Toji x Gojo

Ruined Landscape

By : Gumi_nat
Source : AO3

Chapter 1

The afternoon is awesome, Satoru has gone out to hang out with his boyfriend Suguru and his best friend Shoko, as a distraction and something of a farewell.

"Your turn, Satoru!" shouts Shoko, she has huge sunglasses on as she wobbles the tambourine in her hand.

Satoru grabs the microphone and starts singing as soon as the lyrics are on the screen. It was a good idea to come to karaoke instead of the movie theater, here they could be as disastrous as they wanted.

"You sound good, baby" Suguru says, he sits quietly, watching him.

Satoru smiles at him and continues until the song ends.

"Tell me again why you don't want to be an idol?" says Shoko as she selects her song "Not only do you have the face, you sing great."

Satoru snorts and plops down next to Suguru, where Suguru immediately slips his arm around his boyfriend's shoulders to hug him. The light-haired one rests his head on his shoulder.

"I actually tried" he replies "But father didn't agree. Besides, I got rejected at the auditions."

"That sucks" says the girl "Maybe your father got you rejected. Tsk, I hate people with power."

Satoru grimaced, it wasn't like he hadn't thought about it before. His father was influential enough that no agency would accept him.

"Maybe it's because you suck at dancing" the black haired one said, Shoko let out a laugh interrupting his not at all pleasant introduction.

"Suguru!" complained Satoru, forming a pout that the opposite didn't take long to kiss. Though he was actually right, his forte was singing, not dancing. But aiming to be an idol seemed more feasible than trying to be a soloist out of nowhere. If his family would support him, it would be something else....

After Satoru's numerous attempts to join an agency and the incessant nagging from his family, finally his father had decided to make an extreme decision under the pretext that it was all "for his own good", that is, he would be sent abroad to finish his university studies, with no option to not.

So now, he found himself going out every day with his best friends, enjoying all the time he had left before leaving. He tried not to think about it so much, he didn't want to cry because he had to leave them.

After saying goodbye he headed home, to find that dinner was ready earlier than usual, and much more unusual, his father was home early.

"Satoru, puppy, your father has something to tell you" he didn't know why, but immediately understood that what was coming would not exactly be good news.

"And what would that be?" he dared to ask.

His father ate some more, unperturbed, before looking Satoru straight in the eye.

"The Zen'in family" just the mention of it made Satoru freeze, he hated that family. If his father was a cold blooded man who only cared about business, the Zen'in were a pack of bloodthirsty wolves who wouldn't hesitate to kill anyone who got in their way, Satoru never wanted anything to do with them "We have arranged your marriage to join them in alliance"

Satoru looked from his father to his mother, looking for help, but she only ducked her head.

"Please, father, you know I love..."

"Enough of your bullshit" he restrained him "I have ignored your relationship with the young man from that Geto family, but you know very well that we have been rivals for generations. You will marry Naoya before you leave, we don't want you roaming abroad without a proper mark."

The boy's hands slammed on the table as he stood up abruptly.

"No!" he cried, terrified "How can you sell me to such an animal!" he began to say in desperation "I beg you, I will do your every command from now on, but I beg you, don't marry me to him."

But there was no answer, he was determined.

"Father!" he cried, his voice rasping in his throat, as tears spilled down his cheek.

"Enough!" rarely had his father used his alpha voice, he was a dominant alpha who's presence alone was enough to intimidate others, it was never necessary. Satoru immediately cringed, there was no way to disobey him, he just pressed his lips together as his tears slid down his face "Satoru, I have fulfilled your countless whims, except for that idea of yours to be a singer. I need you to do your duty to the family that has given you so much."

Satoru trembled and sobbed.

"But, father, Naoya is a bad alpha..." he could barely say as he covered his crying face "He has always belittled me... he tried to abuse me and you know it!"

Her mother dropped her silverware on the stick, forming a clatter.

"That was years ago, Satoru. Naoya had a traditional upbringing, so expect his omega to meet those conditions as well. I know you'll be able to adapt well."

Satoru couldn't say more, there was no way he was going to change his mind. He got up from the table and walked briskly in the direction of the second floor to go s his room.

"Honey, how can you do this to your son?" he could hear his mother sobbing, but he didn't have time to hear his father's response.

He threw himself on his bed to cry, disconsolate.

Satoru was supposed to be a coveted young omega, every family wanted to be engaged to him but his father who saw in his son more material value than fraternal, had not allowed just anyone to get close to him. Even with his friends it was hard to hang out without being watched, although he believed his father had accepted Suguru as he never intervened. Now he understood that it was only because in the end, he would engage him with anyone he deemed sufficient. In this case, he had promised it to the nastiest alpha to ever cross his path.

Naoya was a young man who believed in alpha supremacy, preached how useless omegas were and that their only function was to give birth. God, he was in for a horrible life.

But he had to stop it, he couldn't just sit idly by. He ran to his closet and took the things he considered most important, pictures with Shoko and Suguru, some jewelry to sell if he needed it and the most comfortable clothes he had. He waited for the early morning to come in and climbed down his window, he was used to sneaking out to go see Satoru from time to time, although he always got caught blocks ahead. But it was worth a try, even if he got caught a hundred times.

He practically ran, not bothering to be stealthy, the farther away the better. He took the risk of not going down the main streets and turned off into the alley where he knew he would be arriving at Suguru's house in a while. He wouldn't stay there, he'd just pass through quickly before heading off to who knows where.

Shit, where would he go?

"Well, what do we have here?" a voice he recognized made him shiver "This puppy sure made my job easy."

Satoru turned quickly to where the voice sounded, in the middle of the darkness, finding the big alpha he hadn't seen for a long time.

"Toji-san" he shivered as he watched him approach.

Naoya's cousin, one of the few dominant alphas he knew besides his father. He was a man feared by his own family, they had given him one of the companies as long as he didn't get too involved with others and above all, didn't get in the way of his cousin who seemed to love to tease for the sheer joy of it.

He had no trouble guessing why he was there, even after he had his own place, he still occasionally picked on his cousin. Everyone had something bad to say about the man, but, even if he was gruff and foul-mouthed, Satoru knew he wasn't a bad person. If Toji hadn't shown up that day, who knows what would have happened.

"Let me see Suguru" he requested.

"Can't do that, puppy" he replied "You see, I came myself to look for you. I was waiting for the right time, but you came out to where I was yourself, how funny. Anyway, I can't let the others figure out where you are."

Satoru clutched his backpack, his eyes glittering he tried again.

"I know very well that you're looking for me because of the engagement, what are you looking for from all this?" his voice cracked "Please, I just want to go with my boyfriend to say goodbye and then I'll run away from Naoya, that's what you want, isn't it? To Naoya upset because he was left without a fiancé?"

He had him in front of him, he was much taller than him, much more muscular too.

"You're smart, but you know, I need to fuck the brat myself, understand?"

Satoru felt his skin bristle. He was going to take him, he was the target of the alpha in front of him just for being engaged to his cousin. Suddenly, to his nose came the overpowering scent of the older man's pheromones, he felt his legs go weak and he almost fell to the ground, more the man held him up.

"Our cute young Satoru" he heard him say "A dominant omega coveted by all, but no common pheromone can make you feel much, how about these?"

Dizzy, he felt as if he was floating and couldn't control his body. He could only tighten his fingers around the arms that held him, he opened his mouth gasped, maybe drooled and his pussy was so wet that his pants were soaked.

Strange sounds came out of his mouth and he tried to direct his gaze all the way up to the alpha's face.

For an alpha to induce a heat in an dominant omega was virtually impossible, but Toji was a dominant among dominants. His pheromones were heavy if he so chose, so it was simple to hold a trembling Satoru in his arms. It would be easier to take him that way. With one arm, he pulled him up on his shoulder and with the other hand he picked up the bag the boy was carrying, he didn't want to leave any traces behind.

"From today on you belong to me, puppy."

Satoru felt a constant movement that made him uncomfortable, they were interrupting his sleep and he felt very tired, even dizzy. Was he sick?

He slowly opened his eyes, fighting the urge to keep them closed, he realized he was panting and a moan built up in his throat until it came out shrilly, he heard it echo throughout the room. But then, wet sounds began to reach his ears, slowly he focused on them, deciphering what they were with his eyes glued to the dark ceiling above him. He frowned, where was it? The ceiling in his room was a light blue color, it even had a couple of stars he pasted on it when he was a kid.

"Did you wake up, puppy?"

Then the crystalline eyes looked ahead, the man between his legs was the one causing him to move so much, he was pushing him, he was making him moan and pant. He realized the wet sounds were from the alpha's member, thrusting in and out of him, ramming hard.

"W-what... Ah!" the alpha was fucking him, hard, burying himself in him up to his balls "W-what are you doing...! No...!" but his moans lingered in the air, exchanged for his multiple groans, until he cried out from having an orgasm he hadn't expected.

"Hah... I thought I was going to meet a virgin pussy, but look at this bitch, you already gave it to your boyfriend, didn't you?" Toji growled "You're lucky I don't care, but poor you if you would have gone with Naoya" a couple more hard thrusts and he let it all out inside the omega's pussy.

When Satoru realized that, he snapped out of his trance, screaming and pulling away from the alpha in front of him. He glued himself to the headboard of the bed and covered his body with a sheet, or at least made an attempt at that.

"You're insane!" cried Satoru "How could you do this to me! You... You... You...!" He gritted his teeth and then just cried, unable to say anything else. He felt semen pouring out of his pussy, it was so abundant that he knew more than once he had cum inside him "Please give me a morning after pill"

Toji snorted, sitting up as he leaned back on the mattress with his hands behind him.

"What would be the point of that?" he asked "I brought you here to impregnate you puppy, you're my omega now."

Satoru stared at him, incredulous.

"How far does your hatred for Naoya go, Toji-san?" he asked, his voice cracking "So much to harm a person who didn't even want to relate to him?"

"Naoya is so in love with you, puppy, I'm afraid you're my ticket to watch him squirm as he watches me leave you bloated with my pups over and over again."

He didn't know why, but that made Satoru squeeze his legs together as if that would control the tingling he felt in his intimacy. The alpha noticed, but didn't say anything about it.

"In love? Ha" he asked wryly "That man is not capable of loving anyone."

Toji's scar rose in a sideways grin.

"That brat hates the fact that he loves you" he explained "Do you think that day wouldn't have marked you if I hadn't stopped him" He only knows how to show his longing for you through possession, he thinks that dominating you will calm him down" The omega shivered at the terrifying memory, he wanted so badly to forget that day "It will be a pity that he can't mark you anymore" he motioned pointing to his own neck, the omega frowned until understanding came.

He felt himself paling and suddenly the smell of iron was distinguishable among the mix of pheromones flooding the room. Trembling, he brought a hand to his neck where he felt the trace of a scratchy texture. Dried blood. Toji had marked it, they were entwined.

"No... No!" he screamed tearing at his neck, digging his nails in until he drew blood "No, no, no!"

The scream was heartbreaking, it scraped his throat and he felt like he might run out of voice as he cried and screamed, hurting relentlessly at the site of his mark. The tinge of sadness and despair in his scent thickened the room, until a different, soothing scent reached his nose, causing him to stop crying.

It was the alpha's pheromones, now that they were bonded, his pheromones could have a soothing effect on the omega.

A gasp came from Satoru as the man grabbed him by the ankle and dragged him in a matter of a according to him. Fucking force. He pulled away the omega's hands that remained on his neck and ran his tongue over the young man's new wound. Again and again, while Satoru was drowsy from the older man's scent, until there was not a single drop of blood.

"You can't hurt yourself" he sentenced "That's not going to change anything."

Satoru who could hear his words, sobbed again, but gave up, resting his chin on the shoulder of the man embracing him. He cried and cried, as the alpha left him.

"Suguru... He's waiting for me..." he let out a hiccup.

The alpha remained silent before speaking.

"Let's make a deal, puppy, if you want to get out of here, sure."

Satoru didn't respond, but was intent on the words.

"You're my omega now and I need a few puppies to handle my branches later" he spoke "When you have my first baby, I'll let you out of this room."

Satoru let out a gasp.

"Just out of the room...?" his voice was small, he was tired.

Toji laughed.

"Give me an alpha puppy, identical to you" he said "When you do, I'll let you go."

"It's not fair..." blurted out Satoru "My genes are weak, the cubs will be identical to you..."

"I know" was what he replied.

Satoru felt helpless, there was no way to beat this alpha. And worst of all, because of the fucking bite, the idea of fleeing the place was fading fast.

He was angry, very angry. He stirred a little on top of the man, until his lips were on the older man's neck. Soon, Toji would moan, as Satoru drove his fangs hard into the alpha's gland.

When he was sure he had succeeded, he broke away, glaring angrily into the eyes of his opponent. His mouth filled with blood as he laughed.

"You can't leave me now either."

It was rare for an omega to mark an alpha. They didn't feel the extreme desire to possess like their mates, so it wasn't a common practice. However, this made it so that the alpha could not have another omega ever, unless the omega died. It is the same function of the mark of an alpha on an omega.

"Hah..." he grinned mischievously, to run his tongue over the young man's bloody lips "Get ready to have all my pups."

Satoru didn't find it hard at all to get pregnant. When neither his eat nor his.menses peeked, Toji called a beta doctor he trusted, though deep down Satoru believed the alpha had the man threatened not to breathe a word to the rest of the Zen'in. He was practically 4 weeks pregnant, but it would be impossible for them to think at what point they managed to conceive, as they had been doing it like rabbits.

Satoru didn't exactly feel hatred or affection for the eldest, but he knew he was their alpha. Besides, he was too bored in that room and when Toji came by every day to see him, fucking like crazy seemed like the best and most fun option. He hated to accept it, but they had ridiculous chemistry when it came to sex.

Now he was in his fourth month, he had gotten used to the slow and careful sex. Toji was a rough alpha, but when it came to his calf, he wasn't taking any chances.

"Oh, God, Toji-san!" Satoru dug his nails into the arms around him. They were fucking sideways, Toji sticking his chest to his back as he slowly pumped in and out of the omega's tight, wet pussy.

"You like it like that, pup?" lately he had gone from puppy to just pup.

Satoru squealed.

"More, more..." he pleaded, but it didn't work. The alpha stayed with his relentlessly slow, torturous rhythm, delaying Satoru's orgasm until Satoru exploded, letting himself squirt on the alpha's still twitching cock.

Satoru had no patience, but he admitted that the orgasms that were a long time coming felt incredible.

When the alpha came inside the condom, he withdrew just as carefully, leaving Satoru's pussy clenching around nothing.

"Can you leave it in?" he asked as he breathed heavily, still clinging to the arms around his chest.

"No" as he pouted, Toji bit one of his cheeks, causing him to moan "Do you want to get an infection? No, do you?"

Satoru snorted, feeling pain in his cheek.

"No..."

"I thought so" Toji got up, went to the bathroom inside the room and came out with a couple of wipes and water, he always cleaned it after they fucked. Satoru was left, he had no complaints about that.

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. Satoru stood alert, no one knocked when Toji was with him and the housekeeper only showed up when he was gone. He looked at the alpha, seeking his help. He had been there so long It was his nest, he couldn't just let someone walk in like that.

"Daddy?" the little voice made Satoru blink.

Toji frowned "Wait, puppy." Satoru caught on that it wasn't him he was talking to.

He had already finished cleaning him, so he took his shirt and put it on the omega along with new underwear, to put on his pants and head to open the door. Then a tiny little body, pounced onto the alpha's legs, hugging them.

"I knew you were here!" said the little guy "I've been looking for you because Mistress said you had already arrived!"

"Megumi..."

Oh, that's a cute name, Satoru thought.

Then the little boy noticed him, he hid behind the alpha, but looked at him with bright eyes. Satoru was very confused, but he smiled kindly and shook his hand to greet him.

"Hi, Megumi!" he said enthusiastically.

Megumi watched him for a few seconds, his emeralds curious.

"You're daddy's boyfriend?"

Satoru's mouth dropped open, then he looked at Toji, who shrugged, but then spoke.

"His name is Satoru, puppy, he's Daddy's bond" the man explained, his voice strangely soft "Besides, he's going to be your little brother's mommy."

"Little brother?" Megumi looked at him in surprise. It caused Satoru immense tenderness.

"Come see, Megumi" he called him, looked at his father and when he nodded, he walked over to the bed.

Satoru lifted the shirt, Megumi's eyes sparkled like jewels, perfect emeralds, seeing the swollen belly, he looked at Satoru as well, as if asking permission, and he laughed as he took his small hands and brought them to his belly, allowing him to touch and caress it. Astonished, then his gaze lingered for a few seconds on Satoru's face to tell him "You're so cute, Toru-san."

Satoru's cheeks were painted red, as he laughed nervously. It had been a long time since he had heard something like that.

Definitely, at least there was a cute side to staying in this place.

"So, you have a son" Satoru started to say, Megumi had already left to do her homework "And you call him a puppy just like me, aren't you ashamed?"

"I'll tell you in other ways from now on, it just sounded funny."

"Hah, at least you have a conscience" Satoru was complaining, but he was lying down like the alpha's little spoon. His excuse was that the baby needed constant pheromone exchange "Good thing he only has your face, otherwise he wouldn't look like your son."

The alpha's laughter tickled his neck.

"Let's hope ours aren't as spoiled as you."

Satoru didn't imagine how painful it was going to be to give birth, the doctor kept asking him to push, but he felt unable to do so.

"I can't!" he shrieked "Toji-san, it hurts, it hurts!"

His tears spilled down his cheeks as his nails dug into Toji's hand.

"A little more, Toru-chan," the doctor requested.

Satoru denied, but still kept pushing.

"You're doing good, baby" said the alpha.

"I'm going to kill you!" cried Satoru in tears, eliciting a laugh from the elder.

"I'd like to see you try that"

In the midst of Satoru's cries, the cry of an infant was heard. The omega felt immense relief accompanied by an irrational need. A shriek came from him, pitiful and almost heartbreaking. He needed his puppy, in his arms, immediately.

"Please give him to me" he demanded, his voice raspy "My puppy..."

The doctor gave Toji a look.

"Baby, they're going to clean him up and hand him over to you, okay? Be patient" the alpha let out his pheromones, calming the omega.

"I don't want to be patient, I want my puppy" he whined, but the pheromones kicked in immediately, relaxing him as the nurse accompanying the doctor took over assisting him and cleaning him up.

They were in his room, where he had been locked up for practically the last six months. It was not that Toji had not allowed him to give birth in a hospital, Satoru himself had asked him a month ago to give birth in his room, his nest. At first he had refused, but Satoru had spent so much time there that he was nervous at the thought of having his puppy anywhere other than his nest. The alpha, realizing how important it was for the omega to feel safe, gave in to the request.

Satoru remained as if floating, forgetting the pain thanks to the older one's scent, but his own pheromones were triggered, happy and excited to see the doctor with his puppy wrapped in a small blanket. As soon as he had him in his arms, he couldn't help but laugh. Shit, bonding and instincts were crazy stuff. Would he have wanted this little guy in his arms so badly if he hadn't been bonded? Bah, he wouldn't even waste time thinking about that.

He found himself nursing the baby, his eyes were still closed and his cheeks were crimson, the little fuzz of hair on his little head was dark. Normally, he couldn't decipher in a newborn baby who it looked like, but this time it was different.

"It's like, an extra mini version of Megumi" he spoke, he could clearly distinguish between her tiny features.

"You gave me another copy of me, wife."

Satoru blinked.

"Don't call me that, just keep calling me baby."

Toji chuckled, running his finger over the boy's head.

"Congratulations, you can leave the room" he murmured and leaned close to the younger man's ear to tell him "Let's make an effort and make the second one look like you."

Satoru felt his cheeks flush.

"Oh, shut up" he blurted out, escaping his gaze, looking down at the little one drinking his breast "I literally just gave birth."

That was what he said, but when only 3 weeks had passed, Satoru had left the little newborn sleeping in the crib Toji had placed in the room they were now sharing, he lay down for a few minutes tired and fell asleep without realizing it, in a lazy blink, he opened his eyes with the movement that woke him up. He didn't know when the alpha had arrived, but he was lying next to him, he no longer had any pants or his underwear on, while the alpha had one of his legs up to make the lunges easier.

"W-what...?" he mumbled as he let out a moan.

"Be quiet, baby, we don't want to wake the puppy" he muttered in his hatred then ran his tongue along the boy's chin.

"Ngh... No..." Satoru brought his hands to his mouth, hiding his gasps and moans, his eyes filling with tears as he took in his alpha's cock, which was buried deep and still fast paced, almost desperate.

The last month of pregnancy it was almost impossible to have sex, even though the alpha kept telling him of his insatiable desire to eat him out, not being able to thrust into him was torture. Now he was showing him how much he craved his pussy, and Satoru squeezed around the thick cock, enjoying what he had missed so much.

Since he'd arrived, sex was something he really enjoyed to the point of going crazy. He had already fucked a couple of times, but always on the sly and afraid of being discovered. Since he had been at Toji's house, he had learned to be uninhibited. Now he found it torture not to be able to scream out how much he loved the older man's fat cock, to ask for more without stopping, even though the alpha entered him mercilessly, reaching deep inside him.

Satoru squirmed, felt his chest leaking fluid but paid no attention to it as he felt, his desired orgasm near, until he had to bite down on his pillow to stifle the moan that came from him as he trembled from the tips of his toes to his hair, cumming and clenching around the alpha's cock.

"Shit," Toji moaned, letting out a gasp as the spasms of Satoru's pussy embraced him, as if milking him. He didn't make himself begging and let out his entire load deep inside Satoru, as he continued to ram and wet sounds came from the pussy overflowing with his cum.

Of course, again, Satoru was knocked up within two months. He wasn't surprised, especially with how much he and the alpha had been fucking, again, the chemistry between them was maddening. However, it was difficult for Satoru to carry his pregnancy along with caring for his other newborn puppy. Very difficult.

Toji turned out to be very busy too, now that Satoru was spending his days in the huge pent-house and not locked up, apparently there had been a rumor going around that he was the one who had been keeping Satoru hidden to run away from his marriage and because of that, he had to deal a lot with his family, or so he had heard from the workers.

He didn't know how far his family knew, but if that was the rumor, they weren't exactly right. He kept it hidden, but obliged.

He thought about Suguru, what could he be thinking? If he had heard that he was with Toji, had he been trying to look for him? Did he miss him? Satoru not sure how to feel lately, with a pup months old and another on the way, what place did he have in Suguru's life now? What place did Suguru have in his?

He looked down at his sleeping puppy in his bed next to little Megumi, smiled wistfully and made his way to the closet room. In the back, behind a pile of clothes he hardly wore, was his backpack, the one he hadn't even opened since the day he escaped. Carefully, he sat down on the floor and took out his small diary, among its pages were some photos. He found it curious that none of them included his family.

He felt sad, regretting not having brought at least a small one of his mother. She was afraid of his father, much more than he was afraid of him. Like him, they had promised her to the alpha they considered the strongest, her mother's family business was not doing very well and his father's was growing stronger by the day. Even when she asked them for help, they only saw the opportunity to grow in business. He didn't blame her, even though he sometimes thinks she could have done more for him, he doesn't stop loving her as his mother.

The sad tinge in his scent only got worse when he saw a picture of Suguru, he had taken it even though he asked not to.

He felt guilty, terrible. He looked at his slightly bulging belly. These days he hadn't even thought about him, he was letting himself be fucked by the alpha.

He let his tears fall, inevitable, as he looked at the photo of the one he had wanted to be his alpha for years.

Chapter 2

Satoru was in his room, Megumi was lying next to him while he held the little six month old puppy in his arms, cooing to him as he sang for them both.

"Your voice is so pretty, Toru" Megumi murmured sleepily and rested one of his little hands on Satoru's bulging belly, it was smaller than his previous pregnancy, Toji used to say that maybe now they would have a little omega. In the puppy's medical exams it had come out that he was an alpha, maybe that was why his previous belly was so big. "Do you think my new baby brother will listen to you?"

Satoru smiled "Sure, he can hear you too."

Megumi's eyes sparkled, as if sleep had vanished, he brought his lips fast to the omega's belly "Harumi and I are waiting for you..." That made the major smile.

Truth be told, Megumi spent a lot of time with him. He was nice, the workers there hardly exchanged words with him, he didn't have a phone and watching TV all the time was very boring. He believes that Megumi assumed that since he was his father's bond and was having his siblings, then he was now his mother too. Satoru didn't deny it to him.

Toji wasn't the best company either, besides sex, they didn't have much to say to each other. They were bonded, but it's not like they really knew each other. Satoru knew that demanded needs from them, to be close and exchange pheromones, to spend heats together, plus something inside him felt full when he saw the alpha care for and fill his puppy with pheromones. But when the two stayed together, they were almost always silent. They exchanged words, sure, but very pointedly. What had happened with Harumi during the day, if any of the boys were feeling unwell, or if he needed anything.

But almost always, little Megumi was there to fill in the gaps. Recounting his morning at preschool during lunch, talking during the movies he almost forced them both to watch, or lying down between the two of them on his bed to read a story for everyone. He helped him not feel so cooped up. Now he could roam freely at home, but he couldn't leave the pent-house, so in reality it was all so huge and lonely, he stayed almost all the time in his new nest. That had been another issue, moving from his nest, where he gave his puppy, to the room he would start sharing with the alpha was a process. It took him three days to get everything to his liking and every time Toji moved something from where he had placed it he would freak out. But something remarkable was that sometimes he didn't even want to get out of bed all day, he stayed curled up next to his puppy, for the times that Harumi cried for food he could tell that time was passing. That had sparked a couple of fights between the alpha and him.

"You can finally get out of your room, why do you stay cooped up in here all day?" the older one said, but Satoru felt sleepy.

"What difference does being cooped up in my nest make to being cooped up in the living room?" he shrugged, heavy eyed watching his puppy sleep.

"You can't just spend the whole fucking day lying down" annoyance began to show in his voice, Satoru frowned.

"I don't understand why it bothers you" he looked at him "It's you who keeps me cooped up."

Toji let out a frustrated sigh "Are you doing this to pity me so I'll let you out?" his pheromones became somewhat heavy "You want to see that little boyfriend of yours so bad?"

"What are you talking about" Satoru started to raise his voice "You damn fool, you think I want to hear that crap from you now?"

A laugh full of derision came out of the black-haired one.

"Well, I bet he'd be surprised to see you and realize how you got knocked up twice by another alpha."

All sleep left Satoru's body, occupying anger instead.

"That I let myself get knocked up?" his voice rises "Did I have any other fucking choice?!"

"I remember you took my deal" he shrugs and Satoru loses it. He turns blind from the anger that overcomes him, sits up quickly and the first thing that takes his hand is what he throws forcefully towards the man standing in front of the bed.

He hears it all distant, as If his head were inside the water until he gradually relates the roar to the sound of exploding glass and the loud cry of his puppy who has been startled awake by the screams.

He then realizes that he has picked up the glass of water that was on the bedside table next to him and has thrown it with all his might to where Toji was. His breathing is heavy, he can almost say he is short of breath and he is just realizing that tears are streaming down his face.

He gets up quickly trying to get out of his shock, realizing what he did, and what's worse, Toji hasn't dodged it. He doesn't know if it's luck that the glass just hit him and shattered as it hit the ground, but he's watching a trickle of blood start to run from his forehead.

"Oh, god, god!" his voice sounds shaky, almost as much as his body trembles "Are you okay?!" he wants to run over to get a closer look but the older man holds up a hand to tell him not to move.

"Stay on the bed" he orders "The floor is full of glass, you can hurt yourself."

Satoru nods, fearful. He picks up the puppy who was still crying at the top of his lungs as he bathes him in his pheromones to get him to go back to sleep. Although he is very stressed, he releases so many pheromones that he manages to get Harumi to sleep.

Toji while cleaning up the mess, picks up the pieces of glass making sure there are none left that could hurt Satoru or Megumi later. When he is completely ready, he goes into the bathroom in search of the first aid kit to clean up the bump that is just barely and starting to hurt.

"Toji..." he hears him call faintly from the bed "Let me help you."

"It's okay, baby" he replies as he is already putting on a patch "I'm done".

When he returns he finds the omega on the bed, running his hands over his bulging belly almost compulsively, overly concerned.

"Does it hurt much?" he asks in a whisper, his eyes glued to the cure.

He alpha denies "It's a scratch" he points to the scar on his mouth "This one hurt a thousand times more."

At his failed attempt at a joke, he sees Satoru's pursed lips as his eyes again fill with tears, but before the omega can speak, Toji speaks first.

"I'm sorry" he says "I'm so sorry I said that."

"I'm sorry too" Satoru replies, sobbing "No matter what you said, doing that was...I'm so sorry"

Toji makes his way onto the bed, effortlessly lifts Satoru up and places him between his legs while with his pheromones tries to calm him down, also joining his hands to the small belly.

"Why did you say something like that?" finishes Satoru's question, sounding hurt "I'm not going anywhere, here are my puppies."

Toji's arms wrap around him tighter.

"Should we go out?" he proposes, speaking against the skin where his bite mark rests "Do you want us to go somewhere?" it's obvious he's avoiding continuing the previous conversation.

Satoru remains silent for a few seconds before asking "You and me?"

The elder nods "Or the kids too, whichever you prefer."

Satoru sighed, letting himself fall backwards. Slowly ending up lying down, but they remain glued to each other, both watching the puppy sleeping peacefully as if nothing had happened.

"Lately" begins Satoru, Toji listens attentively "You're not home much, is something wrong?"

The omega feels the alpha settle in to leave him mated to his form, he hates to admit how comfortable he feels.

"There's been some things going on at the company" he explains "I need to be there to take care of everything."

Satoru nods, but can't stop the next question from coming out.

"Does it have to do with my father?"

But he gets no answer.

"Do you want to go to one of those yoga things for pregnant omegas?" he asks absolutely out of the blue, which Satoru can't help but laugh.

"That sounds good."

Satoru's routine changed a bit from then on. Just as Toji proposed, they started going out from time to time.

He had taken it upon himself to take them to places where children had an area to play, without losing status and discretion. Although it didn't help much, Harumi still couldn't walk and Megumi was almost impossible to get away from him. He was quite shy around other children, though when Satoru encouraged him to go, he had no choice but to try.

"Does it taste good?" asked Toji to Satoru, who was eating a few sweets they had brought for him, the latter nodded in response.

"Try some before I finish them all."

"Give me one" he asked, as soon as Satoru brought a candy up to hand it to him, the man opened his mouth and the omega frowned "You're too old for that" he said, but still left the candy in the man's mouth.

If Toji had to be honest (which he would never be out loud), he had planned to keep Satoru locked up for much longer, he didn't plan on ever giving in. But day by day, watching him lie there doing nothing, he seemed to lose more and more of the sparkle in his eyes as light blue as the sky. Fuck, he was too scared for Satoru's health. He's pretty sure it's his alpha instincts tearing at his chest, telling him he must protect his mate, his bond. And when he saw him lose his mind out of rage.... He almost felt ashamed to think that blow was what made him realize that he wasn't taking good care of Satoru.

He was aware that the beginning of this whole "relationship" had only been to hurt his insufferable cousin, in his selfishness he had dragged a boy into his grudge game. Perhaps that beginning would never allow them to develop a common relationship, but at least he needs to try to make the omega who gave birth to his cubs comfortable and happy with his new life. Though he wonders if happy is too much to ask for him.

And for the first time in a while, Satoru looked pleased. The omega wasn't sure if having asked about the alpha's constant absence from home now came much earlier, but Toji's answer was a definite yes. Sometimes he would come home just past noon or in the middle of the afternoon, too early. Sometimes he would arrive just in time to see Satoru in the middle of the living room doing yoga. The omega had attended one week and then said he would continue at home because it was more comfortable. Toji is sure it was because he didn't like leaving Harumi in the on-site nursery, even though they were a room away.

But the alpha had no complaints, arriving and watching Satoru's body stretch and bend into positions that made him think about being the one to make him do those positions.

"Toji-san" he says a little breathlessly, still in a position stirring inside the alpha, he looks at him with the surprised expression "You're early again."

The alpha nods.

"Where are the pups?"

Satoru smiled at the question.

"Harumi fell asleep in our room, so I brought a monitor with me in case he wakes up" he pointed to the device on one of the small tables "Megumi is in karate lessons, today is Wednesday, remember?"

Then with his head he shook his head.

"I forget everything when I see you doing that."

Satoru opened his mouth in confusion and slammed it shut as understanding came to him.

"Pervert!"

Toji laughed, walked over to Satoru and held out a hand.

"Yeah, yeah, come here" he said "I've stopped bothering you for a few days, but I can't take it anymore."

The omega took the alpha's hand to stand up, but released it immediately with flushed cheeks "I'm really sweaty, I'm going to take a shower and..."

"I don't think so" he interrupted him and took him by the hips until he gently set him down on the couch.

"Come on, Toji-san!" complained Satoru, trying to push him away "I'm dirty, let me.... Hey!" the man had yanked down his pants and underwear, leaving him completely naked underneath "No...!"

"Why does it always embarrass you?" he said, sitting down on the floor and forcefully spreading his legs to speak directly into his pussy "I've seen it all, more than once" the breath hitting his most intimate area sent a shiver down his spine and when the man's tongue took a long lick, his whole body arched and consequently his hands became entangled in the strands of dark hair.

Amid moans and hair-pulling, Satoru felt his alpha's tongue dig into his entire being, eating him as if he were the most delicious dish. His tongue simulated lunges inside him and then played viciously on his clit, leaving little bites that sent sparks throughout his body.

Two fingers delved into him in one stroke, wrenching a moan from his throat, and immediately began on their own in a determined rhythm that made his hips move to chase them and the pleasure they gave him. Toji latched onto his clit, licking and sucking nonstop as his fingers did their work, getting to the place where Satoru liked it. The alpha's cock felt hard in his pants listening and feeling Satoru moan and wallow, while with one of his hands he held his hips tightly so he wouldn't move so much and with his big body he kept him from closing his legs.

"Toji-san, Toji-san...!" he cried "I'm going to cum...!"

The alpha slammed his fingers inside the omega harder without leaving the small mountain of nerves between his lips, until finally Satoru trembled and in the middle of a high-pitched moan he let go, spasms made the omega's pussy clench the alpha's fingers that kept moving until they pulled the last of Satoru's orgasm out, leaving the evidence on the soaking wet and messed up couch. Slowly the death grip Satoru held on his hair loosened, Toji watched him, pleased with the image of a Satoru both starry-eyed and misty-eyed at the same time.

He climbed onto the sofa and placed himself on top of Satoru, being careful not to crush him. With one hand he leaned on the back of the sofa and with the other he pulled out his cock, filling it with Satoru's liquid, he began to masturbate in front of the omega's face. The latter looked at him, with reddened cheekbones he looked straight into his eyes and then passed them straight to the huge cock in front of him, and without Toji saying anything, he opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, waiting for the alpha's seed.

"Shit" he cursed, before letting himself cum in Satoru's mouth and face, painting even his chest with his cum.

A fucking work of art.

You could tell then that the two's "relationship" had improved. Satoru had come back to himself, to glowing as he did now that Toji allowed him out (though only when he was there too), the sex was good, and he has no idea how but their communication had improved. And yet, even if they didn't converse much, their silences weren't awkward.

Sometimes if Toji had to come back a little late, he almost always got Satoru in the living room watching a random movie on the pretext that he couldn't sleep. Then he would just sit next to him to watch it and within minutes the omega would fall asleep, then Toji would carry him up to his room and lay down next to him. They had developed a kind of routine that they both liked.

Now they were quietly living together, in theory.

"Let's get married."

Satoru who was pacing back and forth in his room, as he went back to singing Harumi to sleep, became static as he saw the alpha suddenly walk in to say that.

"What?" he asked incredulously.

"What you heard" he replied "In a month we'll have everything ready."

"Wait, what are you talking about?!" shouted Satoru, upset "What do you mean get married? That doesn't make sense!"

The puppy in his arms, sensing the sudden stress from its mother, began to whimper and before he could help it, it began to cry. Satoru cooed at him, frowning, if he didn't calm down the baby wouldn't, but with the incoherent ramblings the older one was spouting he couldn't.

The alpha reached over, taking the baby in his arms and filling it with his pheromones, causing it to fall asleep almost immediately. A puppy felt very comfortable under the protection of his alpha father as well, in this case indicating that he would take care of his mother and himself. He placed him in his little crib and approached Satoru, also bathing him in pheromones that made him breathe calmly.

"Your family is intervening, they told me I had to take you with them" he explained "But they want to make you go far away, as they planned to do, do you know what that's going to do to our bond? Especially yours?"

Satoru frowned.

"But why do we have to get married? We're fine like this, we've been like this for months" he asked mournfully, this time it was the alpha's turn to frown.

"Satoru, do you know that the family of an omega who is not legally married has all the power in his life decisions?" he explained "I'm sure you went to a good school, how do you not know that?"

Then he remembered, a very important detail. Among the laws related to omegas, that was a very important one. His family decided for him, until he married and his responsible before the law was his partner. It did not matter the ties, it mattered the role. All the time he had obeyed his family not because of that, but because of the fear of his father.

But then, his responsible would become Toji.

"I-I don't want to get married" he blurted out, full of panic, looked him in the eyes "I can't."

The other remained silent, analyzing the omega's frightened face.

"Do you really think that boy from the Geto family is going to stay with you after this?" his words fell like a bucket of cold water "Every influential family knows you're staying with me, they think I've actually been courting you for a while now, even your parents think you were just using the boy to hide that you were dating an older alpha."

"Why do you always have to talk about it? Don't want to make me feel guilty for loving Suguru, you forced me to come!" he shouted, exasperated, until he took a deep breath and spoke again "I don't want to marry you, because I don't love you" he blurted out, his voice breaking "Because you forced me to bond with you, which should be the strongest union between a couple who love each other, and we don't" he brought his hands to his belly "Because now my children have parents who don't really love each other" a tear ran down his face.

"They're not going to let you take the puppies."

The omega felt his soul leave his body, he looked at him without speaking, shocked and waiting for him to continue speaking.

"They offered me a few shares of Gojo Enterprises in exchange for turning you over to them" the alpha sighed "They don't have the puppies in that plan."

Satoru felt his legs give out and the alpha held him up before he fell to the ground.

"Please lie down" the elder indicated "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it like that, it's not good for you and the pu..."

"Only for my puppies" he interrupted him, not looking him in the face "Don't invite the Geto family."

The meeting with his parents was tense, he knows his father might have freaked out seeing him walk in with a bulging belly. He was bringing his little Harumi with him as well.

"Have you seriously lost your mind?" his father said as soon as they sat down "We tried to get you someone your age, a respectable alpha, and you just didn't bond, if anything you had the Zen'in outcast offspring."

Satoru laughed, he would not say otherwise. Toji was disowned by his family, but he was disowned because of the fear he provoked in everyone. They were lucky that he had been left alone with the companies he was given, because he would have taken over the entire corporation without much effort. Even now he had companies that were unrelated to his family and were beginning to pose a threat to them.

"Can you not let out your pheromones like that?" he said without looking at his father, stroking with his finger the cheek of the little boy who was wrinkling his face "Don't shout either, Harumi is sensitive to very loud sounds".

His father was furious, but instead, he could see his mother with bright eyes, looking at her grandson.

"I know your alliance with my family is pretty solid" Toji interjected "Now that Satoru is a Zen'in as well, I expect business to flow swiftly" he said, then extended a smirk to the father "Although well, I don't know if they're too happy that he rejected Naoya in this humiliating manner."

Satoru smiled at seeing his father so annoyed. He had never managed that and Toji was doing it just by his presence alone.

With a couple more words, his father withdrew in a fury. His mother asked the alpha to wait for her outside for a few seconds and also asked Satoru for a moment to talk to him alone.

"He looks just like his father" said his mother looking longingly at the puppy "Harumi? That's such a cute name..." she delicately ran her fingers through the little guy's dark fluff of hair, her eyes filling with tears

"Mother..." he began, but she denied.

"I'm sorry..." she said "I couldn't do much for you" she wiped her face quickly "But I'm happy, Toru" she smiled broadly "He's.... A little older for you, but, I'm happy you were able to stay with who you wanted"

Satoru looks at her, thinks she is wrong, that he has no positive feelings for the alpha he is with other than to relate to him as the son of his cubs, that they cannot be separated by the bond, because he cannot escape the bond.

Suddenly she approaches him, to tell him quietly : "If he treats you badly or does something bad to you, tell me" her look is serious "I don't care if your father gets mad, I will help you, I would even kill to free you from a bond that hurts you".

The thought of his delicate little mother trying to kill an alpha as big and strong as Toji almost makes him laugh, and he does, but his tears come out at the same time. His mother hugs him, apologizes and repeats that she loves him. He lets himself be given kisses all over his face, as if he were a puppy again without a care in the world, letting himself be cared for and pampered by his mother.

He lets her leave without saying anything to her, preferring his mother to be calm and happy in the belief that he has found his perfect mate.

Chapter 3

The wedding arrives in the blink of an eye, and just as he asked, everything was arranged in less than a month, without including Suguru's family on the guest list. He preferred not to see him, he didn't think he could bear to have him in front of him in this situation.

Satoru was not walked down the aisle by his father, he walked alone until he reached the alpha. Now at the reception, he doesn't even remember the ceremony well, only the alpha holding his hand and little Megumi carrying the rings with an adorable little suit and cheeks red with excitement. Otherwise, his whole mind was blank or thinking if Suguru suddenly appeared.

He didn't.

Since his belly is not that big even though he is almost six months old, it is not that uncomfortable for him to hang out at the reception. He can see everyone talking, laughing and even dancing, but he doesn't feel like he's enjoying it.

"Do you want to leave?" he hears the man whisper in his ear and denies.

"Let's stay a while longer" he says, though the offer is tempting.

He never got used to the elite society he was surrounded by all his life. As an omega, he felt always watched, everyone waiting for him to make a mistake or worse, waiting for an oversight to take advantage of him.

Naoya is far from his table, he has not approached even once, until after an hour Toji is called to talk about something and his cousin takes the opportunity to approach to "congratulate". Satoru's hand goes to Megumi, who has half his body on a chair beside him and his head rests on his legs, he said he wanted to rest but fell asleep in seconds.

"Isn't a 30 year old man boring to you?" he asked "Ten years sounds like a lot of difference."

Satoru rolled his eyes.

"It's not so much when we both have such a good time" he looked from his belly up to him again "If you know what I mean."

Naoya guffawed unfunnily, then looked at him teasingly.

"I hear you might have a little omega this time" he commented without letting go of his annoyingly amused tone "Maybe if I show him a good time, 20 years won't be too long"

"You're such a..." before Satoru could finish yelling, Naoya was being thrown to the ground with force.

"Back off, you piece of shit" Toji blurted out along with a snarl "From my omega and my whole family or I'm going to see to it that I stomp your dick off"

The people in the gathering were shocked, but Toji didn't care, he carried Megumi in one of his arms, who ignorant of the whole situation clung to him still sleeping father's neck. He took one of Satoru's hands and guided him outside, on his way home.

"I really wanted to get out of there" he commented, loosening his tie as he drove.

Satoru was still scared and disgusted by the words the younger alpha had blurted out, he hated it so much. His alpha took it upon himself to fill the car with his pheromones, hugging those of his stressed omega until they dissipated.

Satoru didn't know how to thank him, he felt strange doing it, so he just kept silent all the way, breathing deeply, smelling his alpha, who had defended and protected him.

He didn't know if it was his instincts or their bond, but he felt fulfilled by the alpha's action. He felt cared for and above all, he felt that his family was safe. His cubs were safe with him.

Arriving home, Toji took Megumi to his room while Satoru went to give Haru, whom he had reluctantly left in the care of one of the workers, a look over. He was too little to go to the reception and stay with so much noise until late.

When he went to his room, he found the alpha with his shirt unbuttoned and talking on the phone. He really was very busy lately and since he had had to free up a lot of space because of the wedding, they wouldn't have a honeymoon. It's not like Satoru would have loved it anyway.

He thought over and over again, he just had to say thank you. Just that. But he couldn't. Instead, he wanted to get close to him, to fill himself with his pheromones. It was his omega wanting to thank him, his bond demanded it. When the man turned his gaze back to him, Satoru shifted.

"I'll go to the bathroom" he said and almost shot into the bathroom in his room. He lingered for a few minutes, maybe ten or fifteen. Looking at himself in the mirror over and over again, until he slowly opened the door to peek out. His alpha was still on the phone, his back to the bathroom. He walked barefoot until he was in front of him, finding he was rubbing his eyes, he looked frustrated.

"If you know I just got married? Not tomorrow, next week..." when his hand released his face, the first thing his eyes caught were the feet In front of him, looking up he found the long slender whitish legs, until he came to fully appreciate the omega; he was wearing a piece of lingerie, a small little pearly satin dress, certain parts transparent and covered in lace, his small full tits peeked out in the V-neckline and his belly stood out like a slight bulge. Beautiful. "...I'm hanging up."

Satoru bit his lip, embarrassed, but he moved even closer up to him, even straddling him (with his help).

"What do we have here, uh?" smiled the alpha, Satoru could swear that in his eyes there was desire and affection, that he longed for what he saw beyond lust "You look beautiful."

With the moonlight streaming in through the window, Satoru looked like a fucking angel, maybe a fucking fairy from a fantasy fairy tale.

It's not like he had planned this, not at all. The organizer had given it to him in secret, he hadn't even thought of using it, but after what happened, he thought it would be good to show it to him.

He ran his hands down the man's chest, to the edges of his shirt to take it off. He looked where his hands went, his strong arms, his marked abdomen, his chest, until his hands went up to his neck and then his chin, where his fingers caressed him, he moved closer and left on his lips a soft kiss.

"Thank you" he murmured against them, his eyelids half closed, seeking the alpha's gaze.

The black-haired one's firm hands caressed him thighs, moving up to under hiz dress, he noticed he wasn't wearing any underwear. He left one of his hands on his ass, kneading it, making it quiver with anticipation.

"Is that why you're going to give me a wedding night?" he asked softly, the older man's gaze fell on his light blue eyes and then stopped on his lips and moved up to them "You are my omega" he said in a whisper that made all the omega's skin bristle "No one will ever lay a single finger on you, I will protect you and our pups and you will never have to thank me for that." Satoru felt his heart thump hard against his chest and even though he could, he didn't respond, he just kissed him again but this time with more enthusiasm.

Their tongues embraced, as if they were desperate for each other. Satoru quickly brought his hands to the alpha's pants to unbutton his pants, pulling out his already erect member and rubbing it between his hands. Toji couldn't seem to reach enough of Satoru, his hands touching everything he could as he devoured his mouth.

Satoru raised himself up on his knees with Toji's help and with one hand guided the big cock in his hand to his wet entrance. With the older man's guidance, he slowly let himself fall on top of him, broke the kiss by letting out a broken gasp at having it all inside him as his head went back, Toji kissing the corner of his lips, his chin and down to his neck, licking the bite of the link. Satoru shivered, tightening his fingers on the older man's arms, adjusting to the cock inside him that seemed to be bigger this time. It took him a few minutes to get used to it, with the alpha's help he began to move up and down, bouncing at a not so fast but steady pace, feeling his pussy open up with the fat hard cock, the sound of his panting wasn't the only one, his now wife let out a couple of snorts, grunts, gasps and curses.

"You feel so good, baby" he let out against his lips, he took the bottom one between his teeth and pulled it then sucked on it "Your pussy is taking me so good, love" Satoru let out a broken moan, feeling the tip hit a sensitive spot "Shit, how you squeeze me, it's so good."

Satoru moaned, he changed the motion, moving his hips back and forth, looking for the cock to hit right where he liked it. He shuddered he squeezed each time he did it.

"I-It feels... Good...! Ah!" the rhythm wasn't fast, but it felt amazing. Satoru looked so erotic seeking his pleasure himself and Toji was taking care to caress every nook and cranny of him. Running his hands over hid belly and squeezing his hands on his tits, Satoru moaned "To-Touch them... More... Please..." he asked between moans.

Toji took it upon himself to pull down the thin straps of his delicate dress, leaving his small tits free. They were small little mounds due to the fact that he was still lactating. He brought his mouth to one of the pink, erect nipples, his other hand giving attention to the other. Satoru let out a cry, melting before the skillful tongue savoring him, within seconds milk spurted from his breasts, Toji drank it down, gladly savoring his omega.

"No!" he moaned in between gasps "Why do you always drink it... Ah...!"

"You taste delicious" was all the alpha said, not letting him go.

Satoru's rhythm began to break, becoming clumsy and sloppy. He was close and struggling to keep the pace that would make him make it. Toji gasped, feeling the omega clench, eager for the seed of his cock. He moved up from his breasts to his mouth, thrusting his tongue into the omega's mouth tearing a moan from him, while with his hands he forced his hips to keep up with the steady rhythm that was making them both come.

Satoru let himself be kissed and responded, drowning out all the moans and cries in the older man's mouth, until his hips shook uncontrollably, his moans became high pitched and he couldn't continue kissing him, letting saliva drip from his mouth and arching his back as the most intense orgasm coursed through his entire body. It hadn't been the roughest sex session, let alone the quickest. They had taken their time and the result had been so extremely pleasurable that the omega had a squirt on top of his alpha's cock. His eyes filled with tears, his breath was coming out of him and he felt like he was seeing stars as his teeth clenched as if enclosing a guttural moan.

With the view he was giving him and how tight his pussy was clenched, Toji couldn't stop his cock from breaking free and letting all his cum spurt out, cumming inside, letting out a grunt as he did so.

Satoru dropped forward, hugging the alpha by the neck and resting his head on the alpha's shoulder. With narrowed eyes, he looked at the mark he himself had left. Without much thought, his lips moved in to leave a kiss on it.

The alpha would be lying if he said it didn't take him by surprise.

Satoru let out a soft moan.

"You're hard again..." he murmured.

Toji laughed, whose fault was that?

"You must be tired" he brought his hands to the omega's thighs to lift him up "I'll clean you up and then I'll take care of this."

But Satoru didn't get up, instead he only lifted his head to deny.

"It's okay" he murmured against the older man's lips "I... I want to do it again."

They shared a kiss, slow as if there was no hurry at all. This time he got rid of the dress completely and slowly laid Satoru down on the mattress of the bed they shared. He watched every corner of the omega's body in detail, his milky skin, pink cheekbones, swollen breasts, beautiful belly with its offspring and his pussy, perfect, a little fuzz of pale hair, his plump pink lips, wet from his lube, his squirt and the semen he had let out inside him that was slowly leaking out. He couldn't just look at him and hope his cock didn't get high as a rock.

He entered Satoru and fucked him with dedication and delicacy, kissing and touching everything he could reach. Pleasing his omega all night long, the latter begging for more, hugging the older man and seeking his lips urgently, letting out cries, moans and tears as he begged to be held.

They both slept in each other's arms on their wedding night.

Satoru thought giving birth was almost like losing his virginity, in the aspect that the first time would hurt and the second would be easier. He was wrong.

It hurt almost as much as the first time, although he had hoped it would be less painful because they would now supposedly have a smaller omega puppy. Again, he was wrong.

With a sweaty forehead and a numb hand from squeezing hard on the alpha's encouraging one, he welcomed the newborn puppy into his arms. He was almost Harumi's size when he was born.

"How could you live in such a tiny little house?" asked Satoru, he didn't understand how this big little thing had been in his tiny tummy.

"Looks like this little guy didn't want to make mommy uncomfortable" spoke Toji.

Satoru smiled at the thought, unlikely, but cute.

"You did well again, love" said the alpha, poking the newborn's cheek with his finger "You can't leave yet though, again he looks just like me."

The omega rolled his eyes.

"Months in my womb and he has the nerve to look just like his father, unbelievable."

That got a chuckle out of the alpha, who left a small kiss on Satoru's head.

That was something that had changed too, they had become more affectionate with each other. They slept cuddling and kisses were common, even to say goodbye.

He didn't think much of it, he would keep saying that they were just making things more bearable so that the bond wouldn't hurt them. There was nothing worse than carrying a bonded relationship badly. It was even painful. Besides, Satoru no longer hated spending time with Toji, and he wanted his children to be in an environment where their parents got along. They might not be the loving parents he wanted to show his children, but at least there would be no violence.

Since that wedding night, the two had improved their relationship a lot. Not that they loved each other, but the tension they had before was gone. They had regained their stable bond and now talked much more than before.

Their relationship had lifted a bit when Toji started to let him hang out, spend more time with them, but after the news of the wedding they barely spoke to each other. Satoru's smiles and cute words were reserved for the puppies and Toji could only think that he was dying to have Satoru happy in his arms again, to have them sleep together and bathe each other in pheromones like they had been doing.

That's why even if he doesn't say it out loud, he's very pleased with how things turned out at the end of the wedding.

Likewise, to let Satoru rest from his pregnancy, he at least waited a month this time, but the last threads of his patience were being cut, he couldn't take it anymore.

Satoru had his chest dripping with milk, sticking to the mattress and getting all wet, while his ass was raised, showing off his pussy as he received the best oral of his life. The alpha's tongue ate and tasted it non-stop, thrusting his fingers in hard.

"Stop it, stop it...!" he squealed "Just stick it in!"

And Toji obliged, plunging fully inside him. Ramming with all the force he hadn't been able to the last few months. Satoru was a mess, biting his pillow, clinging to the sheets. His hips swaying to the rhythm in which Toji pulled and thrust into him, deep inside him.

"My God!" cried Satoru, crying out. The obscene sound of the skin of his ass slapping against the alpha's hips echoed throughout the room, along with the wet sound of the cock sliding inside his pussy that was overflowing with its own natural lubricant.

They were being loud, Megumi was at school and the little ones were sleeping in the next room. The walls covered the sound and Satoru had been reassured that if anything happened they would hear it through the monitors.

They had too long without having sex as wild and dirty as this, he loved the slow and delicate sex, it was too exciting in its own way, but how he loved being fucked by his alpha as if he had no control, as if he was a beast that can't resist eating him.

When the omega was filled in his orgasm, trembling to the smallest muscle and letting out a high-pitched scream that rang throughout the room, he wised up fast, coming out of his trance.

"Don't finish inside!" he ordered, the alpha frowned, as he continued to ram to cum.

"Why?" he asked "You're my omega"

Satoru groaned, over-stimulated.

"You, seriously...!" he gasped still receiving his husband's cock "Let me rest! I want to spend some time not being pregnant, silly!"

Toji really wanted to see Satoru impregnated again, but as soon as he felt he was about to cum, he pulled his cock out and painted the young man's entire back with his cum.

He dropped down beside Satoru, effortlessly pulling him to him, spooned in each other's arms. Toji ran his hand over Satoru's belly, which was still soft, he loved stroking him there.

"Please give me more puppies" he blurted out suddenly "You can't imagine, seriously, how badly I want to knock you up again."

Satoru turned around, frowning.

"Well calm those urges" seeing the alpha's expression, he sighed "Harumi isn't even a year old and Satomi was just born... They are two very young puppies yet, raising them at the same time will be very demanding... And we can't forget about Megumi, he's a little older boy, but we can't just stop giving him attention, he's our son too" he explained "Besides, seriously, you have to give my body a break, I practically spent a year pregnant! Just two months between one pregnancy and the other is not enough..."

"So Megumi is your child too?" Satoru blinked at the question, his cheekbones flushed red.

"That's what you heard!"

"Tell him he can call you mommy, he'll like it" he said, Satoru snorted, embarrassed "I give you two years, more than that, it'll really be hard for me not to leave you a puppy in your belly."

"Well thank you very much" he said sarcastically. Although two years was fine with him, he too wanted to have another puppy but he needed time, to spend some time with his body without a womb to take care of.

Reluctantly, Toji started using condoms as Satoru hated omega pills, he said they made him feel weird and damaged his skin. They both felt some dislike for the condom, Toji wished he didn't have that piece of latex between his cock and his husband omega's tight, wet and hot pussy.

During this time, Satoru discovered something about not being pregnant: he loved being fucked up to stupid. Without a belly to worry about, the two of them fucked so hard and so intensely that Satoru felt like he was seeing stars every night. Maybe he didn't love his alpha, but fuck, how he loved his huge cock.

Now that they had spent months having sex nonchalantly, they had begun to try every different thing that Satoru only loved more and more.

"So good! So good!" he cried out, his head spinning from the place as his body was all bent in half, Toji on his feet thrusting so hard inside him that he felt himself going crazy.

Once they had both cum, they dropped onto the bed, breathing heavily. Slow, tender sex had been out of the question the last few months.

Satoru moved on the bed until he was lying on top of the alpha, who without thinking brought his hands to his ass and began massaging it as he always did.

"Toji" he called out to him, his chin resting on the alpha's chest, looking up at him with his big light blue eyes like a puppy, the older man already knew he was going to ask for something "How about we try something new?"

Toji let out a chuckle.

"Now what's mommy coming up with?" he asked and saw Satoru turn red, it embarrassed him when he called him that.

"Don't call me that" he grumbled, then looked at him with a mischievous grin "How about we try it from behind?"

At that simple question, Toji felt his cock become hard again. His fingers squeezing the boy's ass, they gently slid down to the pink hole they hadn't used before.

"Do you think this tiny little hole is going to be able to take my cock?" he asked, his fingertips circling the entrance "We're going to have to stretch it a lot, mommy."

His finger pressed but didn't go in, however Satoru gasped, shivering a little in anticipation.

Satoru pressed his hands on the older boy's chest and looked up at him with pleading eyes, he didn't even have to speak for Toji to comply with what the younger wanted. That night Satoru experienced for the first time what it was like to be opened up by a huge cock from his ass, and he can't lie, he loved it.

But, although the first few months they tried to be in control, at some point neither of them put too much effort into it. Things like; "I forgot to buy them", "They're in the other room", "Quick, quick", brought consequences.

"Hah, shit" the omega blurted out when he saw his test results.

Within a year, Satoru was pregnant again.

Chapter 4

"You've got to be kidding me" Satoru spoke as he watched his little newborn in his arms "My vagina is a photocopier."

"My semen is ink?" the alpha next to him asked, poking the puppy's cheek.

"You're not funny, shut up" he blurted out as he nursed his child for the first time. Just by looking at the little one's face he knew he would be identical to his father again.

Toji laughed "Maybe Megumi will be disappointed this time."

"Huh?" blinked the omega "Why do you say that?"

"He said that if they all looked like me, they'd look tough when they grow up" he explained with a half smile "He wants a little brother who's as beautiful as you."

Satoru snorted, his cheeks turning red.

"We can always try again though" the older one proposed, Satoru frowned.

"Not a chance."

This pregnancy could be considered the most difficult of all, really his belly was huge and his discomforts were the worst. Three puppies were enough, weren't they?

He considered himself lucky, all his puppies were calm and easy to deal with. Toji said they all behaved just like Megumi did when he was born. They practically only cried when they were hungry or if they felt their mother was unwell.

The hardest part of having the three puppies was feeling the need to nurse them all, which was truly exhausting. They had implemented having Toji bottle feed them during the night, that had helped Harumi and Satomi lessen their need to nurse, but it was something inside Satoru that he wanted to be the one to feed his little ones. However, thanks to his husband's help he had managed to control his instincts.

"Your breasts are kind of big this time" commented the alpha out of nowhere. Satoru was lying on his side resting, as he watched him shed the clothes he had worn for work.

He blinked and sat up in bed, tugging at the collar of his flannel to look inside. He saw his breasts swell, quite a bit, if his alpha had mentioned it, it was because they sure were a lot more noticeable than before with a shirt on. In fact, he was right, they didn't look like little prominences, they were a pair of boobs that he could certainly wear a small size bra with.

"Don't get any ideas, please" the alpha spoke when he found him staring too hard at his breast "Y don't look bad, or strange, or anything like that".

Satoru denied "I wasn't thinking that, it's just... I hadn't noticed" he thought that maybe his instincts were still telling him that he had to feed three pups, and that's why his body produced enough milk for them "Come to think of it, I feel a little sore" he mentioned feeling his chest, when he went too long without expressing milk it could hurt.

He didn't know at what point he had the alpha in front of him, but in the blink of an eye he was sitting up in bed.

"Need help with that?" his voice sounded deep, Satoru watched as he looked at him just as if he had prey in front of him.

"Pervert" he muttered, but with pink cheeks, he leaned back as he let Toji smile victoriously. The alpha grabbed the edge of the omega's flannel and pulled it up to his mouth, Satoru held it between his lips without any command. Toji had the perfect view, his omega presenting himself, showing off his swollen tits. It was the first time they had looked so big.

He brought his hands to each and enjoyed the moan Satoru let out when he squeezed them gently. It didn't even take three seconds for them to start releasing the whitish liquid. He continued to massage, gently, not wanting to hurt him since he had said they were a little sore. But Satoru was moaning uncontrollably, drooling the flannel between his lips. The alpha felt his hard cock inside his pants as Satoru spit out the flannel, unable to hold it in any longer he let himself fall back.

Toji watched him, panting, his chest rising and falling, slick with his own milk. Then he could no longer be more gentle.

"I'm sorry," he said beforehand, Satoru confused but in the midst of his pleasure, frowned to look at him, but in a matter of a moment the alpha was on top of him, pulling his heavy cock out and placing it between his breasts.

"Toji!" he said coming out of his stupor, but the man pushed his breasts together not so roughly, to squeeze his cock between them and start ramming.

They weren't even big enough to cover it, but the feeling it gave was glorious.

Satoru watched in utter amazement as the alpha looked so exhilarated, so much so, that he himself couldn't help but feel his whole body burning.

He was such a mess, with his own milk staining everything and mixing with Toji's pre-semen, whom Satoru admired while the man was so concentrated on fucking his tits.

He couldn't resist the idea of opening his mouth and sticking out his tongue, showing the alpha that he could go further, to end up tasting gladly and between moans the salty tip of the cock he liked so much. Amidst a grunt, the man cum inside Satoru's mouth, who calmly as he was used to, swallowed it all to show the older man that he had done it.

Toji smiled, his brow sweaty and his breathing heavy, he took Satoru's chin between his fingers and said "Mommy sure likes Daddy's cum, don't you?"

Satoru felt his whole body burn.

"Don't talk like that!" he shouted in embarrassment, though he knows very well how his pussy clenched when he heard him.

Toji guffawed, quickly climbed down from Satoru and brought his fingers to Satoru's entrance.

"But, every time I say those things to mommy, here squeezes real good" Satoru moaned feeling the fingers enter, which quickly began to move from the inside out hard, each time hitting where he always liked it. Toji moved closer to him and thrust his tongue inside the other's mouth, Satoru melting into their unruly kiss, feeling the tongue devour everything in its path as his hips moved following the rhythm of the fingers, until in a moan, clinging to the arm that made him feel so good, he let himself go in an orgasm that was silenced by the older man in the middle of the kiss.

Satoru saw stars on his eyelids, looking at Toji in a way that made him feel extremely warm inside.

"You're so beautiful," he told him, filling his mouth with short kisses that Satoru received without hesitation.

He really felt that way because of the alpha's words. Even though it had been a few months since the pregnancy, his body still bore the consequences of it. It was normal, his doctor had said, and every time he complained Toji reminded him of it.

His stomach was flabby, some stretch marks were showing, and he had even gained some weight. That last he was working on, even though Toji kept telling him he looked perfect.

"This is the body that brought my puppies into the world" he said that time as he ran his lips all over Satoru's body "It's perfect."

If someone had told him a year ago that he would now get along this well with the alpha, he would have been laughed out of his house and maybe beaten up for saying something so nasty.

But in this time many things have happened that have irrevocably bonded them beyond what their bond means.

In more than a year of "healthy" cohabitation, Satoru had seen his two children, Harumi and Masami, reach their first birthday, and with both of them he had tears in his eyes. He truly believes that those two events were timely in improving their relationship.

Even though Toji's family hated it, knowing that there were not one, but three alpha children (counting Megumi) had driven them crazy. They wanted to pretend that nothing bad had ever happened and that they were the perfect family for the kids. Of course, that represented immense stress for both Toji and Satoru.

The omega really didn't know how to deal with it, he didn't even want to deal with them. It was the alpha who all along stood his ground.

Satoru more than once saw the alpha insult his family, push them away and even threaten them. He didn't want any Zen'in near his cubs or Gojo, whom they had also tried to sweet-talk.

Even after so much time and harsh rejections, they still tormented the alpha. How now, just watching Toji hang up his phone and let out a frustrated sigh, he knows it's his family that keeps him that way. With the smaller puppy in his arms, he walked over to him and sat down next to him. Toji looked up slightly to the puppy with eyes identical to his own, looking at him curiously and then laughed out of nowhere.

The alpha let out a laugh that sounded more like a snort, it made Satoru smile. The omega felt so good every time he could see how the pups lifted the alpha's spirits.

"Did they call you again?" he asks, though the answer is obvious.

"They keep insisting Megumi go to the school where we all went" he says amidst a frown "They also want to put a fucking governess on the little ones. Fuck, they're puppies, what the fuck do they need a governess for?"

Satoru tenses at the thought of someone sent by the Zen'in taking care of his children, without thinking he clutches the little one a little tighter.

The alpha notices, so he grabs him around the waist and leaves a kiss on his temple "Don't worry about a thing, I'm never going to let them near you or the pups."

When the man drops backwards onto the bed, he takes Satoru with him, who allows himself to lie down knowing that his other two little ones are taking a nap. The youngest had been crying for food and now wouldn't come unstuck.

Satoru drowned in the alpha's scent, being embraced by the alpha's arm and resting his head on his shoulder. He watched as with one hand he was able to carry his little puppy and pulled him up to on top of his chest as the boy laughed, but it wasn't long enough for him to fall asleep.

"Were they that mean to you?" murmurs Satoru, settling down to drape a leg over the older one's hip, he feels the need to be as close to him as he can.

Toji turns his face to meet the light blue "Where do you think this scar came from?" he asks, referring to the one on his mouth.

Satoru didn't have a teenage years that he could consider good or bad, although his father was strict, he often got away with it. Especially when he was just a child he remembers very well that his mother spoiled him. But when Toji began to tell him a little about the treatment he received in his family, it made him hate more the Zen'in family.

The Zen'in were very clear about alpha supremacy, when one of them turned out to be one (which was almost always the case since they were looking for omegas to give birth) the upbringing was too hard and strict. They all went to the same school which, besides polishing their skills, instilled an ideology that made them believe they were superior to everyone else and that the role of the others was to serve them. But Toji, who turned out to be a dominant alpha, was the one who received the strictest education. So much was expected of him that he was almost broken. However, Toji's personality developed differently than they expected. When he was strong enough to stand up to them, the family simply disowned him and pushed him away with the excuse that he was no good for them.

"Even though they said that, even before I had you here, they still insisted that I come back and join them" he continued "They are cowards, they don't want to face me but they don't want me away from them either."

Satoru clings tighter to the alpha, sinking his head into the older one's neck, his eyes on the puppy sleeping on his chest. Feeling distressed with all this information and wanting to be closer to calm himself down, Toji releases his pheromones that make him feel better. A memory flashes in his mind.

"You said you wanted heirs for your companies" he says "What if when they grow up they don't want to take the positions?" he asks "What if Megumi wants to be a national player? Harumi loves to draw, maybe he wants to be an artist?"

Toji laughs, Satoru feels his laughter through his skin.

"Then Megumi we'll give him a gym in case after being a national player he wants to be a coach" he replies "And Harumi we'll give him a gallery to showcase his works"

"That sounds like nepotism" laughs Satoru "Everyone will say they are nepos."

Toji shrugs "They will be wherever they are" he says "And I'm not going to leave them alone.... They can do whatever they want and I'm going to agree, although I don't think I can support them joining the Zen'in family"

"They are forbidden to be policemen or firemen" Satoru said flatly "I would die young from worry every day."

Toji laughed "No Zen'in family, no firemen or policemen" Satoru nodded "And you, Satoru, what do you want to do?"

The omega blinked "Me?"

"You're free to go out for a while now, you can do anything."

Satoru doesn't answer.

It would be a lie to say he doesn't feel comfortable now, though he doesn't know if it's because he had no choice. In all the time after his wedding, things got better, he could go out wherever he wanted without having to ask for permission or to be accompanied by a bodyguard, he was free to get a job if he wanted and to do whatever activities he wanted.

But, something deep inside him, even though he was at ease with his new life, made him stay inside the glass box Toji had built for him. Taking care of his puppies, doing yoga or pilates, feeling the pleasure of having sex with his alpha.... All of that, though he likes It, is not something he planned.

There is a feeling of guilt lingering in his heart. He prefers to make himself believe that they still keep him locked up, that he is not married because it has been his will and that his bond is only well maintained so as not to hurt his own health. He lies to himself, he says he loves his children because they are not to blame and after all he brought them into the world. He prefers to deceive himself, telling himself that he is forming a family with the man who now embraces him because he has had no other options. He tries to tell himself all that, to minimize the real reason for his guilt; he is very happy at the moment.

Rarely do they argue and if they do it is over something stupid that is soon solved with a couple of cuddles. The alpha is always looking out for him, how he feels, what he needs and he doesn't have to say much for the alpha to understand what he needs. Something in his being rejoices every time he sees the alpha play with his pups, he adores them and protects them like a treasure from anything that could do them the slightest harm. He feels so stupidly full when he realizes that he has managed to be so happy with something he didn't plan, but feels so guilty when he realizes that sometimes he doesn't even think a little bit about the life he had before all this.

It's the bad days when he thinks about his friends, who he never got in touch with after his supposed escape. He feels bad for not thinking about them enough. Toji can tell something is wrong with him, It's his bond and Satoru's pheromones that he can't hide, but he never asks anything, he just lets Satoru snuggle against him and try to comfort himself with his scent. Toji has no right to ask. Most of all, he fears the answer is exactly what he thinks.

"I don't wish for anything right now, to be honest" he murmurs, even though he has spent a few seconds in silence that doesn't convince the alpha at all "I like it here. I'll tell you right away if I wish to do anything later."

With that, the conversation is closed and Satoru just joins his little puppy's nap.

Weeks go by just the same and Satoru loves to see how Megumi tries to be a big brother to his three siblings; Harumi, Satomi and Masami. The omega never leaves them alone, unless Toji is with them or leaves them in the care of the lady who helps him on occasion. Satoru hates the idea that Megumi feels he has too much responsibility over his little siblings. Yes, he is their big brother and he can love them and take care of them, but he is not their responsible. He doesn't want him to take on a role that is not his but his and Toji's.

When he brought it up to the eldest, he said he was right, but as the alpha that Megumi was, he wasn't going to be able to help wanting to be overprotective. "They're all alphas, they're going to be very protective of each other" was what he said.

After weeks of staying inside their home for weeks, finally the alpha insisted that the omega go out for a walk by himself. Without him. Without the children. Just Satoru. He really deserved a change of scenery.

The ironic thought crossed Satoru's mind that it had been the alpha himself who had kept him locked up and now he was the one who wanted to get him out of the house. Of course he didn't say it out loud.

So Satoru did just that, he made sure the nanny had all the instructions while he was out for the afternoon and Toji was still at work.

He took it upon himself to visit his mother for a while, chatting with her had become very cozy since their wedding. His mother seemed more confident and seemed to be less afraid of his father, he was glad. It was a very enjoyable afternoon, he was able to get a lot of things off his chest with his mother by listening to him. Maybe that wasn't the afternoon Toji thought he was going to take for himself, but hey, he couldn't do anything about that.

As dusk was setting in, he decided it was time to head back (avoiding his father of course). He walked down the elapsed street and his eyes hit a cake store, Toji had told him he shouldn't eat so much sugar because boy did he eat so much, but just once in a while it wasn't bad, right?

He pulled out his phone and quickly texted.

[Satoru]: Guess what...

He headed for the entrance when a message came in.

[Stupid DILF]: I'm not too sure I want to do it...

Satoru laughed, answering as he opened the door to the establishment, but a tug on his arm kept him static, an all too familiar scent hits his nose and when he prays he wants to be wrong, that it's not who he thinks it is, the voice he'd recognize even if a hundred years passed speaks to him.

"Satoru?"

Chapter 5

Satoru has trouble processing the fact that he is where he is.

Everything is exactly the same, a simple, small apartment, perfect for a couple who have no one but themselves.

He remembers perfectly the day Suguru took him to see the apartment his parents had given him. Unlike him, he was an alpha who was being allowed to begin to become independent and separate himself a bit from the nuclear family (although sooner or later he would have to return to take over the company). His parents wanted to give him a whole complex, but Suguru only wanted a small place near his university.

For Satoru it was perfect.

He had spent countless days there, so much so that he could remember exactly where things were. And walking back in after more than a year, he feels that his mind can't quite process the feeling of finding everything exactly the same.

Not to mention the uneasiness that began to center in his stomach and has remained since the moment he heard Suguru's voice. He knows he shouldn't be here, that he has to go back because he's doing something wrong, but when Suguru asked him to go somewhere private to talk, looking into the pleading, glowing eyes he couldn't help but say yes.

Suguru looked... Different. Maybe it was because of the time that had passed, but he looked taller than he remembered. His body was much broader, even in those baggy clothes you could see that his muscles were much bigger than before. His hair... It was so long. He used to wear it down his shoulders, but now it fell down his back, half pulled back to free his face which over time had become more chiseling.

He repaired himself after a long time, he was no longer as thin as before, his muscles were gone and more curves adorned his body along with very smooth skin. His body was very different from the one Suguru had once seen.

He pushed that thought away as Suguru led him to sit on the bar chairs in the kitchen. He offered him some water, which he accepted but he doesn't think he's going to be able to take even a sip.

"Well?" started Satoru, fed up with beating around the bush "I bet you have a lot of things to ask..."

Suguru looked at him for a few seconds before sighing.

"As straightforward as ever" he let out a dry laugh, rested his hands on the counter and leaned towards the omega "What the fuck happened, Satoru?" his voice sounded cold, but the omega knew very well there was pain in it "You disappear for months, nobody knows about you and then you just show up out of nowhere to get married, with kids even.... What the hell?"

Satoru wants to protest, even opens his mouth to do so, but immediately closes it and presses his lips together. He can't.

"I shouldn't have come" he mumbles barely audible but the alpha in front of him hears him, he intends to get up but Suguru takes a step forward and speeds over to where Satoru is sitting, cornering him between his bench and the bar "Suguru..." he says, placing his hands on the boy's chest as he with little effort tries to push him away, never looking at his face.

Suguru takes one of his hands on his chest and hugs it in his own hand, pulling Satoru even closer, until his breath collides with the skin of the omega's cheek.

"Everyone says I was just the alibi for a forbidden love affair" he says, bumping his skin against his and Satoru doesn't push it away "As far as I knew the only forbidden love affair was us."

Satoru wanted to tell him that it was true, that there was no one else but him.

"God... Please, just tell me what's not true" this time his voice has a tinge of desperation "I'm going to believe you, baby, just tell me anything" the omega sobs, unable to take it anymore "Except that you didn't love me, if you say that, I'm really not going to be able to believe you."

Satoru pulls away a little quickly, taking Suguru's face in his hands to look him straight in the eyes.

"That's not true!" he finally says, tears adorning his cheeks "I loved you, Suguru, too much I...!"

His words are stifled as the dark-haired man brings his lips to his in a kiss that paralyzes the omega, wide-eyed he feels Suguru slide his tongue between his lips, seeking permission to enter. Satoru shouldn't do this, he has to stop, but he can't help but open his lips and close his eyes to melt at the taste of the alpha's kisses.

His hands tangle around the alpha's neck and the alpha's hands rest on his hips to effortlessly pull Satoru up on the bar. The kiss is desperate, has the omega panting as he wraps his legs around Suguru's hips. Satoru thinks that even though his appearance has changed a bit, Suguru's kissing is the same as always.

"I missed you" Suguru gasps "Fuck, baby, how I missed you."

But Satoru doesn't answer anything, just urges the black-haired one to continue the kiss, ignoring the stinging he starts to feel on his neck. His bite mark. His bound.

In the middle of their kiss he thinks of Toji. He didn't finish sending his reply, will he be worried that he didn't answer his message? He hasn't even noticed the time, maybe he's already gone home and stayed with the puppies by himself.

His mind flashes back to the spot when Suguru's hands slip under her clothes, squeezing the skin that had once been flat and taut, now it was soft and plump. He startles and Suguru stops his hands to pull away and look at him in confusion.

"Does it make you uncomfortable?" he asked "You had puppies so it's normal your body has changed" he says when Satoru doesn't respond.

Satoru feels strange to see Suguru mention so casually that he had children. He grabs Suguru's hands and pulls them out from under his clothes.

"I don't think this is a good idea" he starts to say and sees Suguru frown "This is wrong, Suguru."

The aforementioned denies, calling him by name as well but Satoru lets out a broken laugh, full of sadness.

"I got married" he blurts out "I gave birth to three children" at no point does Suguru look at him, he just keeps his face turned to the side but without letting go of Satoru's hips from between his hands "I have a bond, Suguru."

Finally the alpha lifts his gaze.

"Come with me" he says, Satoru closes his eyes, his expression full of pain as Suguru's hand caresses his face "You were forced into marriage, weren't you? It's no secret to anyone that your father was seeking an alliance with the Zen'in. You were forcibly compromised."

Satoru denies even though his answer is affirmative "I was engaged but not to him..."

"Then what happened?" he asks, his voice sounding desperate "Did you fall in love with him while you were with me?"

"Of course not, I didn't fall in love with anyone else, I just..." but the explanation dies there, he doesn't feel there's any point in continuing "It's complicated, Suguru" and the alpha understands that he's not going to get anything more.

"I don't care" he concludes "Come with me, there are operations for the bite, you don't love him and..."

Suguru's every word felt in Satoru's heart like glass breaking. Of course there were operations to remove bites, but they were extremely risky, they had a very low success rate.

But he felt so confused. Tempted to just accept once and for all, to go with Suguru so far away where no one would find them, but at the same time feeling that there was no longer any point in dreaming of an impossible life.

"My puppies..." he began.

"You were forced to have them, their father can take care of them" Suguru lets out a laugh, but it doesn't seem like anything made him thankful "The Zen'in always want to have cubs just to follow the lineage that leads their companies, but you don't have to be a part of that."

He wants to scream and tell him he's wrong, the Zen'in are a horrible family but his husband is a man who always puts him and his cubs ahead of everything else, who cares for them and only wants the best for his children.

But he doesn't, instead, he realizes that in all this time he hasn't been able to fully focus on the man in front of him. His thoughts and heart are divided, he is so confused.

So he gets off the bar and walks away "I have to go", he doesn't wait for the alpha to respond and heads for the door, even though he calls out to him, he doesn't stop and the last thing he hears before he closes the door behind him with tear filled eyes is:

"I'm always going to be here, Satoru, I'm going to wait for you because I know very well that you will come."

-----

Toji is on the couch, watching TV without really paying attention to the movie they are showing. He knows it's one that Satoru usually watches whenever he can, but at this moment he can't concentrate without thinking that it would be better to watch it with the omega.

At that moment, the storm of pheromones from his omega makes him alert, he smells as if he is sad, angry.... He can't perceive what's going on because his pheromones say a lot at the same time, but whatever it is, he knows it's not good. He stands up and looks in the direction where Saroru appears, who when he sees him stands static, his swollen eyes tell him that he has been crying but what's worse, Satoru looks like he has seen something terrible.

Was it his family? Has something been done to him while he was away? Naoya? Or his father?

Thousands of reasons invade his mind and before he can ask, Satoru speaks.

"I met Suguru."

The words feel cold and painful, like a pile of hail falling on him. He has no idea what to say.

"He asked me to go with him."

They look straight into each other's eyes, but Toji is afraid of Satoru's expression because he can't read what he's thinking, he wants to decipher it and fears he doesn't know him well enough to know what he wants just by looking at him.

Small running footsteps are heard from upstairs and then jumps on the stairs cause them both to look up.

"Mommy Toru!" shouts Megumi, coming down with a smile "I've been waiting for you all the..." but Megumi is big enough to realize something is wrong, he smells his mother and sees his eyes red, like his brothers when they cry "Toru?"

Satoru turns a little, as if to hide his face and Toji speaks.

"Go to your room, puppy" he orders him, but Megumi hesitates until his father calls him "Megumi."

He knows he is being serious with his name, but before goes upstairs, he says, "Don't make Toru cry."

The boy doesn't wait for an answer and disappears on his way upstairs, Toji is relieved because he couldn't promise anything.

Satoru remains standing, he watches as the alpha sits back down on the couch, resting his arms on his knees. The silence is deafening.

"Say something." Satoru asks.

The alpha glances at him again.

"You can go, Satoru."

The omega feels something twist inside him.

"What the...?" he says with a breath in his voice.

He wants to believe he misheard or if he didn't, he wants to pretend it didn't hurt.

"Forget the deal" he says now, but this time without looking at him "You can go. Just let's decide on times with the puppies and let's do some research with a good doctor for your bite mark..."

"Deal?" he interrupts him "Forget about the deal? This was never a deal, it was a fucking kidnapping!" he says exploding.

"And now I'm saying you're fucking free!" Toji stands up, frustrated "What the fuck is it you want me to say?!"

"Say I can't leave!" Satoru feels his eyes fill with tears again, but somehow manages to hold them back "Don't just let me go like this after so long holding me back!" he feels so frustrated because he doesn't even know quite what he's saying, he strides over until he's in front of the alpha "Say you won't let me go!" starts beating his chest, over and over again "That I must stay locked up even if we have a puppy just like me! That I have no choice but to spend the rest of my life with you and our children!"

Each time, Toji allows the omega's hands to fall on his chest, beating him with each scream.

"It's your decision, Satoru..." he says again taking the boy's hands between his own "I'm not going to keep you here bound anymore."

Satoru frowns his brow, hurt.

"If you don't... If you're not going to stop me, at least say you're sorry" he tells him, straight into the emerald eyes "That you wish you hadn't done all of this.... Don't just let me walk away like you're throwing me away."

But Toji just squeezes his hands a little tighter between his, he looks at him and Satoru thinks he can read absolutely everything in his eyes, but he's not sure what it is.

"I can admit a lot of things except the fact that I regret" he says "The first time I fucked you, getting you pregnant without listening to you, the wedding.... I can apologize for all that, but never for bringing you here."

Then Satoru finally deciphers that what he sees in the older man's eyes is guilt, but now he realizes, he doesn't feel guilty for anything he did. It is guilt similar to his own for wanting to stay with him. It is guilt for not feeling a shred of regret for his actions.

And he loses it, cries and sobs like a little child, as he falls to the floor unable to stand.

He knows that he can no longer ignore his twisted feelings, that he can no longer just pretend that he doesn't stay by his side on his own.

Toji doesn't let go of his hands, instead bends down to try to catch him.

The alpha has been smart and a good strategist all his life, if he hadn't, he would never have escaped the hands of his own family, but when he saw Satoru cry like that he had no idea what to do. He feels helpless, unable to do anything to make the omega happy. He doesn't know how to fight for him, because he doesn't feel the right to ask him to stay by his side.

He hates the fact that he makes him cry and that he can't even tell him to never think about the Geto brat. He hates getting close and clearly smelling the scent of another alpha mingling with the omega's, pushes away the thought of what had to have happened for their scents to be like that. He hates the sting in the bite mark Satoru made on him.

Suddenly, he thinks of something he's always held close to his chest.

The youngest Gojo, he remembers exactly the shock of the day Gojo Satoru was born, just days shy of his tenth birthday. The elite world in which he had grown up as a young boy was always talking about the event. He had seen him at events a couple of times, but they had never spoken. Ten years apart it was strange that they had to participate in the same set of conversations. It was obvious they were all dead set on getting their hands on the young omega, and most of all, he noticed exactly how his little cousin grew up obsessed with him. Naoya was a spoiled brat who only thought about power and having everything in his hands, to make it his own. That included the Gojo heir.

It's not like Toji could blame him, even from a distance, he watched the omega grow from a boy with beautiful eyes to a beautiful omega. Toji saw him as nothing more than an unruly, but very beautiful, high school boy. He imagined that for Naoya who was a similar age it was different, it must have been easy to fall in love with a boy like Gojo Satoru, although with the personality he had, it would be hard for him to accept a boy as twisted as Naoya was.

He looks at the boy who is now in his twenties, crying on the floor. His brow furrows as he remembers the first time he wished he had been born a few years later.

"I wanted you for myself" he blurts out, Satoru freezes "Ever since the day Naoya tried to do that to you, you never left my fucking head for a day."

Satoru looks at him confused, hitting on the exact memory.

It was on his eighteenth birthday, his parents threw a huge party though of course not to celebrate his life anniversary, to show everyone that their omega son and only heir had entered the age to get married. That whole day was so overwhelming, everyone was after him, filling him with pheromones he didn't want to smell. He escaped for a few minutes to one of the offices to breathe and rest, he doesn't know how he didn't see it coming but in seconds he found Naoya tearing off his clothes, screaming for help but no one came in. He sobbed and tried to free himself but Naoya had ridiculous strength and he was so scared.

"That time you helped me" Satoru speaks, still his voice weak and broken from crying.

Toji nods. He remembers all too well hearing faint screams and the scent that came to him like a whirlwind, an anguished omega. He could never forget finding a writhing Satoru under Naoya. The pleading light blue eyes stirred something inside him that he didn't know how to explain and he only moved until he grabbed his cousin tightly and pulled him away.

He remembers perfectly seeing the boy cry like today, putting his jacket on him to cover him from the torn clothes he was wearing and escorting him to the part of the house where his room was to get ready. In his memory persists the image of Satoru coming out of his room impeccable, without any trace of tears and the clothes that fit him beautifully. As if absolutely nothing had happened. But it had indeed happened, as he shyly whispered a faint "Thank you" to the elder without looking at him, then joined the crowd celebrating nothing but the arrival of a new omega to the lists of suitors.

"Sometimes I think that if I had told my father what you had done, he would have helped me get out of here" Satoru speaks and the alpha tenses "That if I had begged him he would let me have my cubs with me."

Satoru isn't looking at him, he just keeps his head resting on the older one's chest.

"Why didn't you?" he dares to ask.

"Because I faithfully believe that he would have forced myself to be with Naoya no matter what" he replies, with a weak and unfunny laugh "It's amazing that after all, staying here sounded so much better than going with that scum."

After that, there was no more crying or screaming. Neither of them say anything, they end up going upstairs to their room, they don't change clothes or anything, they just lie in bed in silence. Everything is so routine, that even with the fight vivid, Satoru just falls into the alpha's strong arms, but neither falls asleep.

"I can't sleep" Satoru speaks, sniffling his nose "Talk to me.... Tell me anything."

Toji hugs him tightly, unable to see the omega's face because he has his back pressed against his chest and his face resting in the middle of pillows.

He has to speak, but he doesn't quite know what to say, so he blurts out the first thing that in his mind is going around.

"On your birthday" he starts to say "I thought you looked so beautiful, I wish I was a few years younger" he pauses for a few seconds, not waiting for an answer from the omega, just planning how to continue "And when that day I saw Naoya on top of you trying to force himself on you, I didn't even think twice.... I got so angry. Then you just hid everything looking so beautiful again, you thanked me without looking at me.... I just wanted your eyes on me."

Toji has been telling himself all this time that he has only done all this to upset his cousin and his family. His pride never allowed him to admit to himself that this was just an excuse to finally get his hands on the young Gojo heir.

Satoru says nothing, his breathing is quiet for a few minutes and he thinks he has fallen asleep, but the soft voice carries to his ears.

"You said once that Naoya could only show his love through possession, that he needed to dominate to feel that what he loved was his" his tone was calm, with a softness he had rarely heard from him "I guess you two are alike after all."

The alpha said nothing, but it felt like a fist in his stomach. He would have wished so much that he had said those words to him as he screamed or cried, but that his voice was full of peace as he did so only made him feel a thousand times worse.

When morning comes, Toji finds Satoru at his side, fast asleep. There is no sign that he is going to wake up any time soon. As quietly as he can, he gets ready and gets ready to go to the office.

He tells himself that at least he was able to wake up one more time with the omega by his side. He doesn't want to witness or watch Satoru leave home.

He spends the whole day in torment, trying to concentrate on his work without much success and with the people around him not knowing how to treat him since it is noticeable that his head is elsewhere at the moment.

It is when one of his assistants mentions to him that Satoru has left home, he knows it's all over. That day he lets everyone leave early, except him, who stays in his office spending his time distracting himself without much success.

Even though Satoru is gone they are going to have to meet to manage the divorce, he didn't want to fight for custody of the children because the last thing he wanted was to separate Satoru from his beloved puppies and he wondered what could be a suitable arrangement to visit his puppies. He also had to find a good doctor, the best, to take care of the bound. An operation as risky as that could not be left in the hands of just anyone.

His whole mind is Satoru.

He notices that the sun is setting, maybe he shouldn't leave his puppies alone with the maid for too long. That is if Satoru hasn't taken them with him.

He worries if Satoru's young alpha is going to be able to love the puppies he had with another. Sometimes alphas were too territorial and possessive, even if they were the offspring of their omega, sometimes their instincts wouldn't let them recognize others as part of the family, unlike omegas like Satoru, who thinks of Megumi as his own. Would Megumi want to go with Satoru? He was his father, but he was beginning to doubt it because of the immense affection he had for the omega that could easily compete with the one he had for his father.

It felt like crap to come home and think that the omega wasn't going to be there. How do parents explain to their children that they're going to separate? He bets Satoru would be much better at explaining it than he is.

But as he walks through the door he hears Megumi's giggles and a couple of babbles that are sure to be from the slightly older puppies. The sweet scent that reaches his nose makes him walk over to where he hears the commotion.

He stands without taking another step when he sees Satoru tickling the puppies and leaving kisses on each of them, while Megumi demands his attention as well and laughs when Satoru hugs him tight and fills him with kisses alike.

It is the older brother who is the first to realize that his father has arrived, to add to his surprise the boy frowns at him. When he stands and stretches his arms and legs out in front of Satoru's body on the ground, it is the omega realizes that the alpha has arrived. He was spreading his own pheromones so much to cover the pups that he didn't notice alpha's.

"You can't come here!" yells Megumi "You made mommy Toru cry yesterday!"

"What...?" asks Satoru, blinking "Megumi! Didn't you go to your room?"

The boy shrinks a little and nods "I did! I promise!" he says as he turns his head towards him "But you cried so loud it was heard in my room! I didn't mean to listen on purpose!"

Satoru feels his face turn hot.

"It's okay, Megumi, Daddy didn't do anything wrong" he says stroking her back "Play with your brothers a little, okay?"

The boy looks at him with a pout and then breaks away from Satoru, but not before giving his father a warning look. Toji almost wants to laugh, he's clearly not threatening anyone and produces nothing but tenderness, but he's definitely a little alpha.

Satoru stands up and looks at him, the alpha doesn't lift a finger, fuck he's scared shitless because he has no idea what to say.

"Surprisingly" Satoru speaks, capturing his full attention "Sometimes you can be very clumsy."

Toji finally speaks up.

"I thought you left"

"I did" he admits, Toji feels a small sting on his mark, but it's not exactly pain "I went out to make it clear not to wait for me"

That's all it takes for Toji to move, steady, quick steps until he reaches Satoru. A small cry comes from the omega as Toji's hands lift him into an embrace that forces him to tangle his legs around the alpha's hips. The dark-haired one hides his face between the junction of Satoru's neck and shoulder, smelling as much of his pheromones as he can, covering him in his own.

Satoru rests his cheek on his head, hugging him by the neck.

"Next time tell me you don't want me to leave" Satoru says, Toji pulls his face away and seeks his lips, to press them together with his.

"There isn't going to be a next time" he tells her "I'm going to make sure you want to stay forever."

Satoru grins from ear to ear and leaves his lips on alpha's again.

He hears Megumi yell that Toji is hogging his mother but then says that he wants to be lifted too. He looks at his puppies who watch him all curious and smile at him as soon as he approaches.

What did it matter if his feelings had come out of something twisted?

In the end he had everything he loved with him.