I have been devoid of sleep
I have to wake up at mother fucking 5:30 am to make it to my dam 9am class. And since I live in NYC you better believe that there were so many train incidents like today when I was heading to my appointment. Like come on! I have been getting 3 hours of sleep but at the moment due to the weather I was able to relax at home. But my own mother woke me up, I have PTSD from her screaming awake like she tells me "WAKE UP" I sprung up and looked for middle school uniform, like I didn't want to be late for my class but I had to remember "I'm an adult" but since 9am I haven't been able to sleep and I slept at 5am due to sheer anxiety of my test tmr. Someone just end me, I don't want to go to school tomorrow I wanna stay in my warm bed.
Now thank you for hearing me rant
I have been sleep deprived that I haven't had motivation to write but here ya go a new chapter cause my sibling reminded me of my crushes in which ended of me being single and all my crushes rejecting me for either gender or not the right time for relationships
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(Y/n) wished that the facilities would allow her some alcohol for the shit she just heard yesterday. Miguel becoming her partner "he must be crazy" stared in disbelief (Y/n) at her cup. Like does he think that he can fix a "broken"? Does he even think? (Y/n) just laughed at herself in disbelief, she still couldn't believe an Alpha among Alphas was gonna try being her mate, a mate to a "broken" omega. Seriously with the many degrees that Miguel had to back him up in almost anything, someone should have warned him that logic doesn't really work out with something illogical. (Y/n) laughed at herself as tears poured down her eyes "he thinks he could just fix me with a wave of his finger?" clenching her tea cup she didn't notice the pressure she put on the cup until she felt a stinging sensation on her hands. Looking down at her hands, shards of porcelain penetrate her hands. (Y/n) unfazed just laughed tiredly as she looked at her bloody hands.
"You know Miguel, you shouldn't make such false promises" was all that (Y/n) could say before getting her med kit and patching herself up and removing the porcelain pieces. While cleaning her broken cup she stared at the tea cup that laid on the trash bag bloodied and broken "you remind me of myself" before she put a lid on her trashcan.
With Miguel (POV)
"Layla how does someone make someone else fall in love with them" Miguel questioned his Ai partner while he looked into romance books and even novels ranging from fluff to straight up porn. Layla was confused but just gave him an answer "the answer to that question varies, what specific thing are you actually looking for?". Miguel sighed for millionth time today for now he was trying to romance a omega in which was new to him cause mostly all the omegas that were interested in him were the ones to put the work, from ranging dates, restaurants and even start up conversation but now he is the one that has to do everything. And seriously other than a tea date, he didn't know where else to go to build up a romantic relationship with (Y/n). After careful observation he was only able to find out that they were mostly a social introvert and he himself was a social introvert. Oh what a great combination they were, this relationship felt like a black widow relationship where the female eats the males. Rubbing his temple, Miguel sighed yet again.
"Layla find great date spots for new couples " groaned Miguel while Layla just had to give Miguel a double glance check for she couldn't believe what she was hearing, was Miguel finally entering his spring season? Miguel just looked through the files of (Y/n) to read what they liked but that was left on blank.
"Why did I have to open my big mouth"