ONIKA
Days passed by, I'm still trying my best to get beyonce attention. I still love her and I still feel guilty for whatever shit I did years ago. When she heard i cheated on her even though I didn't mean to, I never heard about her best friend again. Of course I know she did something bad but I don't want to question her because she already hate me, sometimes I go to her house and bring her some food that always ended up on some trash can. I love her so I didn't think much of it.
I pulled infront on beyonce's house, as I stepped out opening the door to the back seat of my car to grab the food I cooked with my mom awhile ago. I didn't tell my mom that the food is for bey, I don't want her to be mad because she hates beyonce. Walking towards her door, I knock and wait for her to open. when she did she rolled her eyes at me with her arms folded over her chest. I smiled she looks beautiful, she's wearing some jogger and a cropped sleeveless shirt with her hair tied in a messy bun,
"I bring you some food," I said lifting the container, she smacked her lips and rolled her eyes again.
"I can't believe you still doing this shit, you literally saw me yesterday throw your food away." She sassed,
"Please, I just want to make sure you're okay" she sarcastically laugh at me, grabbing the door handle behind her back.
"Move, I'm not eating your food."
"Just please, my mom cook this." I whispered, pleading with my eyes, I just want her to accept this. I missed her a lot and accepting my food will make me happy. But all she did is shrugged her shoulders making me sigh
"Your mom doesn't like me, so get out." She slammed the door on my face, I don't want to cry because I don't want my mom so see me with puffy eyes when I get back home, so I went back to my car and just sit there. I couldn't even stop myself so I cried, wrapping my arms around me as I sobb. Shaking my head I grab my phone and call nasir i don't know why I called him, but every time I'm with him I just feel so comfortable and safe. He answered before the line end
"Uh..hello?"
"Hey, can I go to your house? I cook something" I heard him scream like a little girl before I heard a thud,
"Sorry.. awww you cooked for me?" I playfully rolled my eyes even though he can't see me,
"I'll text you when I get there." I hung up and drove to his house, It didn't take me long so when i arrived to his house i texted him that I was outside. A minute later he came jogging towards my car with a kiddy smile on his face, I unlock my door from the inside.
"Hi" he smiled closing the door of my car, I chuckled and reach for the container on my backseat.
"Here. Taste eat" I heard him squeal and opened the container grabbing the plastic spoon he immediately stuffed his mouth,
"Boy slow down,"I laugh,
"Yo! This shit is fire!" I smiled thanking him,
"My mom cooked that," he nods his head. Clearly busy stuffing his face, so I get myself busy with my phone while he eat. When I heard him finished his food he turned to me and smiled
"Thank you for the food even though I need something to drink" I rolled my eyes, putting my phone on my lap.
"Uhm I gave you a free food and still asking for something," he only laugh,
"Chill. What happened to your face? Crying?" He leans in rubbing my cheek with his thumb, I took a deep breath and nodded.
"Beyonce again?" I nodded again, I don't have to lie to him, cupping my face, he gave me a small smile.
"It's okay, I wish I could give you a kiss,"
"Do it" he moved away, laughing.
"I'm serious" I said pulling his face towards me. I leaned in and look at his lips. I wish beyonce was here to see me kissing someone but I know she wouldn't care.
"Don't do something you don't want onika," he breath against my lips. Tempting,
"Maybe I want this," I whispered and smashed my lips on his, the kiss was slow. For thee past years I thought I will never feel this again, the comfort, the warm I just feel so safe in his lips, I'm longing for this for so long that I didn't even feel my tear rolling down.
He pulled away, wiping my tears I can see the regret in his eyes after he kissed me.
"I'm sorry, did I do something wrong?, I'm sorry i-" I stop him crashing my lips back to him. I moved myself up and straddle him. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and cried kissing him passionately. Rubbing my back with his other hand while the other is holding me by my waist. I feel so safe here like I don't want to let go, I don't want to let him go. I slowly hating myself for kissing him because I felt like I cheated on beyonce again, but I can't help myself. I just wanted her to be him, I wanted her to love me. I just want her to need me like I need her. We stopped and just watch each other,
"Why are you crying onika? Tell me please" he whispered, arms tightly wrap around my waist as he laid his head on my neck.
"I just- I never thought I will feel this again," he moved his head back to look at me, I sniffled and played with the hem of his shirt,
"Tell me how you feel mamas" something made me warm when he said those words. My cheek heat up and a small smile appear on my lips,
"Safe." I said almost a whisper, he humm as I put my head down, he sat up straight and trap my chin between his index and his thumb making me to look at him,
"Look at me onika, I'm sorry she made you feel that way, I'm always here you don't have to be alone" those words made me cry again. He chuckled softly trying to wipe my face.
"Stop crying pretty girl" I laugh and slap him softly on his chest.
"I have a gossip to tell you," he laugh like a little badass kid and smirked at me. We talkfor hours that I didn't even the noticed the sky. We kissed again and I promise him that I will bring him some food again and we argue about what's the best food. He told me mc donalds and I told him chipotle, after we argue for nothing I left. I didn't feel sad anymore when I get back home.
Sitting on my bed, I watched some Instagram stories and saw beyonce. Just watching her flirting and even talking to someone made me sad and I cried again, she just look so happy like I don't matter to her and worse I don't even exist to her, I stop and just went to check on my friends seeing our group chat made me a little better.
Best pussies alive👅💅🏽
JT's pussy👅: what should I give to kross?
Lolo da milf🤰🏼: money.
Sos the wettest pussy💦: don't give kross money jt yk lo is going to steal it
:I agree
Lolo da milf🤰🏼:bitch?
JT's pussy👅: thank u solana bae
:Iw gae🤢
Lolo da milf🤰🏼:stfu desperate bitch
:At least I'm not a mom😜🖕🏻
Sos the wettest pussy💦: stop acting like you don't love kross
:I love kross I don't love her hoe ass mom tho.
:Anyways I have to tell yall smth
:Me and Nas kissed😶
JT's pussy👅:BITCHH???
Sos the wettest pussy💦: ?? When where?
Lolo da milf🤰🏼: just use protection onika.
:Uhm we JUST kiss?
:A while ago, when I went to give him the food that was supposed to be beys.
Lolo da milf🤰🏼: u bad for giving him the food that supposed to be for your EX😭
:Stfu
Sos the wettest pussy 💦:😭😭
JT's pussy👅: he deserve it. I bet he likes the food
: Yes I'm thankful that he appreciates it
Sos the wettest pussy💦: another reason for you to stop acting stupid
:I love beyonce. We only kissed it won't happen again.
Lolo da milf 🤰🏼:screenshoting this so I can slap you when you told us again that y'all two kissed🖕🏽
:🙃
:I want some dick😩
:But I only want beys dick
Sos the wettest pussy💦: go to one of the clubs she always go to and put something on her drink and asked her to have sex with you then trapped her
:Bring Idea
:I'm thinking about doing it
:Thank you so😘
JT's pussy 👅: you better fucking not onika
Lolo da milf🤰🏼: yeah we gon' punch your stomach when we heard you say that you're pregnant.
: BITCH????
:THATS A FUCKING MURDER?
Lolo da milf🤰🏼: we just gon' punch your stomach if we ever heard you say that you actually had sex with her
JT's pussy👅: rightttt
Sos the wettest pussy💦: or we can put something on onika's drink and let her die
JT's pussy👅: raise your hand if you like solana's idea
JT's pussy👅:🙋🏿♀️
Sos the wettest pussy💦:🙋🏾♀️
Lolo da milf 🤰🏼:🙋🏽♀️
:Chile. Bye fuck y'all 🖕🏽
Playboy🖕🏽👰🏾♂️
Playboy🖕🏽👰🏾♂️: bring me some food TMRW😩🖕🏽 I'm craving
: Bitch 😭
Playboy🖕🏽👰🏾♂️:I'm actually pregnant with your child onika so feed me
:Shut up😭
Playboy🖕🏽👰🏾♂️: I'm calling you at cuss u out for making me pregnant
I laughed and let the phone ring just to pissed him off and I answered before the last ring
"What?" I said giving him some fake attitude I heard him clear his voice,
"You bitch! You got me pregnant!" he yelled in a girl voice making me laugh loudly
"Boy! I-" I laugh and let him slide calling me out of my name. I heard his fake cries before I heard shuffle so I look at my phone and saw him setting his phone so I leaned in to my head board and also open my camera, he had this towel on his head and a fake bum, I snorted and laugh,
"Look at my belly!" He yelled rubbing his stomach,
"That's not my child I pulled out" I just ride whatever he wants. This out little drama, he lay down after taking off his 'little' costume.
"But for real bring me some food tomorrow, that shit made me hypnotized"
"My mom cooked that but I'll cook for you" I heard him squeal and blow me a kiss
"Thank youuuu!" I rolled my eyes, getting comfortable under my sheets. We just looked at each other smiling it wasn't weird it's actually comfortable, he made my day greater.
"I think I like kissing you," he said out of nowhere,
"What?"
"The word like it's not actually the right word but I don't want to say I love kissing you even though I really do. I just don't want you to dislike me because you might thought that I'm being weird"
"You like me?" I asked, genuinely shocked. He was blushing and he couldn't look me in my eyes
"Uh, I think I should go to sleep" he said,
"No, tell me" I heard him sigh,
"I don't want to make you think I'm using you because you feel vulnerable most of the time, but I do really like you even when you're still with beyonce before—i just don't want to destroy the happiness you had when you're with her," I don't know what to say to him or what to feel. I'm just staring at him and I can see that he's a bit disappointed in himself for even expressing what he feel.
"Nevermind, I'll talk to you soon"before he could even end the call I stopped him.
"Wait, I'm sorry. I'm just really shocked, I don't want you to leave me after confessing your feelings, it's just— it's a lot and hard to process." He nodd his head a small smile appear on his lips,
"Don't be sad please,"
"I think I love kissing you too."
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