New chapter enjoy :) My public exams are approaching soon, so I can't guarantee weekly uploads but I'll try :)
-HAPPY ENDING BTW
The two boys were truly in love with each other, and they both knew it.
They'd go on dates, kiss each other, flirt with each other. The usual couple antics.
If you had asked anyone who was more lucky to have the other, everyone would say Gojo was more lucky to have Geto.
Not due to riches but due to looks and attributes.
Suguru was considerate and caring, always polite to others and open to help.
Not to mention he was a humble man, yet looked incredibly attractive. He had black hair just like majority of the world, but it was quite long and silky.
His unique pigmented purple eyes were enticing to look at, invoking someone to look deeper into those amethyst crystals.
And his tall height and even proportions with a muscular yet lean frame.
He was truly an enigma. A rare mystery that only comes across once in a lifetime.
Satoru himself was unorthodoxly attractive, due to his unique features.
However, his boyfriend was truly a work of art.
And that being said, once again if you asked someone who was more luckier to have the other.
Everyone would say Satoru but.
Satoru wouldn't have agreed with that statement. His actions show that opinion.
And you'll soon see why.
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"What the fuck is this Satoru?" Suguru brings out a flip phone which belongs to Satoru.
With a series of receipts and messages.
"Why do you have my phone. Give it back!" The taller male began to walk towards Suguru attempting to corner him.
"Move away from me! You fucking dick! Answer the question." He yelled. Suguru was somewhat losing his composure.
"Well. It's my phone. Which you clearly have."
"Don't be stupid and make me look like I'm crazy! Satoru. Why do you have these whores on your phone that you're messaging?" The shorter male pushed the taller of the two away from him.
"I was. I don't know, bored. It was pointless. I didn't really care. about them." He shrugged, speaking nonchalantly as if he did not just cheat on his boyfriend.
"You seem to have cared. If in the messages you're saying you love them and that you bought them designer and shit. Then what was I to you? Why did you date me?"
"Fuck. It wasn't serious, I was just trying new shit out."
"Shouldn't I be enough?"
"Of course Suguru. You are enough. Trust me." He hugged his boyfriend tightly.
"Then why fucking cheat on me!" The intimate gesture was returned with a slap.
Suguru couldn't contain his feelings anymore. He was going to cry. He didn't want to, but his body rejected his pleads.
Tears streamed spilling down his eyes. He hardly showed signs of weakness such as crying.
But, he felt that pain. And it was too hard for him to trap inside of him.
Satoru hurt him. He left a footprint on Suguru's self-confidence.
Suguru trusted Satoru. So why cheat? What happened to the late night kisses and cuddles, where Satoru promised to offer Suguru the world.
He wanted Suguru to smile and fall deeply in love with him, which he did.
And that's what makes it worse even more.
He still loves Satoru.
"N-no. Suguru. I don't want you to cry. Please. Don't cry, it makes me feel shit too." He attempts to comfort him.
All Suguru could do was cry. His energy had been drained.
He had so much to say but he felt too weak to.
He was so weak, he let Satoru drag him into his dorm room and while Suguru cried, Satoru kept on apologising to Suguru and kissing him.
Satoru, invaded his personal space and hanged onto him, hugging him, playing with his hair. Pleading for forgiveness.
"Suguru, baby. Forgive me. I shouldn't have cheated on you. If I lost you. I wouldn't know how to cope." He whispered while tucking Suguru's strand of hair behind his ear.
No response. Just salty tears dripping down.
"Come on, stop crying...Please baby. Stop crying , Suguru. Suguru. They didn't mean anything to me, not one of them. I'm an idiot. I want to make it up to you." He continued to attempt to coax the latter.
"I hate you." Suguru whispered. It was inaudible, however Satoru could grasp and put two and two together.
"What can I do? Fuck. Suguru. Please tell me."
No response was given. Suguru just went under the covers, shielding himself from the outside. He just wants be alone.
But his embarrassment of a boyfriend is laying next to him. After he literally broke his heart.
Is Suguru that weak? He would let himself get used and still take him back.
He refuses for Satoru to just trample on him like he's nothing. So, he gets up and leaves Satoru's dorm.
"Don't follow me." Suguru turned around and glared at the man who was about to follow after him.
Suguru closed the door and entered his dorm. He can't stand to look at Satoru.
He wants to break up with him. He doesn't want to be taken for granted, when he himself knows and appreciates his worth.
"M-mom. I'm coming back home for a while. I don't know if I want to stay at that highschool anymore. I think I want to come back..." Suguru spoke wearily, afraid that he would burst out into tears, making a fool out of himself like he did earlier.
"Oh okay. We will order you a taxi to pick you up in the morning honey. Is that alright with you?"
"Could it be tonight? I just need to leave..."
"Fine. Are you alright honey? You don't seem okay..."
"I'm fine mom. I just miss home. I miss dad. I miss the breeze. I just want to be home." Suguru silently cried. He couldn't stop the tears dropping. He was hurt.
"Okay honey, the driver will call you when he's arrived. I'll see you soon honey."
"I'll see you soon mom..." He ended the call, and began to pack his bags.
Anything that held any memory of Satoru, he left in his dorm. Satoru's t-shirts, his boxers, the gifts he's given him, pictures of them, the love letters.
If the item had a trace of Satoru Gojo lingering about, Suguru didn't want it.
Of course he actually did, but it was a struggle to forget about the events that had occurred recently.
"Why did you have to make me cry? You promised to make me always happy. Liar." Suguru discarded the items reminding him of his ex.
Despite the fact he was alone, he was still fighting back the tears. It was that painful.
Before he could think about Satoru, for the millionth time, he receives a message informing him that his taxi is here.
One last time, he stands in his dorm observing the items left here. All one thing in common, something to do with Satoru Gojo.
He can't help but smile, thinking about the fond, pleasant memories between him and Satoru, and the sweet moments they've shared.
The raven haired male couldn't help but take a t-shirt that was from Satoru's and a teddy bear that was gifted to him. He stuffed it in his suitcase, and was about to exit.
When he sees Satoru. His ex, well technically his boyfriend standing outside the door.
Preventing Suguru from leaving he asks "Where are you going?" with a hint of irritation to it.
"I'm leaving. I'm going back home." He avoids eye contact with Satoru. He doesn't want to change his mind.
"Look at me Suguru. You're not leaving because of what I did right? Right?" The obvious painting of panic began to become illustrated on Satoru's face.
He realised that he was going to lose Suguru.
The most important person to him.
"I am. You cheated on me. Do you think I'll fucking forget about that? Do I look that dumb to you?" Suguru yelled. He was getting impatient, he had a taxi awaiting his arrival.
"Can't you fucking forgive me Suguru! I said I'm sorry! Now. Please. Stay."
"I'm not an idiot. You were talking to countless other girls that you call 'fans' and fucking pervs, that just want to use you and your money. Trust me Satoru, I was the best thing you ever had. And don't forget you caused this relationship to end. Not me." The male, walked away leading to his taxi.
Satoru followed after, and just when Suguru was going to enter the car. Satoru impulsively pulled his arm and stared at Suguru. And Suguru stared back, he always got nervous at times around Satoru so pink hue displayed on his cheeks.
Satoru smirked, and kissed Suguru.
"You are always my one and only." He kissed his forehead, and put a tiny box in Suguru's joggers.
"Have a good life, you a piece of shit."
"We'll meet again Suguru. And when we do, you will be mine again." Satoru walked away, most definitely hurt.
He couldn't bare to see the car leave, Suguru was leaving for good. Abs he wasn't coming back.
The dumped male couldn't help but entering Suguru's room. From observation, it seems he's left basically everything.
That left a mark on Satoru. So, he decided to help pack them away and keep it safe. He didn't want the cleaners, to throw all the memories they made together.
"Ichji. Get all of this packed up. Make sure not one thing breaks or is damaged. Or else." He orders around his assistant.
After, staying in Suguru's dorm for a while. He leaves and goes back outside for fresh air, to see Shoko smoking a cigarette.
No surprise there.
"Hey." He waved at her.
"Fuck off Gojo." Shoko stuck her middle finger out with an unbothered expression.
"Can't believe you cheated on Suguru. Are you stupid? Suguru was basically the best boyfriend you had. But you made him leave. Don't forget he's my friend too." Irritation now became apparent on her face, realising this she blew a puff to calm her down.
"I know. I fucked up. I don't know why I did it. But I regret it so badly. Shoko. Please don't be mad at me too..."
"Well I am. Satoru, just. Leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you right now." Her tone softened despite the fact he was a cheater, Satoru was still her friend.
"Yeah, sorry Shoko. I'll leave..." He walked away. Slumped and tired.
The next few weeks and months were hell for him. Hell that he put himself in.
He missed Suguru, badly. And he couldn't go back to him.
Satoru, felt lonely. He had no one.
The only option, he thought of was going back to his old ways.
Which unfortunately he did.
To forget about Suguru, he was out every night to the bar. Hooking up with girls that came up to him.
And guys that admired his beauty.
Anything and anyone. As long as he could forget about who he truly loved, he would use it.
Some nights, he'd get so drunk, he'd cry on the floors. Ranting about Suguru, until his assistant picked him up.
He was having serious issues... And he couldn't fix it.
Shoko, is still refusing to talk to him and Suguru has not yet once contacted him.
He's alone and not even the fucking whores are able to fill the hole in his heart.
He feels dead inside, and has lost the ability to love.
Satoru doesn't want to love anyone. He believed he doesn't deserve love.
Not after what he did to Suguru...
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It's been ten years since Satoru has last seen Suguru.
And not once has he yet met anyone like Suguru.
No one can make Satoru smile like Suguru, no one can make him attracted to everything and anything about a person.
Or feel deep in love.
So he chooses not to, he doesn't open his heart for anyone. He is cold-hearted, not risking the feeling of love.
Choosing to steer away from the life of fucking anything. But immersing himself into work.
Having zero time or energy for a relationship.
Satoru, goes to a crepe store in order to fulfill his love of sweets. The only thing he can love.
Well he's wrong. Because the other only thing he's ever loved is right in this cafe too.
Long virgin black hair flowing down to his back. A somewhat traditional clothing style.
He was drinking what seemed to be a cup of coffee, with earphones equipped on his ears, perhaps music or a podcast.
Classic Suguru, Satoru smiled. He had to approach him, there were no debates about it. He needed to see Suguru.
It's been 10 long years, when Suguru left him.
"S-suguru." Satoru approached the love of his life blushing.
"Oh. Long time no see Satoru. Would you like to sit?" He smiled warmly, as if he forgot what Satoru did to him.
"Uh. Yeah. What are you listening to?"
"Oh, just some music. Nothing out of the ordinary." He chuckled engaging in the small talk.
"I've missed you." The taller male gently grabbed Suguru's hand.
"I've missed you too." He once again smiled at Satoru, it made his heart flutter.
"You know that I'm sorry for what I did in the past right, I've never been able to stop thinking about you. Suguru. Could we maybe try again? I'm more mature now."
"You want us to try again?" Suguru looked like someone killed his whole family and tried to be friends with him.
"Remember. Just before you left. I said, if we meet again, you would be mine. And I want that from you Suguru. It's been 10 years and you're even more beautiful than I imagined. Truly amazing."
Hesitantly admitting he proceeds to say "I don't know if I can trust someone like you anymore. I've been great without you..." letting out an elongated sigh.
"Really. It seems you're wearing that ring I bought you."
Suguru immediately flushed into the colour red. Realising he has the ring on, he's never taken it off when he goes out.
Suguru has indeed kept some sort of loyalty to Satoru, despite his misbehaviour.
He always had a feeling they'd meet again but never considered taking Satoru back.
When Suguru went back to his hometown, he was faced with depression and serious trust issues.
1) Depression because he had left Satoru, Shoko and all his other friends from his high school. So he felt lost.
2) Satoru broke his heart. Never in a million years would he have expected Satoru to cheat on him, which now leaves with him the constant thought that he's not good enough. That he always will be cheated on. No matter who he gets with.
These two reasons make him extremely nervous and scared to try this relationship again.
He had no clue what Satoru is now like since it's been 10 years.
Suguru can remember the immature, lazy, spoiled and arrogant Satoru Gojo who was just a troubled boy lacking parental love.
But now, he could be mature, considerate and loving Satoru who wouldn't dare to hurt Suguru's feelings.
Fuck it. He thought. I'll give him a chance.
Prove me wrong Satoru. Show me that you're not the same one who broke my heart.
"I am wearing that ring..."
"Well, it looks nice on you. I'm happy you're wearing it." Satoru smiled, still observing the diamond ring with their initials S.G.
"Y-you want me back? Right?" Suguru got straight to the point.
Shouting out loud he yelled "YES! Yes. Suguru, I do want you back..." realising his desperation he controlled the tone of his voice.
"I'm willing to give it a try. But if I want to call it off I'm allowed to." He set the orders in place.
"That's fine Suguru! I assure you, I'm more mature than before. I won't break your heart."
"That's what you said last time. And you still did. I'm going to need reassurance you aren't fucking around with others."
Satoru showed him his personal phone. Consisted of 3 numbers.
Megumi, Shoko, Nanami.
"That's all I have. And I want your name on there. After you left me, I won't lie. I fucked up and went back to my ways. But I stopped, I realised it was fucking useless and stupid. So I abandoned that lifestyle and just focused on working."
"Sure. I'll believe you. Here's my number..." He showed him the digits.
"Thank you."
"I've got to leave now Satoru. I've got to see my mentees from the orphanage. You'll message me later right?"
"Of course I will Suguru, Can I hug you?" Satoru asked hesitant.
"Sure..." He agreed, and by the time he knew it Satoru wrapped his arms around him savouring every minute.
He's missed this. So fucking badly. He didn't want to let go, but he had to.
"Bye, Suguru." Satoru smiled and walked to his car parked. An expensive sports car, no surprise.
Suguru watched as he drove away tiredly smiling and continued his journey. The two were reunited together.
Back to square one.
Satoru was bursting with excitement, he couldn't wait to speak to Suguru. Message him, see his beautiful face. Talk to him. Eventually kiss him, and be what they were like before but better.
He really wants to make this work and not her Suguru again.
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Suguru returns the orphanage to see the two orphans playing with dolls.
"Geto-Sama! We missed you!" They say in unison and hug the man.
"How are you two? You look adorable today!" She ruffled their hair.
"We are okay Geto-sama, but we wish that you would take us home with you. We want to be with you! Isn't that right Mimiko?" Nanako whined.
"Yeah. We want to be with you Geto-sama." She nods her head in agreement.
"Oh, sweeties. You know they won't let me take you...I do wish to though." He smiled warmly at the two girls.
"But why! This isn't fair! Are you lying to us! You just don't want us. Of course you don't, we are orphans." Nanako bursted into tears.
Suguru immediately hugged her, "I'm sorry Nanako. But the orphanage rules say, that you two aren't allowed to be adopted. Apparently, you're birth parents are looking for you. And they want to adopt you..."
"Why adopt us if you abandoned us!"
"You'll soon understand the reason why, okay? Do you need any help with your homework?"
"Could we. Just talk to you Geto-sama..."
"Of course Mimiko."
After comforting the two girls, he walked home. A bit upset that they would soon be adopted by her parents. Who have been searching for them for ages.
He really wanted to adopt the girls, he has a soft spot for children.
But they aren't his to keep, he's only met them a few years ago but Suguru would do anything for those girls. He's seriously going to miss them.
Suguru entered his apartment, and decided to change into more comfy wear.
He laid on his bed thinking about how he met Satoru. He was kinda happy that Satoru wanted him back. But he doesn't want to make this easy for him.
Not in the slightest.
unknown number: hey suguru! it's satoru. um are you active?
suguru: oh hey satoru, yeah. i'm here.
satoru: oh okay that's good 😅
suguru: yeah...
satoru: well, i've missed you a lot. tell me what you've been up to and what i've missed.
suguru: why don't you tell me what you've been up to first?
satoru: well i've been working at my father's company, i'm part of the board. quite a high rank.
i'm looking after this boy megumi, but he's quite self-sufficient to be honest, but i'd want you to meet him one day.
suguru: how old is he? is this your kid.
satoru: n-no! he's not my son... he's 14 turning 15 in december.
suguru: oh okay.
satoru: what about you? i always wondered what you were doing when you left.
suguru: i've been volunteering at an orphanage for some years now, i'm also involved with a temple, that i own.
satoru: you own a temple? is it like a cult?
suguru: no it's not.
satoru: that's cool. maybe i could visit one day.
suguru: maybe.
satoru: suguru, could i take you on a date tomorrow? anywhere you want to go i'll take you.
suguru: uh sure. why don't you, take me to your apartment?
satoru: apartment? uh. isn't that too early for that?
suguru: not everything is about sex satoru.
satoru: i didn't mean it like that. i just mean, like i thought i don't know you'd feel uncomfortable.
suguru: no, i wouldn't.
satoru: can you do um 5'o clock? I can't do earlier since I have work, is that alright with you?
suguru: um yeah, that should be fine.
satoru: what's your address? i'll pick you up.
suguru: it's *********
satoru: great. i'll pick you up at 5:00pm?
suguru: okay look forward to it.
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The two, ended the conversation there and waited for the next day to come, which was not far away.
Satoru, was a bit nervous because he doesn't want to fuck anything up again. Suguru is extremely generous to give him a second chance, he'd be a fool to ruin that.
He went to Suguru's house, straight from work to pick him up.
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Knocking on the door gently, he awaited Suguru's response.
Suguru left wearing comfortable yet fitted clothes. His body has seemed to mature quite finely since he last saw him.
"Hey, um. You're in a suit?" Suguru looked confused.
"I came straight from work, because if I went home I would've been late. I'll change when I get home." He smiled.
"Oh okay."
"You ready to go?" Satoru begins to walk to his car.
"Well yeah." He followed behind the richer male's very expensive car.
Still arrogant? Suguru thought in his mind but ignored it.
Opening the car door satoru stared at Suguru before repeating "After you."
"Thank you."
They entered the car and the two began to enable their seatbelts, in order for the journey.
Skylar calling:
His phone alerted him, "Hello Skylar. Haven't heard you in some time... What's up?" Satoru engages in conversation while driving.
Leaving Suguru in silence, he's a bit upset that Suguru is putting other people as his priority.
"Ha! You need the files, ask my assistant. Did you just want to speak to me Skylar? Wow! You're hilarious. See ya soon." Satoru laughed, cutting the conversation short.
"Who is she..." Suguru asks, upset his trust issues are trying to interrogate Satoru.
"She's just at my company. A friend."
"Sure. A friend." He repeated. unsure whether he can trust him.
"I'm being serious Suguru, look she's calling from my work phone. She doesn't have my personal number."
"That's because you learnt from last time. You don't eat where you shit from. Isn't Satoru?"
"We are here. It's a penthouse, not an apartment. Be comfy, relax. I need to shower." Satoru ignored Suguru's previous statement.
Suguru entered his penthouse , it's quite massive. It screams luxury.
"I'm going to shower alright, don't miss me too much."
Satoru left, and Suguru was left in the living room. The tv was extremely large, it gave a cinematic feel to it.
Suguru just used his phone in the meantime, until he heard footsteps.
"You're done already?" Suguru turns his head to look at Satoru, but instead he's greeted with a boy with green eyes, dark wet black hair and a towel wrapped around his lower half.
"Who the fuck are you?" Megumi looked lost and almost stumbled, but attempted to maintain his ground.
"Oh, um hello. I am Suguru. A friend of Satoru's."
"Gojo doesn't have any friends. So who the fuck are you?" His tone becomes more hostile than before.
"Megumiiiiii! Stop harassing Suguru, and put on some clothes!" Satoru came in with a black shirt and grey joggers.
"Whatever." He rolled his eyes and walked away.
"Megumi! After you change come back I want to introduce you to Suguru."
"Fine."
"So that's Megumi? He seems to be quite the Scrooge."
"Well, he's just a moody teenager, trust me he's a sweet boy. Just depends what day you catch him on."
"I hope you're not lying to me Satoru."
"Of course not Suguru! What movie shall we watch? Or do you want to eat? Are you hungry?"
"A bit..."
"Ijchiji! Call the house help to make us a 3 course meal." Satoru order his butler.
The man responded with a bow and left.
"Um. I just thought we could talk for a bit..." Suguru asked.
"Anything for you Suguru..." He stared at him with lustful eyes.
Blushing he looks down "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Like what?" Satoru teased.
"Like you want to fuck me..."
"Maybe I do." He smirked.
"Do you think I'd let you?"
"Probably. When we were together, you were pretty obsessed with me. You were the one with a major crush on me. Remember?"
"Shut up! I wasn't!" He yelled.
"Sure. If that's what you want to believe Suguru."
"Yo, I'm here Gojo. Now what do you want from me?" The irritated teenager groaned.
"Come Megumi, here meet Suguru, he's my ex- boyfriend."
Rolling his eyes he sighed"Which one?"
"You're not funny Megumi!"
"It's nice to meet you Megumi. How are you?" Suguru asked politely.
"I'm fine. Thanks. How long have you known that idiot for?"
"That's not nice Megumi! He's known me for 12 years. Well 3 years we were friends, and we were dating for 2 years."
"I've known you for 13 years. We were friends for 2 years and we dated for a year. How considerate of you for remembering Satoru." His tongue seethed with sarcasm.
"Oh shit- It's been so long, sorry Suguru."
Megumi laughed at Gojo getting grilled, just as he deserved.
"Have you heard about Satoru's man-whore stories?" Megumi became excited to find any way to make Gojo embarrassed.
Megumi has finally found his weakness.
"I've heard all about it. Actually he cheated on me with all those whores."
"You cheated on those whores with him? Were you blind or something?"
"N-no. I wasn't! I was just immature who wasn't interested in a solid relationship. So, I did whatever my teenage hormones felt like."
"Stupid excuses. Loser." Megumi stuck his tongue out.
"He's lucky I'm even giving him a chance... Me-"
"Nah, it's fine. I like you. You can call me Megumi."
"Thanks Megumi, I must return the favour you must call me Suguru!"
"Sure!"
"What! No! You haven't called me Satoru not once."
"That's because I don't like you. Gojo. Anyways, I'm off to my room. See ya." Megumi walked away.
Suguru, greeted his goodbyes to them while Gojo pouted.
"It's never that serious. Stop being so sad Satoru!"
"I'm not!" He huffed, still visibly upset.
"Okay then..."
The two, after speaking for a bit, decided to put on a movie and watch it. It was some boring love movie that Suguru wanted to watch.
But Satoru had other ideas in mind, maybe he'd try pull his luck. Suguru always had a soft spot for him.
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Satoru's POV:
I'm so fucking bored. Suguru seems to be enjoying the movie. I think Megumi is asleep.
I want to do something better and fun.
Something to do with teasing a specific raven-haired male and having my way with him.
I lay on Suguru's shoulder, moving very close to him.
"Satoru. Move away!" Suguru complained.
"Satoru, I'm bored. And you're so comfy, and you smell good. I want to live on your chest forever."
"You'll survive."
"But I won't. Sugu. I want you. You know you want me. Can we cut all the getting to know each other crap. I can't be somewhat platonic with you." I stroked his hair.
"You hurt me. How can I trust you again? You don't understand how much time it took for me to get to a point to somewhat trust people, I still struggle. Satoru. And I'm scared because I can't afford to let my heart be broken again."
"I won't." I kissed his forehead, then traced my fingers down his lips, rubbing them so I could kiss them afterwards.
"Fuck you Satoru. I wanted you to work harder to get me. I suck at pls hard to get."
"You put me through hell, looking this hot. I think that is enough torture for me." I laughed continuously giving him small pecks of love.
"Promise not to break my heart?"
"I promise. Will you take me back as yours again?"
"Of course. Come here, I've missed being affectionate with you." Suguru opened his arms as we hugged each other.
Sweet giggles and warm hugs lingered in the air.
And now that I think about it, I'm more luckier to have Suguru out of the two of us.