my neck. I feel warm tears wetting my skin "Jeon, you're crying?"
cupping his face, I forced him to face me "thank you, y/n" he says to me. pulling me closer to him, he starts to plant kisses all over my face
I giggle at his actions "ehm ehm.." the coughing sound which obviously sounded fake, came from Jungkook's behind
my face flustered red as soon as I realized the other elderly couple was also here "you forgot that we are here?" eomma joked as I attempted to push him away but he still held onto my hips and looked at them
"we are husband and wife. what are we doing wrong that we are supposed to hide it from you guys?" Jungkook replies, unbothered as he shrugs his shoulder
they walk to us and eomma speaks, "I'm really happy for the both of you"
"and it's great to see that you accept and love her, Jeon"
the sentence makes me feel something. my eyes moves to see Jungkook's face, only for my heart drop. just like his smile had dropped after hearing his mother
I feel his hands loosening their grip around my waist before he finally let's go of me. he looks pale now, his face couldn't provide me his emotion
and out of the blue, without a word, he leaves. leaves from the house. "J-Jungkook?" I try to grab his attention but he had already closed the door behind him
why did he leave like that? why did his smile disappear when he heard about him accepting and loving me-
does he not love me?
does he not accept me?
then why was he so happy after hearing about our baby, about my pregnancy?
I began to think negative. the negative energy causes me to forget how to breathe. I was already on my way to the car that was assigned for me
"Mr. Kwon, please follow his car" he nods and immediately gets to work. I feel uneasy. why was I even following him in the first place? he's probably running away to not be with me. but my heart told me I should
the ride was hectic because the fire burning inside my heart "we're here, Mrs. Jeon" Mr. Kwon's information breaks my bubble
I nod at him and get out of the car. we were on a bridge over the han river. the bridge is normally full of vehicles being driven over it all the time but I surprisingly don't see any
but I can't bring myself to care about. I walk at the edge of the bridge, looking at the beautiful view that lied ahead of me with my vision all blurry
why did I think he'll love me?
I didn't know what to think, what to do or what to say. I was carried into my own little world, staring deep into the river
the sudden sound of fireworks bursting makes me jump in my place. the colours spread high above close to the sky
I smiled, drowned in delusion and sadness. someone surely had arranged this show of fireworks for their loved one. I wish something like that would ever happen to me. but I'm no one's loved one
still lights starts to come up in the sky. it takes me a moment to realise that they were drones, making up pictures
the picture was of a guy overspeeding his car at a free road until he sees a bike coming right at him. somehow, the both of them manages to dodge any accident
the guy comes out and starts to talk nonstop but stops when he sees the biker taking off the helmet. he was shocked to find out that it was a girl
the scene clicked a thought about a memory inside my mind but I really couldn't specify anything about it
the the drones switch places in a hurry, creating another scene. it seemed like a interview. it was the same male from before as the boss and the same female from before was the one who came to give interview
they both were shocked to see each other. but the girl suddenly switches her expression before making her way to sit on the seat
the male was acting really rough with her but she was keeping her calm, handling everything professionally as it should be done
the girl gives up, says something out loud before grasping the doorknob to leave but the boss said something which made her stop and turn back
the boss accepted her as his secretary
switch of scenes, the boss give her a lot of work and makes her suffer so that she would leave the company by her own will but she doesn't. she still continues to do her job just as greatly for three months
he comes clean about why he chose her to be his secretary
the drones again switches position. the scene is of the girl sitting on the edge of the footpath, crying and sobbing her heart out
she sees two boys approaching her. one of them grabs her wrist and talks to her, disgustingly. so she beats the shit out of him and then the other one after he comes
she wasn't satisfied, so she goes to the metal rod to smack them with it but someone pulls her back. drunk, she shouts for the person to let go
the man reveals that it was her boss. again, she's drunk. emotions switches inside of her, she suddenly starts crying. she tells him about the two guys that were about to harm her
he looks back, over her shoulder. a chuckle leaves his mouth when he sees the two limping and tripping, escaping the scene
it didn't take him much time to realise that she was drunk. so he takes her to his car to drive her to her home but for some reason he wasn't able to get her in
so, he takes her to his house for the night. he had gone to the kitchen and after coming back to the living room, he saw her on the couch, just where he left her. but she wasn't dozed off anymore. she was looking around
he approaches her, talks to her. he turned around to leave but the girl pulled him back, causing for him to fall on top of her
I could feel the tension between them. almost as if it happened with me-
the girl circles his collar with her hand before pulling him into a kiss
yeah, that did happen with me. I kissed him while being drunk and lost my precious first kiss to him
the scene switches again. it looked a wedding. the boss and his secretary were now getting tied in a bond, a bond of marriage, marriage of convenience
the boy needed someone to help him while pretending to be in love so his parents will stop bothering him about marriage and the girl was offered some financial benefits along with others
their marriage life goes on. some picture of moments flash in the sky which were created by the drone
the contractual marriage was about to end and before that happened, the girl realized that she fell in love with her fake husband
but before things got worse, her mother-in-law come to the rescue. she finds out the young couple weren't in love, they were just acting. she makes them get married for real
the drones switches their place again
the scene is of the girl getting asked to dance with her male best friend while her husband is on her side
the girl accepts his hand after glancing at her husband. he watches them dancing with adoration. she was laughing while talking with her best friend
some thoughts came into his mind as his eyes adored her. he started to feel weird senses tingling inside of him
his heart felt at ease when he saw her smile. his eyes observed every step they took. his heart was beating in an inhuman manner
he tears his gaze from her. and starts to catch his breathe. he felt some sort of different tension grow within him. it seemed for him that he was feeling something that he never thought he'll ever feel again
his eyes eventually make their way to be only on her again. his breath hitches
"I am in love?" the bubble of text form in his mind
"I am in love.." a soft voice whispers the acceptance of the feeling. I feel my waist being in the hold of familiar arms
my face moves to my left, there he was. I stare at his dark brown eyes with my teary eyes. the one I was looking for, I was in his arms now
"Jungkook.." I turn around and hug him tight. he holds the back of my head as I shed tears, wetting the part of fabric that was covering his chest and shoulder
he doesn't say anything but just pecks my earlobe. I feel him pulling away from the hug, his warm hands cup my face
"look at me, love" I do as he say. trying my best to hold back any of my sobs, i bring my gaze up to meet him in the eyes
his lips extends side to side in a small smile, his hands traces down my sides to hold my hands
"y/n, ever since the day you came into my life, my life was decorated with emotions. I felt anger because of you. I felt overwhelmed because of you. I felt sad because of you. I felt annoyed because of you. I felt at ease because of you. I felt warm because of you. I felt stupid because of you. I felt soft because of you. I felt worried because of you"
"I felt happy because of you. I felt jealous because of you. I felt possesive because of you. I felt euphoric because of you. I felt butterflies because of you. I felt myself because of you. I felt proud because of you. I felt comfort because of you. I felt relieved because of you"
"some of this feelings here, I haven't felt them in years. I've started to feel alive again. but none of them compare to the specific feeling, a feeling that I had despised. you made me feel that, y/n"
"I felt love because of you, y/n
"I fell in love with you"
my heart skipped a beat. I could feel the dedication in voice and the sincerity in his eyes
he continues, "you fixed me. you fixed my life. you were there for me everytime I needed you. I'm so greatful for the things you've done for me. I thank God every day for making you the one to be my secretary"
"our little angel is growing inside of you, my angel. and there's no happiness that could be compared to the happiness after getting to know that you're the mother of my child. you are carrying my child inside your womb"
"let me take care of you and our children for the rest of my life. let me love you and our children for the rest of my life"
"people say that words aren't enough to express one's love. but I'll not say that"
"there's uncountable words in this world. I want to learn every single one of them and express my love that I have for you through them. I don't need the words to be enough. but I'm willing to learn every word to ever exist to tell you how much love my heart has grown for you"
"to learn every word that would help me reveal my feelings, it will take the rest of my life. so, love.."
he lets go of my hand. a hand of his reaches behind him, he pulls out a small velvet coloured box
he opens it to reveal a beautiful diamond ring. the expensive stone sparked and shined as I stared at it with my slight widened eyes
"will you be with me for the rest of my life while I learn the words to tell you how much love my heart holds for you?"
I feel numb at his question. this was a confession. he was confessing his love to me "am I dreaming?" I choke on my words. whatever happening right now is too magical for me to even believe it
he chuckles hearing me and shakes his head, telling me that it was happening in real life. it was not just dreams. heck! I can't even dream about this beautiful moment
"will you let me be your man, y/n?"
he asks me again and I nod nonchalantly "yes! yes! yes!!!" happy tears brim in my eyes as he puts the ring on my ring finger that already had our marriage ring
"It's a promise ring from me to you. I'll cherish and shower you with my love until I take my last breathe"
"and I wish to take my last breathe while being in my beloved's arms, in your arms, love"
the words were dramatic but they touched my hearts nonetheless. every line that came out of his mouth took me to the stars
my hand grasped his nape before I pull him to attach both of our lips into a kiss, a kiss filled with passion and love. he placed his palms on both side of my hips and yanks me forward to crash into his body
butterflies flaps their wings as our lips move in the same rhythm against each other.
after a good five minutes of us marking each other as each other's, we pull away because of the lack of oxygen our lungs needed. both of our chests were rising up and down
I've shared many intimate kisses with him. but nothing compares to this one. this kiss was screaming that we belonged to each other, tha we deserved each other and that we were each others
he didn't let go of my waist, our body was still collided with each other. there was barely any distance between our faces
his hot breath was fanning over my upper lip. my face turned red as I suddenly felt shy. lowering my head, i attempted to hide my tomato like flustered face from him
"love?" Jungkook called for me and i hesitantly look up but still don't dare to meet his gaze "y-yeah?"
I feel him taking a hold of my chin with his fingers. bringing my face up, he makes me look at him in the eye as he voices out
"I love you.."
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