Hyunjin had dismissed every guard that was accompanying him and even his driver, he wanted to be entirely alone with Felix and the reason was not something he wanted to search for right now. As far as Felix keeps him company, he wants to remain unknown to any sensical thought. They're alone in the car, Felix can feel his stomach fluttering and a heat rising on his neck. He knows for a fact his cheeks have been tainted red, and the idea of being with Hyunjin in this car after he had declared so shamelessly that he was still full of whatever he had put inside him made his heartbeat race
It was sheerly awkward for him but Hyunjin sat so gallantly with his legs spread egotistically, one arm rested on his own thigh and the other rested peacefully on the steering wheel. Every inch of him and his stance screamed of poisonous grace, like a wolf's bane, elegant but venomous. When they got inside the car, the first thing Hyunjin did was command all the men who came with him to leave and they abided. The second thing he did was announce that he would take them to a quiet spot, a secluded area and Felix didn't need to ask why
he quietly agreed and here they were, as Hyunjin steered the wheel nonchalantly and steered with it Felix's stomach, a gulp bopped down his throat as he watched how Hyunjin pulled up to a silent street, shadowed by tall buildings that were as quiet as a graveyard. He should be alarmed, the place is dark and dingy and the rainfall isn't helping either but instead, he feels cozy, like this is comfort. The car stops and Felix finds his heart racing as Hyunjin unbuckles his belt and speaks slowly
"Come on up, pretty"
it's spoken so uncaringly that Felix might have mistook it for a passing note but he knew it wasn't that and his stomach churned as he turned his neck, his eyes meeting Hyunjin's who was looking at him as patiently one can. Felix licks his lips and nods, watching Hyunjin pat his own thigh to indicate where he wanted the blue-haired. With much courage and bravery, Felix gets up from his seat, already having his belt unbuckled as he shifts toward Hyunjin, cheeks red and heart hammering when both his knees settle on either side of Hyunjin's thighs on the seat
Butterflies swarming within the confines of his ribcage when Hyunjin's large hand settled on the curve of his waist, directing him on his lap gently "Hover, vixen" Hyunjin commands in a soft tone. His eyes fixated on Felix's knees, making sure he doesn't slip or is uncomfortable. Once Felix is settled cozily, hovering over Hyunjin on his knees the blond grabs his hands and puts them on his shoulders, following the action with a murmur of "Hold on, tight" A lick is added to his lips, their eyes haven't met since that one time and Felix is glad that is the case, he's in enough of a compromising position and he doesn't know if he could handle Hyunjin's midnight gaze right now.
The blond shifts his hands back to Felix's hips, making his way toward the buckle of his belt before he looks up at the blue-haired, hand still on his belt as he subtly raises his brows "Is this okay, should I start?" Hyunjin asks like there's even a sliver of doubt and Felix feels at comfort with his tone, though he had thought Hyunjin's eyes would make him shy, he feels rather at ease right now as he nods his head and Hyunjin continues, breaking their eye contact. In a swift moment that got lost In the warps of time, the freckled boy's pants were lowered and his breath was knotted in his lungs, cheeks a muddy shade of red
Eyes squeezed tight and face turned away from Hyunjin because he's not drunk or high right now and he can feel everything a little too vividly, he's not swayed by emotions or lost in the translation of his past relationship, he's completely present in this minute as he feels Hyunjin's cold hand on his ass cheek and shivers run everywhere on his body. His throat nearly closes up and he doesn't know why his body is reacting this way to Hyunjin's touch when he's felt it a billion times by now. Still, for some reason, when Hyunjin's slender fingers push past his cheeks, parting them and reaching for his hole he lets out a whimper and the taller stops nearly immediately
Eyes darting to Felix's face to find it contorted into something Hyunjin can't pinpoint, he's blazing red and his bottom lip is stuck between his teeth and eyes squeezed tightly. "You okay?" Hyunjin asks because he just can't continue if he has even the smallest idea that Felix might be uncomfortable "Y-yeah, go on" The blue-haired mumbles with his face still twisted and it takes Hyunjin two seconds of remaining paused before he finally catches on and a smirk flourishes on his face when he does so.
"What's there to be shy about, pretty?"
His husky voice whispers against Felix's jaw and the blue-haired doesn't know when Hyunjin's face grew that close to his own as he gasps in surprise and opens his eyes to find Hyunjin at a close proximity within him and the fuzziness in his stomach only spreads when his hands that were on Hyunjin's shoulder clutch on the material below his palms and Hyunjin presses a soft kiss against his jaw. "I...uh" Felix licks his lips, he doesn't have to answer and he knows that but he wants to nevertheless "I'm not" is the best he can do and Hyunjin chuckles lowly, the sound vibrating every inch of Felix
"Is that so, vixen?"
The voice sounds challenging, like Hyunjin is trying to stir something but Felix is too focused on the way his cold fingers are tracing around the rim of his quivering hole and he can barely focus on anything else. He wants to keep his eyes open and fixate them on Hyunjin but he can't because they involuntarily fall shut and he inhales a deep breath when two of Hyunjin's fingers part his hole and his stomach does the thing again. Hyunjin smirks because every single thing Felix is feeling is written on his face and he loves it all too much
"Then prove it pretty, look in my eyes"
The silky voice and sultry tone might have crashed a big piece of the universe upon Felix because he physically shivered when his mind registered Hyunjin's statement. One hand of Hyunjin slipped oh-so-slowly inside the blue-haired's office shirt and teased the skin underneath as he continued to smirk like the devil resides within him but even with his tantalizing touch, Felix doesn't move, remains cemented with his eyes shut
"Go on, Felix, prove you're not shy and look me in my eyes"
Heavens damn the divine creation they've created because oh hell was Felix losing his mind. The way Hyunjin takes his name is insanity wrapped in silk, the way he uses that commanding but gentle tone with all the right amount of sultriness-Hyunjin was far too intoxicating and Felix was a man with no self control. So he does what would bruise his ego normally, what would shatter his pride and make him angry at himself but right now it feels good to let loose of himself
He opens his eyes and slowly looks down at Hyunjin, heart drumming and hands shaking when their gazes meet and the grin that spreads on Hyunjin's lips was sheer satisfaction and Felix should be humiliated, instead, he feels himself hiding away a smile as he licks his lips and loses all his senses because what he's about to ask next was not something he would ever warrant
"Can I kiss you?"
It's asked so shyly and sweetly that Hyunjin would rather burn than ever say no, not that he would anyway so he just leans in without saying anything. Their lips clash and Hyunjin's fingers immediately inch closer to the blue-haired's hole making him gasp in between the kiss but the blond swallows it. The sensation is different, neither of them are dizzy with lust and this kiss feels all the more divergent than their usual ones but none of them mind, in fact, they seem to be indulging more in the ecstasy of how delightful it feels without the haze of liquor or any other distraction
Their lips continue to move and create flowers of pleasure through the paths of their chests to their hearts while Hyunjin very gently shoved two of his fingers inside and found Felix immediately gasping yet again but his free hand rests assuringly against the blue-haired's skin beneath his office shirt, caressing him and letting him know it was alright, that Hyunjin had everything in control. His fingers slowly moved around and there were sounds coming from Felix that Hyunjin didn't allow anyone else to hear because they were going right down his own throat
His fingers shuffle around inside the blue-haired, not even the slightest bit in when Felix pulls away from the kiss and gazes into his eyes, sighing loudly as the blond licks his lips, trying to savor the taste of the blue-haired on his tongue. They keep their eyes locked, Hyunjin's fingers continue to work their way around the blue-haired's hole who's constantly whimpering and avoiding his gaze and Hyunjin doesn't press this time because he's distracted about something else
Conflicted even-he was feeling upset, not because Felix had pulled away mid kiss and he wanted to finish but about the fact that he was so terribly hooked on the kiss that he is desperate to go back to the blue-haired's mouth, beg to kiss him again, there are orisons in his mind chanting 'ask him, beg and plead for him to let you kiss him again' and it's a miracle Hyunjin isn't infuriated. He's never felt this way before about anyone ever and it feels all too bizarre to have this sudden yearning for someone so close but so far from him.
After much shuffling, Hyunjin's fingers finally graze the metal he's been on search for as his eyes glint and he pushes past the blue-haired's walls to grasp onto the lighter, holding it firmly between both his fingers and sliding it out easily. Felix mewls at the friction, his eyebrows knitting together and lips quivering, his face is turned away from Hyunjin but the blond is watching even his side profile intently as he manages to pull out the lighter without trouble and tosses it to the passenger's seat.
A muffled sound comes from Felix and Hyunjin can't decipher if it's a moan or a whimper as he holds his waist tightly, doesn't look at his face because he knows Felix wouldn't like that right now as he reaches for the tissue box and grabs a few, placing the bundled wipes against the blue-haired's hole who is panting heavily though there had been no physical exertion. Felix licks his lips, shifts himself slightly to be more comfortable as he holds onto Hyunjin's neck and begins speaking because he's confused by his acts
"What are you doing?" his voice is a little lower than usualy, eyes darkening as he rests his shoulder against the car's windows because it's too dificult to keep himself held high through the parade of shame and Hyunjin's hypnotizing touch. Hyunjin looks up at the blue-haired and halts for a split second, the sight his eyes behold makes his heart skip a beat and he feels it vividly this time, unlike last time, he knows what this weird feeling is in his heart. A gulp slides down his throat making his Adam's apple bop and Felix's eyes fall down to it only momentarily before they meet Hyunjin's again
"Need to clean you up" The blond mumbles as if he is dazed, Felix is pretty and he knows that but right now, in this dim and warm light of his car and the cool shades from outside make him look heavenly, there's a glimmer of sweat on his forehead and his tongue is settled between his lips. Hyunjin feels dizzy just by looking at him like this and the idea of the smaller being filled by his cum while he stradles him drives him insane, knowing that he kept his lighter inside alongside his semen all night and all day makes him want to devour him right there and then
"You're still full by me" The sudden statement comes because Hyunjin can't hide his pride, can't hide how visibly affected he is by this fact and how terribly over the edge it makes him feel. His eyes create a heavy shadow over Felix who finds his breath lost in his lungs all over again with the way Hyunjin is looking at him. The blond's whisper hangs heavily in the air as Felix licks his lips and Hyunjin clears his throat, quickly realizing how abnormal he is acting so he looks away and places his attention on his task instead
within a minute, he's done while Felix remains thinking of the way he had said those words and how his eyes have felt. Once Hyunjin throws away the tissue, he reaches to grab the lighter and swiftly pushes it inside his pocket before he pulls up the other's pants and pats his waist to let him know he's free, but Felix doesn't move for a second and Hyunjin is forced to look up
when he does, their eyes meet and sparks fly, something blooms between them and amidst their lungs but neither of them have a clue what it is. It feels funny, fuzzy and all the more comforting. Hyunjin gulps while Felix is immediately pulled into the real world as he clears his throat and grabs the seat's headrest to get off of Hyunjin
Once he climbs off of the boy and sits in the passenger's seat he lets his hands probe around to put back his belt while he hears Hyunjin do the same and start the engine. They remain in silence for a split second before Hyunjin starts speaking and Felix is forced to look up at him even though he had his face turned in the opposite direction
"Why'd you keep it in all this time?"
The question had rose within Hyunjin because this god-damned dizzying feeling that was taking all over him made him wonder what the blue-haired must be thinking to have kept his lighter still inside, and to have asked him for permission. Even the thought makes Hyunjin's stomach churn so he clears his throat and turns his eyes slightly to gaze at Felix, hand gripping the steering wheel tightly as he reverses with ease and waits patiently for Felix's answer who has his head lowered
The blue-haired is quiet, he had immediately looked away when Hyunjin asked him that question and even though his head is hanging he still feels his cheeks darken as he licks his lips and reminds himself that he has to answer no matter what so best get it done quickly "I...uh, well you did ask me to not take it out until you say so" speaking the truth leaves a flutter of shyness in Felix's stomach as he cranes his neck and looks out of the window, taking notice of the damp street and the soft shower of rain, the gloomy atmosphere and the slightly misty glass of the window
Because he's looking the other way, he doesn't catch how Hyunjin sheepishly smiles and bites his lower lip, completely out of character. "What if we had never met again?" Hyunjin cocks a brow even though Felix isn't looking as he speaks with a lilt of tease in his words and Felix recognizes it well, rolling his eyes playfully he still doesn't look back toward Hyunjin "I wouldn't had kept it in forever, of course, I was just going to-" He sighs mid-sentence as if contemplating his words as he relaxes in his seat and continues to gaze outside while Hyunjin succeeds in turning the car around
"I don't know, it's stupid" he huffs lightly and Hyunjin smiles, unbeknownst that he is doing so as he fondly speaks "It's not" he found it cute, utterly cute even but he's never going to admit it. Silence falls over them for a minute or two as they make their way out of the dark alleyway and onto the main roads again before Hyunjin snips the quietude short "Where are you heading?" His tone is soft and Felix relaxes further, after a long morning and afternoon of tiresome and commotion, this was too nice
The sound of Hyunjin's voice mixing with the soft patter of rain outside, the chill coming from the window and contrasting with the heat in the car, the slight damp of Felix's clothes that feels warm now, all of this is too good and he almost feels all his exhaustion leaving him. "I was going to head back home because I was tired and---" he bites down the part where he had an entire lighter shoved up his ass and continues "But now I think I'm going to go with my original plan" he turns his head and looks at Hyunjin who had his eyes on the road seconds ago but now because Felix is looking at him, he feels obligated to look back
"And that is?" Hyunjin should absolutely not be querying Felix about his plans but he chalks it up to the fact that he's only asking because he needs to drop Felix off, right, totally. The blue-haired smiles rather mischiviously, all his shyness disappearing as his eyes glint and Hyunjin is once again thrown in the circle of that game he plays often with Felix; what is he going to say next?
"Shopping——and now you're coming with me"
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What ya think so far of the story 👀 hope u don't think we're going in circles lol I promise things are progressing 😭
--sorry, not proofread