1 Year later../ Taehyung's room.
[Wiggling his head on the pillow, Sweat covering his forehead, His hairs falling on half of his face, Clutching tight on the bedsheet, He's feeling uneasy.]
Taehyung:- Y/n!! [He screamed while jerking himself up, Sitting straight, Panting heavily. He wipped his head aggressively, Removing sweat and hairs from his face.]
Taehyung:- Y/n.. I.. I need to go to her.. [He said getting up but before he can reach the door, Jungkook entered by opening it]
Jungkook:- Taehyung? You woke up? [He said walking towards him, While he stood straight.]
Taehyung:- Where is my.. Y/n? [Jungkook gasped holding taehyung's arms.]
Jungkook:- You sit please.. [He said giving pressure to him in order to make him sit, But he didn't budged a Inch] "Taehyung..."
Taehyung:- Just tell me Where's my Y/n? You know I saw a dream, Where I was running on road to go to airport, Y/n and Jimin was leaving the country, So I was trying to stop my Y/n but then I fell down and.. fainted. [He said in a one breath making Jungkook feel bad]
Jungkook:- Taehyung.. Please sit and calm down? [Taehyung looked at him but then just quietly sat on bed. Jungkook kneeled down on floor infront of him, Before cupping Taehyung's hands under his]
Jungkook:- That.. That wasn't dream.. That is truth.. [Taehyung's eyes widen]
Taehyung:- W..What? [Jungkook nodded his head slowly] "N..No!!" [He resist, Getting up making Jungkook sigh and get up too]
Jungkook:- Please taehyung try to understand, She's no more here, She and Jimin left Korea!
Taehyung:- B..But.. Why? [His eyes filling with tears making jungkook's heart ache.]
Jungkook:- D..Don't cry! [He said, Wipping off his tears] "Calm.. down"
Taehyung:- How can I? [His throat dried] "I.. Did nothing" [Jungkook nodded, Taking him in his arms, Hugging protectively]
Jungkook:- You did nothing.. It's their decision. [Taehyung closed his eyes, Snuggling into the hug and letting some more tears down.]
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Next day// Bar.
Taehyung:- Why did you took me here now?
Jungkook:- To ease your mind! [He said before looking at bar counter] "Let's sit there" [He said, Holding Taehyung's arms before dragging him to there] "Drink as much as you want" [Taehyung sighed keeping his head on the counter]
Taehyung:- You remember when I first saw Y/n in that bar? [Jungkook bite down his lower lip, Knowing he just triggered his pain more by bringing him here]
Jungkook:- Taehyung, Please forget about her? For yourself! [Taehyung took his head up, Looking at Jungkook]
Taehyung:- I can't forget her, For myself. Because I know how much I need her.
Jungkook:- That was past! You don't need her body anymore, You never yearned for it from last one year! [Taehyung went quiet for some secs before saying]
Taehyung:- The moment her body went away from me, I died. [Jungkook went quiet. He is speechless]
"I'm going" [he got up from the chair before walking towards the exist, Tugging his hands in the pocket of his long jacket.]
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//At ocean.
[He's now sitting on the sand, His hands wrapped around his knees while his poker face is staring at the moon, Shinning upon the large water body infront of him. The darkness and the reflection of moon in the sea is giving light on his face, making it glow and give a Beauty no one can resist. The sound of water, filling in his ears is giving him a little comfort but it is still not enough for him, The comfort he needs is not there with him anymore. His heart is broken, He don't know if it will ever come in one piece again. Because the only girl who could cure it left him alone. Sighing by himself he closed his eyes, remembering about the night when he and Y/n were sitting on the same place he is sitting right now, just the difference is that she is not beside.]
Taehyung:- You promised me... [He whispered to himself] "You promised you will always help me when I'll be in need, So help me. I need you" [Remembering about the kiss they had back then at this same place, gave tears in his eyes.] "You said you will cure me with your friendship, but what you did just scratched my wounds"
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Taehyung's room/ Night.
[Changing his position again and again, he's trying to sleep which seems impossible to do. He's gripping on the duvet as the grip never losing. He's uncomfortable, insecure, uneasy, lonely. He miss her, So fucking much. This one year his addiction for her increased so much, no doubt he was maintaining the distance but feelings can never be hidden.
He know that she too was well aware of his condition and maybe that's why she left, but no excuse can ease his mind and the need he's in now. He clutched tight on the bedsheet]
Taehyung:- N..No not again! [He said on the familiar feeling, the feeling which seemed to be dead this one year, but now he got to know that it didn't died, it was just calmed because of her innocence that was around him the whole year. But now that feeling is taking over again, the feeling he started to hate, the feeling that make him forget his own self, the feeling that forced him to use her body so many times, the feeling he's getting again, the feeling that is known as.. yearning.
He wants to stop it but he can't and won't because he knows the importance of this feeling in his life, The feeling literally brought the reason to his life afterall. He don't want to be selfish, Knowing she will be more happy staying away from him but the pain will always be bigger than the happiness.]
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Next day//
[The night passed with yellings, screaming, Yearning, crying. He couldn't Sleep nor he is right now. He is laying on bed while staring at the ceiling blankly. His eyes are red and puffy while his dry tears on his cheeks left stain. He gulped, His Adam apple up and down while a drop of sweat sliding down his throat.]
Taehyung:- You could never get out of my mind, And you fucking knew it. [His voice holding anger and dryness. He is like a Alive corpse]
[The door opened but he stayed the same. Jungkook entered inside and gasped seeing his state. He sighed softly, walking towards him and placing the food tray on nightstand before taking a seat on bed beside him.]
Jungkook:- Taehyung.. [He didn't answered] "Please don't do this with you. You don't deserve this!" [taehyung closed his eyes as a new warm tear rolled down on his cheek like it was waiting inside his eye from so long]
Taehyung:- I don't deserve anything, jungkook. [Jungkook sighed again, Can't see his bestfriend like this]
Jungkook:- Please eat something. [Taehyung shooked his head] "Please tae, For me?" [Taehyung moved his face, finally facing him before gulping after seeing how worried he is. He sat straight and asked him to give him the tray making jungkook smile widely. He took the tray and gave it to him]
Jungkook:- Eat well. [He said when taehyung start eating, Even though
He don't want to.]
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AFTER 1 MONTH/ Bathroom
[Standing under the shower as the warm water hitting his bare body creating warm heat in the small glass room. His hairs gluing down On his Face because of the water. His face looks dull and the dark circles under his eyes is giving him a tired look. He is tired. His hands are placed on the wall infront of him like as if he will take them down his body will not support him to stand. He closed his eyes, Feeling the water on him.
Not until the water on his face mixed with tears. This one month, his pain didn't lessened, Instead it increased every second passing by. The urge to find her from any corner of the world is too much. But at the same time, He think about her. He know she's happy with her love, But what about his love? He knows love can't be force, But can not loving someone anymore be forced? No it can't. He can't. He can't kill his affection, addiction, obsession with her. Even if he want to. His head is paining, thinking about her. Like thinking about her is making his mind mess up. Her smile, Her eyes, Her lips, Her words, Flashing infront of him is making him mad]
Taehyung:- Ahh!!! [He screamed, Holding his head before bending down a little] "S..Stop!!" [His legs trembled back] "I..I Can't!!" [He gave up. He gave up on himself. Taking the towel, He instantly wrapped it around his waist before rushing out from the bathroom.]
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His room//
[He opened the drawer of nightstand before taking out a small packet of some pills before gulping down some of them. Jungkook opened the door of his room as his eyes land on him. Widening his eyes, he rushed towards taehyung before snatching the packet away.]
Jungkook:- You taking drugs again!? [He snapped the question, But Taehyung didn't answered] "I told you not to take them, They'll make you addicted!"
Taehyung:- Getting addicted to them seems much better than getting addicted to her. [Jungkook moved his head to side, Disbelief] "Atleast, They will not leave me alone." [He snatched the packet back before throwing it in the drawer again.]
Jungkook:- You're losing yourself, Taehyung. You're losing yourself for her. [He smiled, taking a cigaratte and lighter from nightstand before keeping it in between his teeth and lighting by the lighter. He held it by his index and middle finger before inhaling and exhaling the smoke out.]
Taehyung:- I know. [He said as the smoke around them hitting their skins.] "But I'm not me anymore to lose myself." [He took another puff] "I'm becoming someone else.." [Jungkook gulped, Looking at him in eyes. Eyes which holds no life in them anymore.]
Taehyung:- I'm going back home. [Jungkook jerked his head towards him, Eyes widen in surprise.]
Jungkook:- What? [He nodded]
Taehyung:- I can't stay here in yours for long. Also I have some works to take care of.
Jungkook:- You can handle your works from here too! [Taehyung looked at him, Not convinced making jungkook leave a sigh] "I..I. Can't leave you alone like this." [he said, Trying to convince but he kept his face poker.]
Taehyung:- I will be fine alone. [Jungkook shooked his head]
Jungkook:- You can't! Just stay here ok? [Taehyung tapped the cigaratte on the nightstand before leaving the rest there. He held jungkook hands in his before saying in an reassuring voice.]
Taehyung:- trust me, I'll be ok. Also, I've faced company downfall once and i don't wanna repeat it again. I'll just focus on my works..
Jungkook:- Sure? [He asked in slow tone making taehyung nod.]
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Taehyung's room//
[He unlocked the door before taking his steps inside. Lifting his head up, He gulped when his eyes fell on all the pictures. He closed the door behind before walked towards his bed before keeping the coat on it that was resting on his hands. He again looked around at the walls which are covered with Her photos. He chuckled before looking at the biggest photo, Where she's smiling brightly at the camera, Knowing he was the one clicking it.]
Taehyung:- I told you not to come in my room, but you did, And saw all these photos that I was trying to hide from you.. Is this the reason you left me? [His eyes pleading like if the photo understands his pain.] "Come back Y/n.. I will lose myself fully without you"
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In his company // 1 week later
[Flipping the pages while sitting in the main chair. He's surrounded by like 10 chairs at his both side. Dominance showing in his eyes as he read the files with his firm eyes making the guy standing beside him held his own hands more tightly in fear.]
Taehyung:- The shit is this!? [He snapped, throwing the file at his face making him flinch and catch the file before it could fall. Taehyung stood up while the guy staring down at the floor, biting his lower lip] "Is this what you made in 7 fucking days!?"
[The guy stood quiet while some who were present here made pity face for the guy while some looked down at him.] "Speak up!!" [Taehyung shouted at his face making him stumble back a little]
Guy:- I..I'm.. I'm s..sorry boss. [Taehyung sighed disbelief, massaging his forehead by thumb and index finger.]
Taehyung:- Go, Go before I lose my mind. [The guy immediately ran out from here, never wanting to look back at him again.]
Won:- ah taehyung, You're behaving like a Psycho now. [Taehyung poked his inner cheek before looking at the guy, Who is staring at taehyung with a smirk on his face. The guy is of same age as taehyung]
Taehyung:- What did you just said? [He said, His voice scary, Enough to make others feel it too]
Won:- What you heard, You're psycho dude.
Taehyung:- Look, You're guest here, Fucking final the deal and leave or else I will really do something bad.
Won:- Woah! [He gasped, Getting up] "You threatening me?" [Taehyung just stared with his sharp eyes while the guy walked close towards him] "What you gonna do?" [He said after reaching close to him. He leaned closer to his ears before smirking and whispering]
"Will you kill me, Mr. Psycho dick?" [Taehyung clenched his jaw while won got away from him laughing at his face.]
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Corridor//
[Won was walking with his one hand tugged in the pocket of his black pant, No doubt he thinks he is the main among everyone, He is the most dominant and scary one but he has no fucking idea of the reality yet.
Everyone thinks they're hero, The scary one until they actually meet the real fear, The villain. The environment was silence and dull, Like no one came in this corridor from years. Suddenly Won stopped on his spot hearing whistling of someone from out of nowhere. The sound was scary, Scary enough to make a shiver ran down his spine. A gulped automatically travelled down his throat when the whistle became louder and more scarier, following by the sound of chuckles.]
Won:- W..Who.. Who's there!? [The whistle Stop, More like his heartbeat stopped.]
??:- A Psycho.. [Won's eyes widen, Recognising the voice]
Won:- T..Taehyung? [Taehyung chuckled, But no other sign of his presence yet.]
Taehyung:- Recognise my voice well?
Won:- C..Come infront of me!! [As soon as he said it, The long footsteps got heard as Won became allert by keeping his hands infront, Making the position of punching. His licked his lips when he finally saw him, Coming towards him with his hands tugged in his pants. His head was hang low, But the intensity of his eyes can be feel by the poor guy. Taehyung walked and walked till he took the last step, straight infront of him. His gesture was cool as the smirk never leaving his lips]
Taehyung:- what did you said? I'm Psycho? I will kill you? [He laughed] "As you wish then" [Won's eyes widen when taehyung pulled out an big knife from his pants. Won never wants to know how did he fit that sharp object there, Because he is just worried about his life right now.]
Taehyung:- I doubt if I will really enjoy killing you, But i will still do it anyway. [Taehyung gripped on his collar, Jerking close before pressing the knife on his dick, Smirking after receiving the shock expression from him]
Won:- N..No
Taehyung:- Yes! [He said before chopping his dick apart from him, In his pants basically. He screamed loudy but no other voice came other than his own echoed one.] "Fuck!! That's satisfying!" [He stated, unexpectedly Shocked. It's his first time anyway. Pressing the knife on his throat he laughed at the crying man, Never coming out from the pain he's feeling.]
Taehyung:- I will not play much, So let me just end you. [Won shooked his head, begging but he won't ever listen now. Stabbing the knife deep into his throat, he literally passed it out from Won's nape. Won's eyes snapped out as his mouth went wide open when the shower of blood flowed out from there. As he died at the spot. Taehyung leaved his body causing it to fall straight back like a bouncing object making taehyung laugh hard.]
Taehyung:- God!! Damn- [He sat on his knee, As the blood droplets on his face, Lips, clothes making him look scary, Maybe looking like the most scariest person that can ever exist. He stared at the dead body that's looking so disgusting with that dick chop off and the knife deeply buried into his throat. Suddenly Gasping, He whispered with his dry voice]
Taehyung:- And here I became.. a Psycho.